Loved // j.g

Kiss And Dont Tell

((listen to the song in the link , you'll understand why I put it there when you read the chapter))
Hanna's POV
I'm so stupid I fucked up and I literally had no explanation to give . wow nice.
"why the fuck did you kiss me " I yelled rushing back to alex who was leaning awkwardly against the counter.
"you "fuckin" kissed me back" he said shrugging his shoulders and mocking the way i said "fuckin" , it was so funny I started laughing.
"you asshole" i said walking up to him , "what am I suppose to do now" I asked confusedly.
"It was just a kiss jeez" he said like it was no big deal ; "yeah you say that because you don't have a girlfriend, you are single" i reminded him.
"I didn't mean to kiss you" I said quietly.
"yeah , I've wanting to kiss you since I first came here, the deed had to be done sooner or later" he said giggling.
"oh my god shut up im with Jack, I can't do this" i said.
"I'm not telling you to leave Jack, it was just a kiss, me and you both liked it , just forget about it , find a way to get your boyfriend back and push away any feelings we have for each other" he said.
wait what.
"you .. still have ...feel..feelings for me" i stuttered.
"didn't i make it obvious enough, I don't know you are just special but I don't want a relationship with you I mean I don't do relationships" he explained.
what the fuck was happening. I can't lie I did feel attracted towards him too like what the fuck I know it's wrong but I can't help it.
"so what do you want I mean it's not like I'm available im just wondering" I said correcting myself.
"Uhh ... Friends ... with benefits, more like it" he said casually.
"Alex what the fuck" I just stood there with a blank face.
"I'm sorry like I don't "love" you , it's just attraction, I never loved you, even the night we did it, it was special but it wasn't love" he said and I wasn't surprised because I knew all this and I felt a heavy weight lift off my shoulders.
"yup. Me too" I said simply.
"I was planning on telling Jack about us... Our past I was waiting for the right time but I fucked up so badly , he heard us talk and kiss so he still thinks he like each other, fuck" I said sighing.
"don't worry give him some alone time and figure out how you'll tell him okay, plus I'll move out today so he feels better about himself" Alex said.
"what do you mean by that last sentence" i asked raising my eyebrow .
"nothing, I should get going, im sorry for ruining this for you, it wasn't intentional I promise, it was just the situation and timing that made me kiss you" he said rubbing his hand behind his head.
"It's okay thank you" I said giving him a hug.
I helped Alex pack and he left around 6pm and my phone went off it was sammy.
sammy-"yo hanna"
me-"yeah"
sammy-"come over im too lazy to, I got all the shit we need to research so let's do it"
me-"fine I'll be there in 10"
sammy-"okay,you alright you sound upset" Me-"it's Uhh.. About Jack and Alex I'll tell you in person. I need advice "
sammy-"gotchu , actually I need opinion about ashley too"
Me-"Oh, I'll be there in a bit, save it"
I hung up and started heading upstairs to look presentable.
I wore a crop top with a white skater skirt and knee high socks and put my hair up in a pony tail and put on some makeup, wearing a chocker and a few bracelets.
I grabbed my phone and headed to Sammy's house.
He opened the door and he was wearing black soccer sweats and a white t shirt , he looked pretty hot, I had to stop myself from staring, his hair was messy and his eyes were bright and his face turned into a smile when he saw me.
"were you getting ready for me?" He asked smirking and I started blushing "Don't get your hopes high wilk" i said brushing past him and walking into his house.
Why the fuck was i blushing, like yeah true I've always had a crush on him because he's the one I met first even before Jack.
"do you want something to eat, or we can just go up stairs and start the project" he said .
"let's go to your room" I said and realized what I've just said.
"I mean to do work"i corrected myself and I heard sammy laugh as we were walking up the stairs.
I've been to his house before but never his room , I walked in and this is not what I expected his room to look like.
It was pretty clean and neat, a bed in the centre, with white bedspreads, a guitar placed in the corner, a computer table, and a dresser and some sack sofas.
"I like your room" I commented.
"thanks, I like it clean" he said .
We both sat on his bed, I sat by the ledge and he sat beside me, giving me my space.
"what the fuck you play the guitar" I asked pointing at the guitar.
"I also sing" he said.
"woah woah wait , I wanna hear you sing" I suggested.
"not rightnow" he said.
"no please come on" he said .
"Earn it" he said winking.
"how so" I asked confusedly.
"I don't know you think" he said raising his eyebrow.
"No come on sing for me and I'll give you whatever you want" I suggested.
"Whatever I want" he says smirking and I knew I said something to fuck up a little more.
"Yup, now sing" I said.
He got up from the bed and picked up his guitar and sat on the sack couch and started playing the guitar I didn't recognize the tone but I liked it. His voice was so angelic and hot like I did not think he could sing that good.
Where did you come from baby
Where have you been?
I've been running around this world and I just can't win
They're not made like you anymore you're one of a kind
And it's got me thinking I got it right this time
Could you be the one nah nah nah?
Could you be the one nah nah nah?
Could you be the one nah nah nah?
Could you be the one nah nah nah?
nah nah nah
Uh baby girl you got me lost in your eyes
I'm feeling lone when you're not by my side
But uh now girls chasing after the kid
You were one of those girls and im so happy you did
I'm growing up I need someone to grow up with me
And Travel the country we might get busy what
What if I told you, you'd be happy to see
Me and you together oh so passionately
I've been searching all over to find the one
Always laughing with you so I guess you're my kind of fun
Na na na na
Ou na na na
Baby na na
((IF YOU DIDNT KNOW THATS ACTUALLY SAMMY'S OWN SONG "could you be the one" SO YEAH))
Sammy finished singing and I just sat there with my jaw dropped, he was so good. I can't believe I didn't know he sings.
"what the fuck, you are fuckin amazing" I said
"thanks I try I try" he said rubbing his hand on his forehead and squeezing his eyes.
"so I sang for you what do I get" he said getting up and sitting beside me on the bed.
"what do you want" I asked , he was sitting so close to be I could feel my body getting heated.
"promise me you won't say no" he said scooting closer to me and his leg was brushing against mine and I could feel his breath against my skin.
"promise" I agreed.
"a kiss" he said quietly.
I didn't even respond I just bought his face closer to mine and kissed him , his lips were so soft, he tasted like peppermint and vanilla, at first he was shocked then he cupped my face with his hand and I wrapped my arms around his neck and sat on his lap my legs on either sides of him.
It was getting heated, the kiss was slow and passionate not gonna lie it made my head spin. His lips and touch felt so good and I've been wanting to do this for a long time , he was such a gentle, good kisser, his tongue explored every inch of my mouth and I suddenly pulled away .
Oh my god.
"sammy.." I said getting up from his lap
"this whole thing whatever just happened needs to stay between us" he panicked.
"kiss and don't tell" I smiled weakly.
"I liked it" he said .
"It can't happen again" I said.
"right, you are my bestfriends girlfriend" he said.
"You are my bestfriends boyfriend" i said.
"I don't regret it is that bad" I asked.
"no because same" he said smiling shyly.
"I should get going, so much for doing homework" i said.
He walked up to me and hugged me and I hugged him back.
I left his house and decided to go for a walk.
Oh my god.
What did I just do?
Why don't I regret it?
I felt a spark but not something I feel with Jack.
It wasn't love, it was more like attraction and lust oh my god.
did I literally just kiss alex and sammy in the same day and didn't regret nothing?
Oh my god I'm in a fuckin mess.
I need Jack , he was the one.
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I WANTED HANNA TO KISS SAMMY FOR SO LONG YOU DONT GET IT
anyways if you want you can go listen to "could you be the one?" By sammy , that's the song he sang to hanna .
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