PORN-CATION || J.JK ✓

Chapter 44: Heal me.

“Y/n?” his voice calls me back to the reality as I hum in response, “Baby you've been spacing out for like thirty minutes straight now, what happened? Are you okay?” Jungkook questioned as he pushed down the blanket a bit to allow his body to move closer to mine.

“Me and Taehyung went to see Yoongi today and it was painful, it hurts a lot when you someone you love in pain” I sighed trying my best to not break down as I rub my palms against the surface of my knees to generate some sort of comforting warmth. “He'll be okay, he's strong. If you think and support negative then that negativity will affect your life so focus on the bright side please” he comforted me as I nodded hesitantly, feeling guilty to focus on something else but Yoongi's health because he wouldn't be in this situation if I didn't share my idea to discover the truth in the first place.

“Baby please focus on yourself now, would you want Yoongi to be the way you are right now if it was you suffering like he is right now?” Jungkook questioned. I knew that no matter what happens Yoongi would always want me to be happy and never change for something temporary. He would want me to keep shining through the darkest days and keep him in his heart, all the bitter sweet memories because no matter what happens he'll always stay as a part of me.

“He would want me to be happy and you are right Kook, i-i'm sorry for acting up this way” I genuinely apologized as his expressions softens at my state and words right after, “Princess, you don't have to sorry about anything and you are a human. As humans we feel these emotions on a daily basis and that's what makes us humans, if you want to cry then let it out baby. But I just want you to realize that it's life and when we are given a start then we must have an end too, that's just how life works and we have to accept it sadly. Despite of all that, keep in mind that I'll always be by your side no matter what happens.”

“Thank you so much” I hug his waist tight, a smile forming on his lips as he hugs me back tighter followed by a gentle comforting peck. “Hey by the way if you can't sleep then how about we go for a little walk on the beach?” he suggested after about ten minutes passes by as I think about it and then nod as a sign of agreement since I didn't get to spend any quality time with him today.

“Okay then put on a cardigan or something baby, I don't want you getting sick” he reminded me while putting on his grey sweat shirt that previously rested on the floor. “Done” I yelled a little as I quickly change into a black full selves shirt instead of getting myself a jacket or cardigan for no particular reason.

“Come on” he chuckled after looking at me acting childish with my sleeves, he grabs my hand tight before walking us both out and locking the entrance since even though the neighborhood was safe but still we didn't want any unwanted last minute accidents to occur. Once the safety was assured, his hands pulled me into a tight side hug instead as now his strong arms remained wrapped around my waist while we continued to walk towards the beach.

“Why the thought of beach out of nowhere Jeon?” I questioned feeling calm and fresh with all the factors surrounding us including the comforting strands of winds brushing against mine, “Oh because there's a very famous saying around this area you see, if two lovers walk on the beach every night and say I love to each other for about ten times and after that the one who was bought here by his or her lover like in your case I suggested us to take a walk so you must give me ten kisses too so that we don't get any bad luck, one of my friends didn't believe it and they had a bad fever next day.”

“Oh really? How come I never heard that saying because I'm around this area longer than you somehow” I laughed at his silly words, “Because you don't have great connections like I do Mrs Jeon” he smirked to himself. “It's not Mrs you green mamba” I smacked his back playfully, “Not yet you orangutan” he came back at me the same as me since we have been watching a lot of national geographic shows these days as if we'll be stuck in a situation like that someday.