Loved // j.g

Break Up Make up

Hanna's POV

i opened my eyes as i took in a deep breath and i sensed a familiar sent , familiar voice "babe stay with me , I'm here , you're safe , shh it's okay breath im here" jack kept whispering in my ear rubbing my back , I realized he was sitting on the pavement and my upper body was in his lap as his other hand held tightly onto my hand.

I could finally breath normally , my heart came back to a normal rate , I felt secure because I was with jack. I knew he was mad at me. I wanted to die because I thought he'd never come back to me but he did. He cared about me , that's why he ran after me. But I still didn't tell him the whole story with Jake nor did he tell me the whole story with nicole.

I think he realized that I was calm now as he quickly took his hand away from mine and made me get up from his lap and he got up on his feet , his face turned serious , no more worry , no more love , his eyes were dark , the sun was coming out I realized he had me in his arms trying to wake me up for a long time now.

"thank you" I managed to say. He didn't even look at me he just nodded his head. If he was mad at me , I had every reason to be mad at him too.

"Jack please don't do this to me , I love you so much " I started to cry but he didn't come closer to my face and wiped off my tears like he used to , he just stood their and laughed.

"You better get home before your boyfriend wakes up" he spit as he turned around and started walking away.

I just stood there , not knowing how to feel. I watched him walk away and started walking back towards my house, I don't know how longer I can stay like this I needed to fix things. Maybe jack slept with nicole to get back at me , I don't know I just want jack back. He made my life beautiful ; I needed him more than I wanted him , he was a necessity in my life.

I carefully go back to my room and just lay in my bed and thinking if jack was thinking about me too rightnow. I just missed him so much . Jake needs to leave , he needs to move on because I've already found someone special.

I drifted off to sleep hugging my pillow tightly wishing jack was here next to me ; i would have no worries then.

I woke up to the sound of my mom calling my name "hanna sweetie wake up" she said i lazily opened my eyes "mhmm" i said.

"what happened last night , why is Jake sleeping in our guest room when did he come here" she questioned.

I sat up on my bed , opening my eyes properly "mom he came last night I don't know how he knew where I was , maybe blake told him but yeah he had no where to go so I told him to stay." I explained. "Is jack .. okay with that" she asked "mom .. no he's not. We umm .. sort of broke up but I don't want to lose him mom , I love him a lot , he means so much to me , I loved Jake .. but it was before I met jack .. I was perfectly happy with my life until Jake came around I don't know how to deal with all this mom , I can't lose Jack but I also don't want to hurt Jake , he's done nothing wrong to me but I think Jake is just my past now , I don't have feelings for him nothing more than a friend." I explained.

It felt good to open to someone and I knew my mom was understanding where I was coming from.

"Honey if you know you chose Jack over Jake im pretty sure he'll understand" she said smiling weakly.

I was about to open my mouth to say something but I heard my door fling open. It was Jake standing there wearing a pair of shorts and a t-shirt and his hair was messy ; "hanna this might sound a little nosy but I was about to come into your room but I heard you and your mom talk ... I heard everything ..." He said looking down.

Suddenly I felt terrible.

"I understand where you are coming from , maybe we are better off friends , I mean we were best friends before we started dating right" he said smiling at me .