Loved // j.g

50 shades of gilinsky

It was happening. I was finally here , seeing Jack after what felt like years. Just looking at him gave me a cozy and warm feeling inside and a rush of guilt and pain because of how afraid Jack was and I didn't even notice.

His mouth opened slightly as if he was shocked but he closed it quickly, his eyes were dark , he had dark circles under his eyes, his eyes quickly glanced over my body then finally meeting my eyes. His eyes were red but not the bloodshot getting high kind of red, the no sleep , tired red.

His hair was messy but yet he managed to look attractive and cute.

He was dressed in a pair of black soccer pants and a light blue-greenish t shirt and some socks.

I managed to smile my welcoming, real smile not the smile I've been faking for too long.

I noticed he had a pair of scissors in his hand and some tape , he was probably packing.

I was too delighted and happy to see Jack I totally forgot on what terms me and him are according to him which made me sick to my stomach.

Just in a second Jack's face turned cold and his words surprised me.

"are you here to get the keys to the jeep you bought me or what?" He said coldly and loudly.

It hurt me to hear those words but I knew Jack was still playing along with the game he started in trying to get me to hate him which according to him now I do hate him.

I decided to play along.

"Actually im here to get something back" i said back with the same tone.

"I don't have anything else of you--"

"My heart" I said quietly.

I said that and Jack's mouth literally dropped , his reaction was so priceless I couldn't keep serious anymore and I busted out laughing.

"oh my god" Jack muttered under his breath sighing.

"You should've seen your face" I managed to say inbetween cries of laughter.

"That was so cheesy I was like the fuck is she high" Jack said finally letting go of a giggle .

"just kidding" i said smiling.

"sooo, why are you here?" He asked .

"not that you shouldn't be" He said under his breath but I managed to hear it.

"Jack , drop it" i said calmly.

"Drop what? He asked.

"this act" i said.

"for fucks sake nothing is an act, just get used to the fact we are broken up" he said coldly.

"hurry up and say whatever you came to say, I have to pack! Glad I won't see your face again" he said through clenching teeth , he was so good at acting this rude act it almost felt real and even though I know he didn't mean it , tears still managed to make their way through.

"here we go again" he scoffed.

That's it. I can't play this game any longer.

Fuck it.

Without even double thinking , I shoved Jack into the wall he was standing close to , he didn't even have time to react I just crashed my lips onto his, his lips felt chapped but I didn't care, I realized he wasn't kissing me back so I feeling embarrassed and stupid pulled away.

"what was t-that for?" He stuttered.

He is stuttering!

Doesn't that mean he's nervous and not gonna lie touching Jack's lips after so long felt way too good to be real.