PORN-CATION || J.JK ✓

Chapter 24- Lost.

Emotion is a subjective state of mind but they are not the same thing as moods. A mood is a state of mind that predisposes us to react a certain way. If someone close to you has ever broken your trust, you've probably felt the sting of betrayal and This pain can leave deep wounds. Any type of betrayal can cause emotional distress, I wasn't broken yet because the foundation of any relationship is communication and trust and if I failed to provide Jungkook with that then I'm the one in blame. Still before approaching Jungkook, I need to talk to this so called sister of his.

As much as it hurts to accept but a part of me believes whatever she said was truth, at least the part of her being Jungkook's own sister because not only a lot of what she said has resemblance with his story but also in terms of physical appearance there's a lot of similarities supporting the genetic strands connecting them in some way or the other.

"Jeon Ara explain what you wanted to" I said trying my best to look strong even though it would just take me a mere look to crumble down into a corner and break down for getting my trust and dreams shattered. Nights with him flash before my eyes as Yoongi stood in the corner of the room with worried eyes, not trusting Ara alone with me even if the talk according to her was supposed to be private but something inside of me doesn't allow me to feel safe around her either. Not because of her exterior but just the rude secretive vibe she passes around like we are her worst enemies.

"In short Jeon Jungkook is nothing but a liar who needs some mental attention as soon as possible! that bastard got tortured by dad just because he used to go around murdering people for no god damn reason but according to him it's because he liked the sensation of raw blood out side his veins rather than on the inside" she laughed out loud as if she's reading some sort of fairytale while me and Yoongi exchanged the look of absolute horror.

Even if this all end up as a lie then we still should be concerned about the mental health situation of this girl because the way she talks about murdering someone is like she's gossiping about some girl next door. I don't want to believe this, this is absolutely ridiculous because I can't even believe that Jungkook would hurt someone physically and here she is talking about possible actual murders with such excitement. If he did murder someone then why weren't thier any trials over him? how is he even accepted in the top law firm with apparent so called murder records. This just doesn't make any sense.

"Then what about you? Why didn't you help him?" I questioned, even if all of this was true according to her then how come she never bothered to help her very own brother from such a hideous situation because even if I spotted a stranger dealing with such a severe mental condition I'd have at least reported to some appropriate medical institution for treatment.

"Why would I? tch dad never wanted me since the first place because I was a mistake and let me tell you beforehand that I'm older than him. Always Jungkook this, Jungkook that ugh it killed me. We were poor as hell during our childhood and while I had to sleep drinking some water, Jungkook got full meals just because he's a male and I'm nothing but a mistake so I enjoyed seeing him suffer" she smirked making me internally gag, how can someone be that unstable? now I'm starting to believe that she's the one who needs medical attention because maybe all of that trauma caused her to create these sorts of horror stories all around in order to highlight her importance.

I stare at her not knowing what to question anymore especially after whatever I just heard. It's not easy, I shook my head while gulping down some water as Yoongi walked a bit closer with a much worried look plastered all over since I myself sensed the feeling of passing out with so much going on. "I know you won't believe me so let me start with this!" she exclaimed while pulling her sleeves up to show a patch of exact same birth mark as Jungkook. I've seen him talking about multiple times, he really didn't enjoy that mark on his surface and always wanted to get inked to hide that little insecurities. Could it be the fact that the mark reminds him of his so called sister that results him into hating it and then further hiding it permanently?