Loved // j.g

All A Lie?

something was hurting me but I couldn't figure out what , I slowly opened my eyes realizing I was half way asleep half way awake, being uncomfortable and noticing something was hurting. I looked around and in a few seconds I realized I was sleeping in Jack's room.

Last night's events came to my mind , feeling a smile appear on my face thinking about the fact that me and Jack made up last night and it made me realize how much I missed him.

It was still dark outside , the blinds were open and I could see the light provided by the stars.

I was surrounded with Jack's scent and I loved that. Then I realized what was hurting me , I was laying on my back and Jack's hands were clutched onto my arm and he was resting his head the crook of my neck, his leg spread across my lower body and I turned around slightly to take a look at his face. It was dark but I could still see his face , his perfect jawline, his face ; the way his hair was covering his forehead slightly and it just made me happy in general laying next to Jack's presence.

The shoulder I got a cut on was the one under Jack's control rightnow; it was hurting because the wound is still fresh but I didn't want Jack's sleep to be interrupted plus he'd get shock and overreact if I just wake him up in the middle of the night.

I tried to move him away from my shoulder but he didn't move not even a little.

"jack" I called out quietly shaking his shoulder .

no response.

"jackkkkkkkkkkk" i said a little louder stretching his name and this time Jack suddenly opened his eyes.

"are you okay?" He asked immediately with fear in his voice.

"Jack , relaaaaax im okay it's just uhh" i said and pointed down to my shoulder.

"oh shit, fuck me" he muttered under his breath and quickly changed the position he was in.

"I'm so sorry; I hurt you babygirl I didn't notice" he said.

"hey , it's okay" i said assuring him.

"wait you can sleep here I'll go sleep in the other room.." He trailed off.

"what? No! I want you here next to me okay" I argued .

"But I keep hurting you .. Physically and emotionally ..." He said so quietly I barely heard it.

"Jack, shh listen to me don't think like that about yourself okay" I said.

"come here baby" he said pointing towards his chest then I realized what he meant.

I got on top of him, my legs in between his legs, resting my face in the crook of his neck, and I felt his arms rest securely around my lower back .

"I like this" i mumbled against his neck.

"I like this" he said as I felt his hands cup my ass tightly and I let out a little giggle.

"I bet you love this" i said as I kissed his neck leaving a couple of wet kisses .

"I just fuckin love the feeling of you next to me" Jack mumbled against my hair.

"I ---- love ----- you" Jack said each word clearly , slowly and with a big pause in between making my heart flutter and I felt so many things at the same time. Those three words coming from Jack just make me so happy.

"I just love you a whole lot" I said tangling my hands with his and I felt him smile against my hair.

"goto sleep babygirl" he said huskily making me want him.