Loved // j.g

Apartment Hunt

Today Jack was suppose to take me with him to look at apartments.

I was lowkey still made at him because I really don't want him to move way.

We live like so close to downtown where all the colleges and universities are so I don't get why he can't just stay where he lives and drive to wherever .

We were in his car as the radio player quietly and none of us were talking.

"why are you so quiet?" Jack asks looking at me for a split second.

"Just nothing to talk about" I say.

"There's many things we can talk about" he insists.

"okay yeah" i mumble.

"hey stop being so grumpy" Jack whines placing his hand on my thigh.

That's a really casual gesture for Jack now and not gonna lie I love it .

"tell me or else I'm gonna finge--" he starts but i cut him off.

"okay okay! fine" i announce .

"I am just salty because you're moving away! There I said it!" I said rolling my eyes.

"no be a nice girlfriend and be happy for me" Jack said casually.

"no I don't live up to expectations Jack" i said a bit harshly this time.

"change is good" he said in the same tone.

"clearly you really want a change, things do get boring after all" i scoffed, my voice laced with sarcasm.

"what's that suppose to mean?" Jack asks and I can feel like annoyance in his voice.

"I get it okay. I get it you're tired of seeing my face 24/7! You're tired of me being with you all the time. I get why you wanna move away. I am clingy" i admit yelling and I can feel the tears building up in my eyes.

Here we go again.

After a moment I heard the screeching of the tires and the engine come to a stop with a sharp turn.

Jack pulled out of the main road to a side , in the out of no where!

"stop this rightnow" he says holding tightly onto the steering wheel.

His voice thick with anger and not gonna lie its kind of scary.

"why did you pull over?" I ask quietly even though I know why. It's more than obvious.

"because I can't fuckin drive like this" he yells almost making me jump in my seat.

Holyshit.

Angry Jack is something I really dislike witnessing especially when I am the goddamn reason.

"don't you get it?" Jack speaks.

"get what?"

"I am not forced to be with you! If I want I can leave you rightnow and not give a shit what you do because I left you!" He screams.

Ouch.

Those words sting like a bitch but I know Jack is trying to prove a point.

"I fuck girls and leave them all the time not caring if they want me back okay?" He says through clenching teeth.

Woah.

What does he mean "i fuck girls all the time" that sounds like present tense. What the fuck. My mind is way too slow in processing too much at once.