Loved // j.g

Revenage

It was hanna.

She was moaning and saying jake's name.

I was standing outside the room and the door was closed. What the fuck was happening? Like obviously I recognize her voice , was she fuckin pleasuring herself thinking about jake? Hold the fuck up , the night we had sex for the first time was she pretending like I was jake? Is that why she was saying his name in her sleep?

I felt my whole body boil up with anger and regret and pain and heartbreak. I kicked open the door and I wish I never fuckin did.

Hanna was standing here against the wall as i guy stood infront of her making her feel good , they were kissing and her hands were traveling up and down his body like she used to kiss me.

When I came in the room she broke the kiss and her face was shocked. I couldn't think straight. That must be fuckin jake. He turned around. He was kind of shorter than me and he was built but I didn't care I rushed into the room and punched him across his fuckin face how fuckin dare him touch my girl?

I swing a couple of punches on his face causing him to bleed, and he punched me in my stomach causing pain rushing through my whole body. "JACK YOU ARE HURTING HIM" hanna yelled , trying to get me away from jake. Was she fuckin being serious what the fuck was she say? I threw jake on the floor and got him under control and punched him in his stomach causing him to cough out blood I was too fuckin angry and I was taking the anger out on him , he flipped us over as he swag a couple of punches on my face and my chest causing me to bleed but that's not the pain that hurt the most , what hurt me was the fact that hanna just stood their as jake beat the shit out of me, she didn't stop him , she didn't even bother doing anything. I got fuckin angry as I pushed jake off me "YOU FUCKIN BITCH , I LOVED YOU I FUCKIN TRUSTED YOU , I FUCKIN CHANGED FOR YOU. FUCK YOU , FUCK EVERY SECOND WE SPENT TOGETHER FUCK YOU" I yelled in anger and punched the wall "jack this isn't what-" she started "SAVE THAT BULLSHIT IM SO FUCKIN STUPID FOR EVER LOVING YOU , YOU WERE CHEATING ON ME THIS WHOLE TIME OH GOD IM SO FUCKIN STUPID" I yelled and barged out of the room , pushing people out of my way , my face was covered in blood now I didn't fuckin care , I just ran out of the house I heard hanna call after me "JACK WAIT I CAN EXPLAIN PLEASE WAIT YOU ARE HURT" she kept saying I didn't fuckin care now she cares if I'm hurt or not?

I got in my jeep and drove away as fast as possible. I couldn't go home , all my clothes ; my room; my house everything reminds me of her. I wanna fuckin forget her. I can't believe what just happened. i jack gilinsky just got fucked over by a girl. I gave her everything I had and this is what I get. I changed for her. This is it. I don't even want to hear her side of story. Fuck her . We are done. I don't need to fuckin worry about her anyone , jake is here to do it for her. I drove to the nearest bar and before leaving my jeep i cleaned up my face to look presentable. I went in and ordered a couple of drinks. You know what I wanted to get drunk. I wanted to have drunk sex like I used too. I'll take a hot girl home , I'll fuck her , this was me. I wasn't the person who hanna dated. That wasn't me. This is me. I changed my whole life for this one person and I got fucked over this badly. I could feel the alcohol taking over my body, how the fuck was I suppose to drive back home , fuck. I saw a girl come up to me as I was getting up from my stool but I could barely walk. "Looks like you need help getting home" she said smiley at me I looked up to see nicole standing infront of me. I remember her being drunk and coming at me how was she standing here in her senses. "Nicole ... what are you doing here" i started but she shut me up by placing her finger on my lips "shh, I saw you walk out and I know you jack , I knew you would be getting drunk somewhere so I followed you" she said. "Ok no more questions lets go home like old times" she said winking at me. I knew what she meant and I didn't care about hanna at the moment , How can she be having fun with jake while I'm sitting here with a broken heart? That wasn't fair so of course I can have some fun too. I put my arm around Nicole's shoulders as I felt her arm around my waist. We got to my jeep . She was driving as I sat in the passenger seat . I rolled the windows down. The alcohol had totally took over my body and I felt good ; I couldn't remember anything all I was thinking about was how hot nicole looked wearing this black shortass dress which made her boobs look fuckin killer. I wanted to fuck her right here in the car back seat but I kept that thought away. "I know what you're thinking" she said winking and looking down at my bulge. Oh fuck it was that obviously I wanted her . We got to my house , I got out of the car and pushed nicole against the door of my jeep as I kissed her roughly , my hands grabbing her ass , as her hands traveled up and down underneath my shirt. I heard loud moans escape from both of our mouths. I held tight onto her ass as she wrapped her legs around my lower waist and her arms around my shoulders as her face sinked in to kiss my neck I rushed to my door and up to my room carrying her in the same position. I threw her on the bed. This bought back memories from last year and all the good times we had . The person I used to be. I took off my shirt as I got on the bed taking her heels off and taking my pants off leaving me in my boxers as I started kissing her long sexy legs , I got to the middle of her legs and pulled up her dress and took it off , I slid my hand in through her thong and pushed 2 fingers inside her causing her to moan and curse loudly as she pulled on my hair "jack ohmygod baby" she moaned as I fastened my pace. she started to take off my boxers and suddenly all of this felt so long , what was I doing? Why did I feel so guilty doing this? "Nicole I think we should just goto sleep" I said looking away . ; "babe what's wrong" she asked touching my shoulder "nothing im just really tired here you can borrow one of my shirts to sleep in i said as I got up from my bed walked over to my closet and grabbed a grey t shirt. I grabbed a pair of sweats and put them on. I never really shared my bed with anyone. Usually whenever I had sex with a girl I'd make her sleep in the guest room never with me. That's the point of one night stand , you don't love that person you're in just for the pleasure. Nicole already knew that so she walked out of my room and said "goodnight" on her way out. I was really exhausted and my body was aching with pain. I just wanted to sleep.

I got in bed and tried to sleep it off to but something was missing it was like a part of my heart was not there. Something didn't feel right.