PORN-CATION || J.JK ✓

Chapter 26- Untold: I.

All along my life I've been unsteady, scared of myself but never dared to once accept it since a man can never be scared or he isn't worthy of being called a man. At least that's what my father taught me, we were neither rich nor poor but maybe that's just what I thought. My father never cared about my so called sister and mom because they were useless to him as he expected only me to take care of him once I was old enough meanwhile I just wanted to escape this hole he called home since the very beginning. "Jungkook come and eat!" dad yelled as I took my seat to find mouth watering food meanwhile my mom and sister sat with a single piece of bread, Ara gawking at my plate with pure hunger while I felt my stomach turning a little due to her strange stare. "Eat sweetie" dad smiled while pushing the plate closer as I softly nodded before attacking my food whole heartedly while the old man looked proud to watch me slowly finishing everything.

"Jungkook is j-just 8 years old right now, he doesn't need to eat that much so can you please give some to Ara?" Mom spoke in between as I continued silently chewing the delicious food through the uncomfortable silence. What she said was true, most of the days I wasn't able to finish my portion so the rest dad just threw away in the trash can not caring about the quantity. Dad remained quite for a pretty long time having himself a little mental debate while Ara looked at him with pleading eyes for food, her boney body was the physical proof itself but all of it crashed down to watch him laughing out of nowhere. It didn't seem the kind of laugh that makes you smile, instead it was the psychotic kind that makes you hide in the tiniest corners with pure fear.

"You two want food? Then why don't you two work for it? Do I look like a fucking money machine to you?! You are already a whore and this mistake that you gave birth to will turn out the same for sure oh no wait she already did. Weren't you kissing that junky boy Sam behind the school walls huh?" Dad growled as the two females looked beyond terrified especially Ara, knowing the fact that her mentally unstable father always has connection all over the town yet she still gathered up the courage to kiss her long time crush with the best attempt in hiding which unfortunately still didn't work and got her in some dark shit.

"Ara why?" Mom stared at her wide eyes with disappointment and anger, not because she didn't want her daughter to experience normal teenage love like once she did but just because they both knew that her father was a crazy man and she basically laid down in her own grave. "Jungkook sweetie play with Hyunqsik tonight okay, I'll pick you up tomorrow morning like usual" Dad smiled sweetly as I innocently nodded, always looking forward to play with my friend instead of watching Dad arguing with mom over something new again. "No no no don't do it Min" Mom widened her eyes in horror like always whenever Dad announces that he'll drop me at my friends house for some odd reason, "Not in front of my son" he calmly replied back while Ara stayed frozen.

Later that day I found myself with my dad at Mr Park's house once again, third time this week. Not that I minded spending time with my friend in fact I liked the atmosphere much better than my home since they never argued like my parents did and were always sweet. "Again Min? Not that I mind little Jungkookie here but I'm kind of concerned about your wife and daughter. You should at least try to maybe talk with them before going physical" Mr Park sighed as I stared at both of them wide eyed and confused.

"There's no use Park, you already know that both of them are just whores so its better for me to just teach them a lesson instead of trying to talk" Appa said before pecking my cheeks and waving us goodbye. "Come in sweetheart, you already know where your hyung is" Uncle Park smiled sadly with sympathy towards me knowing whatever happens behind my back in the hell that we call home as I nodded and walked towards my friends room as usual to play but still somewhere in the back of my head I always wondered what did Appa do that he had to ask me to stay over here multiple times.