Loved // j.g

Drunk In Love

I rubbed my eyes lazily , taking my time to open my eyes , as the sun was shining bright against my window.
I opened my eyes and looked up at my view , Jack was laying on his stomach flat , his one arm across my waist and his face was turned this way. He looked so cute just sleeping there. His hair was messy covering up his forehead and his mouth was slightly open , he looked so beautiful just sleeping there , so peaceful.
I brushed my hand against his perfect jawline , tracing it , pushing his hair out of his face , how could a person be so perfect? He had no flaws , every inch of him was perfect , sometimes I felt so little inside compared to him , he was full of perfections while i on the other hand was full of flaws.
I was brushing my finger tip across his soft , plump lips as I felt him kiss it lightly. Oh my god he was awake this whole time , he knew I was staring at him. "good morning beautiful I dreamt of you" he said in his raspy morning voice which turned me on in a weird way.
"good morning babe how'd you sleep" i said getting out of bed and walking towards the bathroom "amazing , because obviously i was with you" he said and that made me smile rapidly.
I put my hair in a messy bun and started stripping out of my clothes because I was wearing warm clothes and it was too hot for this weather , it was only because I was gonna get sick last night so I wore it. I stripped out of my clothes leaving me in my underwear and my bra I was facing the mirror but I could see Jack's eyes scanning my body from head to toe from the corner of my eye. You know that feeling when you can tell if someone is staring at you? Yeah , that.
I heard him get up from the bed and walk towards the bathroom. He was now standing behind me still fully clothed from last night as his big , warm hands placed on my shoulders causing my body to tingle. Every time he touched me it felt amazing I can't even explain the things he makes me feel. Jack started sucking and kissing my shoulder slowly as his hands came around , across my waist and tied infront of me "you are so beautiful hanna" he whispered across my ear as hot breath landed on my ear causing me to shiver. Jack started wandering his hands on my bare back when he traced over the cut I got last night and I could see his expression change it was full of guilty more like sadness. "hanna... what is thi--- did i do this to you" he said so quietly I barely heard it.
"babe it's okay it's nothing" i said still facing the mirror looking at him in the reflection of the mirror.
"let me kiss it better" he said as he traced the cut with his finger tips and kissed it slowly and carefully and my whole body rose up with goosebumps. The affect this guy had on me was insane and he knew that , maybe I made him feel the same way but he was way too good at hiding it.
It was now about 2pm , me , Jack , sammy ,blake , ashley and my mom were all sitting in my living room as my mom was working in the kitchen making us lasagna and fried chicken .
me , ashley and blake sat on the three seated couch while sammy and Jack sat across from each other on one seated couches. We were all currently watching Weeds on the TV it's a pretty old show but it's interesting and blake and Jack seemed so into it.
Thank god there were no awkward scenes in it considering the fact , my mom was right there down the hall .
I heard my mom walk up to the living room "Food is ready everyone come" she announced.
"wait just 5 minutes miss steven we're almost done this episode Jack said never leaving his eyes from the tv .
"naw too bad Jack im really hungry lets go" ashley said as we all got up and ashley walked up to Jack and took the remote from his hand and turned off the tv "ASHLEY COME ON" Jack wined and we all just laughed.
Now we were all sitting at the dinning table , blake was sitting in the head chair and on one side sammy and ashley sat and on the other me and Jack. " I love lasagna I can legit live off it" Sammy said excitedly we all just nodded and continued eating. "blake you need to find yourself a girl bruh" Jack said looking at blake "you're right seeing you all together I kinda feel left out maybe I need to find a girl to do cute shit with ya know" blake said while laughing. "I can hook you up if you want" sammy said winking at blake and Ashley punched his arm playfully "you asshole" she said while giggling.
We were all done eating as sammy and Blake helped me and Ashley put the dishes away and Jack put them in the dishwasher.
"since its a Saturday we're all free we should all go out tonight maybe to a club or something" Blake suggested. "sounds like a plan" sammy said agreeing. "You're gonna get laid tonight bruh" Jack said kiddingly and I heard my mom clear her throat and we all bursted out laughing.
"hans lets go shopping I wanna dress up tonight" ashley said shrugging my arm "okay fine" I agreed.
"should we invite Jake I mean he doesn't know anyone here but us" blake suggested and I immediately looked at Jack as his face turned serious but he tried to act normal but not fast enough for me not to notice "Sure man" sammy said.
Jake has met sammy and ashley before , it's all good between all of us except me and Jack. I don't mind Jake being there I just don't something bad to happen between us. Jake and I are still really bad at being only "friends" it's not like any of us cheated on each other so it's not easy to play it cool. I love Jack , I know that I don't love Jake but I was in a relationship with him for a pretty long time , memories come back to your mind very unexpectedly and no I didn't miss him.
I was zoned out in my own thoughts as I felt Jack's warm hand on my hand "baby girl what are you thinking about" he asked and his voice was full with concern "nothing ... you" I smiled "but I'm right here beside you" he said tucking a strand of hair behind my ear and tracing over my jawline , rhythmically.
"you were thinking about Jake weren't you" he said so quietly I barely heard it . "no jack it's not like that , i don't think of anyone else when I'm with you , Jake is my past , I love you , not him" i said gripping tightly onto his hand.
a small smile appeared across his face. Oh my god his smile was so pretty , so breath taking. I can't ever get tired looking at him I can just sit here and watch him all day , he is too perfect to be real , to be my boyfriend.
"jack im gonna go get dressed I have to go out with ashley" I said untangling my hand from his and getting up "I'll miss you" he pouted "jack im literally right here" I called back heading upstairs as I laughed softly.
I was wearing some black tights and a full sleeve solid shirt which had a heart shaped cut out at the back exposing my bare back so I decided to wear a leather jacket on top, it was gonna be chilly outside anyways. I left my hair open and curled a few strands loosely.
"hurry up lets go" I yelled out to ashley who was currently standing infront of my closet finding something to wear "it's not my fault you've got the perfect curves while I barely have anything" she said and I started laughing "shut up you're perfect the way you are just wear anything it will fit you" I said.
It was about 5pm now , me and Ashley were currently at the mall looking through random stores. "Hans im starving lets goto the food court first" ashley said tugging on my arm "fine" I agreed and we headed towards the food court. The place wasn't really crowded , we got in the line for tacobell and Ashley ordered for the both of us.
After we were done eating we headed to Zara and walked through the ladies section scanning through the dresses. I wanted a dress that wasn't black because I always wear black I was just looking through a bunch of dresses as I heard ashley call my name "Hanna omg come here I found the perfect dress for you" she said , I turned around and walked up to her holding up a neon pink dress with laced neck and quarter sleeves , it was a beautiful colour I liked it instantly "Let me go try it on , it looks sexy" I said and headed towards the change room , I quickly stripped out of my clothes and put on the dress and took a step back to look in the mirror , the dress fell till my upper thighs partially cover what it was suppose to , hugging my curves and exposing them , the neck was pretty deep and it was laced with laced quarter sleeves ; I really loved the way this dress made me look , I lowkey felt like a slut because it was too exposing but again it was all for jack , and no one else ; plus I felt pretty wearing this , I was actually proud of my body , all those workouts and diets came in handy , my body now looked like the body I always dreamt off i was super satisfied. "you're taking too long im coming in" ashley said annoyingly and walked in ; "oh my god hanna you look fuckin gorgeous jack won't be able to stop himself tonight" she said excitedly "I could say the same for you and sammy" I said as I looked over to see what she has picked out. It was a pastel blue dress , tight at the chest and flawy all the way till her mid thighs , i really like it.
I think ashley is way prettier than me im nothing compared to her but she refuses to believe that.
We purchased the dresses and got to my house , it was almost 7:30pm by now and sammy , jack and blake were all over at Jack's house getting ready.
Tonight was gonna be so good I could feel it. It's been a long time since we all hung out together so I was really excited for this. Hopefully blake finds a girl too and hopefully nothing happens between me and Jake.
It was about 9pm now and me and Ashley were finally ready. I wore some black high heels . I straightened my hair and parted it from the middle , applying one last touch to my make up. While on the other hand ashley was wearing her pastel blue dress with some nude flats and her hair was in a bun. She looked really pretty and girly I liked it.
"should we just walk over to jack's?" I suggested "I'm not walking out in the cold , I'm not about that life" Ashley wined . "ok fine I'll text jack" I said and texted jack to come pick us up.
about 5 minutes later there was a knock at the door.
Jack's POV
I got Hanna's text and I walked outside with blake and sammy. Tonight was gonna be something else , we rented a lemo because we didn't wanna car pull. Tonight I actually dressed up formally for once. I was wearing some black jeans with a button up white shirt , and a navy blue blazer , with rolled up sleeves and my Rolex watch and some vans. I remember the last time I wore this outfit and a smile spread across my face it was on my birthday , the day me and hanna had it for the first time , it was way too special , I've never made love to anyone before im glad hanna could be the one.
Sammy was wearing a collared teal blue shirt with some dark washed jeans and vans and blake was wearing a black collared polo and some blue jeans. "Gilinsky you look like you're going to prom or somethin" sammy joked as we were getting in the lemo ; "look at you , you're probably matching with your girlfriend" I laughed. The driver parked the car infront of Hanna's house and my heart sinked, I don't know why I was feeling this way , like I haven't seen her in so long or touched her. Me and sammy got out of the car while blake stayed back. I knocked on the door and after about a quick 20 seconds the door flinched open. Hanna was standing there , I quickly scanned her body from head to toe so it wasn't too noticeable and my jaw dropped , she was looking so fuckin sexy I wanted to fuck her right there against the kitchen counter. The dress she was wearing exposed pretty much everything it was suppose to cover . She was gorgeous and she should show that off but I don't want another guy to even look at her with lust in there eyes.
"baby girl you look ... absolutely" i said , I couldn't even find the word "hot" Ashley added and we all just laughed. "you're a fuckin rocket babe" sammy said to ashley and she started blushing.
We all walked towards the lemo and when hanna and Ashley saw it there face dropped "No fuckin way" "Holy fuck" they said at the same time and me and sammy just laughed under our breaths looking at each other.
"hop in hotties" Sammy said and they did. We all got in , me and hanna sat across sammy and Ashley while blake sat in the front guiding the driver. I actually had no clue where we were going that was on blake to choose.
Hanna's leg and shoulder brushed against mine and I felt a rush tingle up my body , holy shit this girl doesn't know the affect she has on me , I never make it obvious enough for her to notice. I took her hand in mine and rested it on my lap "tonight is gonna be rough I hope you got some rest already , you won't be able to walk" I whispered in her ear and I felt her hand grip tight around my hand.
Wait , was I going to fast? My body filled up with regret and worry.
It's not like we haven't fucked before though .
"I'm all yours , my body , me , everything belongs to you gilinsky" she whispered against my ear and it took so much to not just bang her right there in the car seat.
She was looking out the window, I took that chance to place my hand on her mid thigh trying to read her expression "that's kinda of distracting" she giggled looking at me. "what" i said making it sound like I have no idea what she's talking about.
"oh really she said and she bought her hand up to my bulge and placed it there , making a rhythmically pattern.
Oh fuck.
I tried to keep my moans in because sammy and Ashley were right infront of us. "you fuckin tease" i said with grinning teeth. she just laughed. I took my hand up closer to her upper thighs feeling it up slowly "jack stop" she begged I just smiled.
The car ride was finally over and I took a second to notice where we were. It was a bar/grill restaurant in the middle of downtown I don't think any of us have been here before.
It was really big and crowded , loud music blasting people coming and going , dim lights. We all walked inside. Blake walked up to the table and started talking to the receptionist. Hanna was standing beside me , I took my hand and placed it on her waist , holding her close to me and she tugged her arm into my arm and linked them.