Loved // j.g

Take Control

Everything in my life was perfect rightnow ; infact it has been since Jack came into my life. It may sound cheesy as fuck but Jack made my life wonderful. I still remember the first time we met and the first time he kissed me , the first time we said I love you to each other , the first time we had sex.

Me and Jack have been together for almost 6 months but every day it feels like I get to know a new thing about him, what he likes , what he enjoys , what he dislikes , his weakness , his strengths , everything. Our relation isn't just physically , it's like a deep soul connection , he knows exactly what to do when I'm sad , when I'm happy , he knows me better than I know myself.
It's mid February so the weather is pretty chilly and hot at the same time , you know typical canadian bipolar weather. The streets are somewhat covered with melted snow, the sun is shinning bright , it a Friday afternoon. I decided to find a job in downtown at a clothing boutique. I felt like its about time to start making money formyself , for my needs even though my parents provided me with everything I need. My shift is every Tuesday to Friday 3-7pm , Jack always drops me off to my work place which is about a 15 minute drive from my house and he always picks me up. I don't need to worry about homework because my marks are pretty satisfying and there's nothing to worry about. Jake has finally found an apartment which is close to where I work because it's in the main city. I didn't mind , it's nice to see him around , thank god we haven't gotten put into awkward situations so far , that'd be weird. Currently it was 6:30pm I was at my boutique , my co-workers are really nice and my boss is such a nice lady she's never complaining. My job is to be the cashier sometimes or just generally check in with the customers if they need any help. Currently it was me at the cashier and my co-workers were in the back storage room. I heard the door open and Jake walked in. His eyes met mine and he smiled. I took my time to look at his body view , he was tan even in the winter , I mean he's pale but not white as milk , his green eyes were shinning bright , his hair was jelled up and he was all dressed up; as I saw him memories came running to my mind , I remember how Jake would always take longer than me to get ready , his closet was always up to date and he loved to take his time to get ready he could seriously be a model , with those dimples , that height , those eyes and his goddamn six pack. He could get any girl I still wonder why he chose me back then.

wait what the fuck am I thinking? I can't be thinking all this stuff , about Jake , I have a boyfriend . Jake is just a friend now I need to casual things off.
"Hi han looking good in your uniform" Jake said giggling at me as he walked up to the counter , I started to blush , what the hell was happening to me . It's weird because my uniform is literally just anything formal , you are suppose to dress up formal to keep up with the "reputation" of the shop. Today I was wearing some maroon jeggings with a black tank top and a black blazer , with rolled up sleeves and some combat boots. I don't really know how to dress formal , it's too much work.

"thanks Jake , you look cute as alwa--- I mean .. umm never mind" i said as my cheeks turned red and I looked away.
I could see Jake staring into my soul as a grin spread across his face . I wanted this moment to end to I decided to speak up and change the topic "anyways are you looking for anything specific" I asked "you......." He said and paused and my heart skipped a beat. Oh my god I'm not suppose to feel this way. Fuck. "you ... could help me find some kind of jacket that's casual but also warm enough for this weather" he said brushing his hand through his hair. "yeah sure come this way" I pointed and he followed me.

Now I was standing by the entrance of the store showing Jake some jackets and he liked this navy blue one which was on the top rack , hanging. "just gimme a second I'll go get a stool" I said and left .

I came back with a stool i placed it close to the rack and got on top of it i took the jacket in one hand as I was about to come down , I lost my balance and I almost fell on the floor as I felt secure arms wrapped around my body. It was Jake. He caught me before I could fall on the floor. He was holding me bridal style . I could feel the heat leaving my body , my heart was racing so fast in my chest i could hear every single beat. Our faces were inches a part I could see him staring at my lips with so much lust , I was so lost in the moment I didn't even hear the boutique door open , I turned to look up it was Jack , as soon as Jake saw him he put me down. The second Jack looked up his expression changed , his face boiled up with anger and hate as he gave me a cold stare and rushed out of the door.
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Oh my god that looked so wrong. I almost just kissed Jake. It was so attempting. I didn't even mean to. "Jake im sorry I have to go I'll talk to you later" i said as I quickly signed myself out since it was almost 7pm and I know Jack came to pick me up , I took my purse and my phone and rushed out the door as I gave Jake a weak smile.