PORN-CATION || J.JK ✓

Chapter 40: Jin.

[4 Weeks Later]

-warning: mature content ahead-

“I'll drive you thier baby don't worry, I have a meeting tomorrow through that route and I'll pick you up as well and if your mom is comfortable then maybe I can pay a little visit too you know because it's been awhile since I last saw her” Jungkook suggested while I took my jacket off as I thought about his idea for a while. “Yeah that works and I'll ask her but no promises” I replied knowing that mom wasn't in her right state of mind these days. Unfortunately after dad passed away mom started to have anxiety attacks and nightmares which weren't scary, it was just filled with her and dad's good days like when they used to shower each other with love and she misses him despite of everything because after all he's the man she lived with all her life, her first love and now he wasn't around any more.

After a month of trying to help mom I figured out that she needed some serious medical attention because it might as well get serious and I wasn't looking forward to lose my mother at any cost especially not when I just lost my father. The doctor said that she needed to stay under observation and mom agreed because she couldn't take whatever was happening with her mind any more, i unfortunately can't stay thier because they won't allow me to so I visit every chance I get because sometimes mom is busy with writing as she still is pursuing what she loves even though her work now a days is just little journal entries about how she met dad, how they fell in love with each other, little arguments and so on.

“How was the work though?” he questioned while placing his files aside, today he was working from home but unfortunately I had to leave for an important meeting. “Fine as usual even though I miss my life as a director and stuff, I felt free doing that even though I was working for someone then technically and now I'm the boss but anyways how was your day?” I questioned back. “Boring without you, I missed you a lot the whole time and it was hard to focus on the work you know” he smiled in an attempt to cheer up after my long day of work knowing that I missed him the same as he did. “I wish we could just not work and stay together all the time but unfortunately the bills and our bright future ain't that cheap” I laughed while tossing my heels away. When you are a child you don't really have any worries regarding the bills and everything or especially the future until you grow up and then you get burdened with all these awful heavy feelings at once.

And it just gets harder when you lose your parents especially when they were the one's always spoiling you with all the love and care and now all of a sudden you find yourself alone. It feels like there's no one for you to talk to or lean on to, the one's who created you weren't thier any more. There was no one pestering you about what you wanted to eat or to spend some time with them because according to them they'll be gone one day which they do but you never understand that until it actually happens. “I have another meeting tomorrow so I'll have to leave early to meet mom and then attend the stupid meeting any ways what do you want to eat tonight?” I questioned with a sigh since I really wasn't in mood to work the same as I did tomorrow, “Can we just order some pizza please Y/n? I don't want you to cook now because you should spend time with me instead and it's been awhile since we ordered something to eat either way so it's a win win situation, especially for me because I get extra cuddles.”

“Okay then can you please order us some pizza while I shower? I'll have my regular order!” I chuckle at his adorable whining while shutting the door of the bathroom and stretching my body to only feel a bit satisfied at the sound of my bone's cracking. “One love one house, no shirt....no blouse” I sang to myself while tossing away my inner garments, feeling excited to have a shower like a little kid at the same time. As the cold water hits the surface of my skin I could feel a low moan escape my lips at the satisfying feeling. A rush of goosebumps trickle downs my skin causing me to lean against the marble white and black wall for support as I let the water to mark me down my whole space. Hairs getting heavy due to this known state of matter causing me to push back the little strands that were still dry and poking my cheeks to be back in the same group as my eyes feel a little irritated once the water crashes against it's frame.