Loved // j.g

Soup

Hanna's POV
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wait what the fuck? I must be
dreaming?
Jack cannot be that heartless.
That's not the Jack I know.
what the fuck? I just poured my heart out to him and he just left ...
That makes no fuckin sense , by now I was crying even more , just bare tears no emotions.
Like what am I suppose to feel at this point? I already feel like shit.
I didn't even bother getting up from the counter I just sat there blankly but then I realized maybe I should just go home.
I got off the counter and walked out the bathroom and did not expect to see what I saw.
Jack was in his room infront of his computer desk and had the drawer open.
I don't think he realized I was standing behind him.
I saw him lift up the socks that he kept in that drawer which I saw the other day but didn't get the chance to see what's underneath it.
"what are you doing?" I asked confusedly in a harsh tone because I was still mad at the way Jack reacted.
Now , finally he turned around and realized I was there.
"C'mere babygirl" he said and I was kind of shocked at his words because he called me babygirl so he had no clue I was basically crying over him or mad at him.
I walked up to him anyway and noticed what he was holding in his hand.
Oh my god.

Now it all made sense.
I'm such a dumbass for thinking Jack wouldn't give a shit about how I felt.
I'm so stupid by now I should know Jack doesn't even do anything to hurt me but instead always tries to make me happy.
In Jack's hand was a photo album and by the looks of it I could tell it was his childhood album.
"I want to show you these, some are embarrassing but it's okay you'll find them hot anyway" he said smirking at me and taking me by my hand and making me sit on the bed and sitting beside me.
"see that's me, Jack J and Jasmine in our freshman year" he said pointing to a picture and I noticed Jack still had the same perfect eyebrows, that beautiful smile but his hair was way different and he was still cute but in a kidish way and Jasmine had blonde hair but she still looked pretty but obviously young and then I noticed Jack j.
He had blonde hair , he looked nothing like Jasmine and he had blue or grey eyes I couldn't exactly tell he had a baby face and he was kind of shorter than taller and not as built but he was a cutie too.
All of them were standing closely hugging each other with one arms and they just looked so happy.
"this is really cute aw" I commented.
"you mean im really cute" Jack said smirking and looking at me.
"No I mean Jack j is cute" i joked.
"Started getting bitches at an early age and still got one bruh" Jack said smirking again.
"Oh" was all I said and looking away.
"still got one" oh okay did he just refer me as a bitch well what the fuck?
I think Jack noticed that I didn't really like his comment because I felt him shift in his seat and mutter "fuck" under his breath.
"I swear I didn't mean it like that" Jack said .
"hanna come on, it just slipped out" he said and held my hand again placing it inbetween us.
"mhm" was all I said lightly.
"Please don't gimme the silent treatment" he said picking the pictures from between us and scooting closer to me so now our bodies were touching and he put his arm around me turning me to face him and I had to give in and look at him.
"hanna. I did not mean to call you a bitch, do you think I forgot about your past? No I did not and I would never want to on purpose remind you about it. Im really sorry I mess up sometimes and don't even realize. About what you said earlier i wanna talk to you about that . I promise you I feel nothing for Jasmine, she was my past clearly and yes I noticed how she treats me but I don't think she has feelings for me I mean we are just friends so don't worry plus why would you even worry? I don't even look at other girls in that way but you babe so you don't have to be jealous and no hanna I did not forget you made food for me but I kinda couldn't say no to what Jasmine bought too" he explained everything that I've asked his earlier and I felt a huge weight come off my shoulders that I didn't even know was there.
"I'm really sorry for acting this way Jack but when I saw you so happy with her my anxiety kicked in because I felt like I don't make you happy and I started blaming everything on myself im sorry I'm just an emotional wreck" i said trying to sound normal and keeping my tears in.
"It's okay hanna; I love this emotional wreck and no one makes me more happier than this emotional wreck. You are my happiness; my weakness ; my life basically hanna steven, im in love with you" Jack said and that last line made my heart beat super fast and I felt so many butterflies in my stomach at the same time.
I quickly pulled Jack in a hug tightly and he hugged me back just like that and I finally felt so relieved and just happy once again.
"okay now let's stop being emotional it doesn't suit my rep and let's go eat" Jack said winking at me and then laughing.
I laughed lightly and agreed and we both walked downstairs.
Jack went and plopped down on the couch basically laying down and I went in the kitchen to get the soup and the bowls.
I came back and Jack was on his phone doing whatever before I even knew it he put the camera up to his face and said "smile" and flashed his phone and took a picture of me while I basically looked like shit.
I placed the soup on the table and walked towards Jack.
"Jack! Why would you i look like shit!" I complained trying to get his phone
but he moved his hand last minute.
"hot shit" he said and winked at me .
"Fuck you Jack" I said sighing and crossing my arms .
"Are you like a sex addict, tryna fuck 24/7 hanna?" Jack said raising his eyebrow and fake moans escaped his mouth causing me to laugh.
Jack makes me laugh , he's so random and inappropriate .
"Jeez shut up and here have soup if you are still not full" i said plopping on the couch beside him.

"feed me , I'm sick remember?" Jack said pouting.
I couldn't help but give in I mean look at his fuckin face.
I served Jack soup and was about to feed him a spoonful when I heard a knock on the door.
"I got it" i said before Jack could say anything and walked up to the front door.

When I opened the door my eyes met with Sammy's eyes who was grinning lightly and had roses in his hand.

Did sammy really bring roses for Jack?

"Hi" i said smiling lightly and soon I remembered what happened the last time sammy came over. Oh boy. Bad times.
"where's my homie?" Sammy chuckled lightly and I let him in and pointed towards the living room.
Sammy walked ahead of me towards the living room and I followed.
"Hi man, long time no see" sammy said bending over slightly to give Jack a "bro" hug.
"You bought flowers for me Samuel?" Jack said breaking into a laugh.
"Shut the fuck up, I didn't know what else to bring you but didn't wanna come empty handed also" sammy explained placing the flowers on the table.
"Hey I was kidding, thanks bro" Jack said giggling under his breath.
"Well sam do you want soup?" I asked sitting across from them.
"I mean you made it so it's probably undercooked or somethin but sure, just to keep your heart" sammy joked and we all laughed .
"you'll gonna be begging for more" i winked and literally 2 seconds later noticed how sexual that sounded.
I'm pretty sure sammy and Jack took my comment in a dirty way because they exchanged looks and started laughing and fake coughing.
"okay that's not what I meant jeez" i said sighing and putting some soup in a bowl for sammy.
"Sammy you keep Jack company, im going home I haven't been home since the incident" I said and smiled weakly.
"no wait , c'mere" Jack said and I had to literally bend over Sammy's lap and give Jack a few pecks on the lips as I heard sammy cough and laugh direct after which made me smile.

I can't ever get enough of Jack's scent; his warmness, his kisses , just him in general.
"don't start eating each other's face off infront of me god" sammy muttered under his breath and I let go of Jack.
"okay bye guys have fun" I said and left Jack's house.
Thank god nothing got awkward between me and sammy holyshit.

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short and shitty ik