I slowly turned to look at jack and I could see his nostrils flare he was getting really angry I saw his fist shape into a punch as he punched the couch.
I was still sitting on his lap "ARE YOU FUCKIN KIDDING ME" he yelled "jack let me expla-" he cut me off "THAT EXPLAINS A LOT WHAT DID THIS KISS MEAN TO YOU? FUCKIN NOTHING? YOU ARE SOMEONE'S ELSE'S BITCH WHY THE FUCK DID YOU KISS ME GET THE FUCK OFF ME BITCH" he yelled and pushed me off of him'
he said those words and they hurt me so much they reminded me of that night those guys called me their bitch. A bitch. As soon as I heard that i collapsed onto the couch next to jack I couldn't stop the tears from coming ; I looked at my shoulder and seen blood under the bandaid .
I figured it was because jack was holding onto my shoulder as we kissed.
Jack turned to look at me as blood dripped onto the floor.
Jack rushed to sit on the floor on his knees and he took off my bandaid and I cried out in pain "HANNA IM SO FUCKIN SORRY DID I HURT YOU WHY IS THAT BLEEDING" he said looking at my shoulder "no jack ... It wasn't you please just get me some ice and tissue papers and bandaids" I didn't even notice when he left and came back with everything he carefully cleaned off the blood put ice on it for about 2 minutes and put a bandaid on it.
He got up set next to me locked his hand in my hand and kept whispering "I'm sorry I didn't mean to hurt you" over and over again in my ear.
"jack" i whispered but he didnt look at me he kept staring at our hands. "Jack that kiss meant a lot more to me than you think. The text message you saw ... That was jake my ex.. He lives in New Jersey we dated for about 3 years but I had to move here so I couldn't keep a relation with him. I told him that before I left. We still talk because we are like bestfriends. Since I met you I haven't said I love you to him jack. You happened. & things changed"i said.
I noticed as I was talking jack was drawing circles on my hand with his free hand. But I knew he was listening to me "we are nothing but friends now and no I don't miss his kisses we are over I told him that . He's just a friend now jack. You right infront of me is all that matters jack " i says , I took his hand up to my lips and carefully kissed each one of his fingers.
"Jack... " "Please talk to me" I said crying again , this time he looked up at me whipped my tears off and kissed my forehead. " & no jack you didn't hurt me when we were kissing you put your weight on my shoulder and it started bleeding..." I said quietly . He started at me with a mixed expression on his face " who did that to you... What happened did sammy touch you like that I swear to fuckin go-" he yelled in anger but I cut him off "no jack. Sammy didn't touch me. It's just a scar I got I fell in the shower" I looked away so he couldn't see more tears pooling in my eyes ---- he held my chin and turned my face towards him so I was facing him. "Hanna you don't have to lie to me, but you can tell me when you are ready no rush babe" he said ; every time he called me babe my heart started racing so fast .
"I'm so fuckin sorry for calling you a bitch I just didn't know wha-" I cut him off "shhh it's okay but please don't ever call me a bitch again and there's a reason for that ...." I said sadly. He noticed something was wrong so he wrapped his arms around me and held me close and kissed the back of my head a couple of times.
I pulled away after a few minutes "are you tired do u wanna lay down we can goto my room?" He asked I wasn't sure what would happen if we were on the same bed but i already trusted jack enough so I just nodded my head.
He quickly sweeped me off my feet and carried me bridal style to his room. The whole time I kept staring at his perfect face his jawline which was so defined, his nose ,his long eyelashes his face was just beautiful.
He put me down on his bed and took off my shoes , his room was actually really clean and organized , he had a bed in the middle of the room a tv , a desk , laptop and stuff . "just wait 2 seconds I'll be back" he said ; he left to go get something from his closet.
"Close your eyes babe and no cheating okay" he said while his back was turned towards me I realized how perfect he was ,he looked extremely hot even in sweat pants I closed my eyes until I felt the bed sink in "now open your eyes babe" he said gently .
I was in a shock he sat there next to me with a rose in his hand and said "will you officially be my girlfriend" I didn't even say yes I just kissed him , the kiss was passionate and I think that gave him my answer.
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