Loved // j.g

Dinner

1 week later
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It's been one week since I left Jack's house.

One week since we last spoke.

One week since we last kissed.

Also this meant one more week until Jack will be gone ... Forever.

I realized I can't be sad forever plus I don't want to show Jack how torn I am without him so i act normal, goto school, laugh , get dressed, do everything but deep down I just want Jack.

He's upset with me , I'm way more mad at him but that doesn't mean I love him any less ; if that makes any sense.

Today was my step brother Jack Johnson suppose to come over to meet our family.

I was really excited and nervous.

He's going to be starting school from Monday , today was Saturday.

It was around 7pm and me and my mom just finished making food.
We made lasagne , chicken wings, mashed potatoes, rice with beef stir fry and blake also insisted on ordering chinese and pizza incase Johnson is picky and doesn't like what we cooked , and I also decided to make dessert which was chocolate funnel cake.

The thing is my family doesn't know me and Jack broke up because they were so happy to see me happy I didn't want to get them upset.

Blake noticed how I never talked to Jack in school or chilled with him but I told him it was nothing I was just busy with school also this one time me and blake were coming home and Jack was in his driveway and Blake insisted on going up to him because he thought everything is normal.

So there I walked up to Jack and kept smiling and said hi to him , he was confused at first but I gave him a "save my ass please" look and he understood and smiled back and not gonna lie that smile was breath taking.

"what if he doesn't like me?" My mom chocked out as she set the food on the table.

"Relax honey, he'll like you very much, he's a nice kid" my dad assured her.
I'm still shaken to the fact that mom is totally chill with dad having a son ... With another women.

"mom , is JJ's whole family coming?" I asked hoping she would say no.

"no sweetie only Jack, now that reminds me go call Jack let him know to come over since you said they're like brothers.. I mean bestfriends" my mom said while fixing the table for the 20th time.

"but .. Uh mom I don't thin--think--"

"No excuses! Now go! And go change quickly wear a dress, something nice, hurry , he'll be here any minute" my mom said quickly making me forget what I was suppose to do.

"Okay fine" I said and quickly ran upstairs. I was still in my pjs and I still had to shower.

I quickly scanned through my closet picking out a royal blue lace dress that fell till my mid thighs . It was sleeveless and had a heart cut out at the back but the front wasn't deep so it was appropriate plus it would be hiding under my hair.

I had no choice but to call Jack at this point so I finally couraged myself to do it.

I picked up my phone and clicked on Jack's contact name and called him.
After about 3 rings he picked up and my breath got stuck in my throat.

"Ja--Jack" I chocked out.

"hanna?" Jack said through the phone his voice was questioning.

"do you have a minute?" I asked.