Loved // j.g

Last Night Didnt Happen

Hanna's POV

I rubbed my eyes lazily as I patted the spot next to me , it was empty.

I quickly opened my eyes and looked next to me to see I was laying alone on the bed. I looked at my phone and the clock read "10:30am" and I started panicking; did Jack left me?

I quickly got off the bed and walked to the washroom , it was empty and as I opened the bedroom door , I felt a breeze full with the smell of bacon.

I took a deep breath and sighed ; it felt like a heavy weight just got lifted off my shoulder which I didn't even know was there.

My stomach stated growling as I realized how hungry I was.

I walked to the bathroom, washing my face, brushing my teeth, brushing my hair, I looked like a mess, my eyes were red and puffy, my under bags were super defined I was even embarrassed to look at myself in the mirror , and then there was Jack on the other hand always looking perfect, he was not real , never a single day I've seen him look any less attractive , I'm literally nothing compared to him. Not gonna lie I feel insecure around him because of how attractive he is , it might sound like I'm exaggerating but it's all true.

I lifted up the shirt I was wearing and looked at the bandages all over my stomach. Oh my god. I got a weird feeling in the pit of my stomach.

Jack cared so much about me, then how come he just left me for so long without even saying anything?

I put my shirt down, it felt till my mid thighs barely covering my ass cheeks but it's okay Jack was the only one who'd see me.

I pulled my hair into a messy bun and made my way downstairs.

I walked towards the kitchen , Jack was standing there wearing a pair of sweat pants hanging now from his waist his back was facing me as he was standing infront of the microwave doing something.

Even his back was so perfectly shaped, his arms , just everything about him made my heart tingle. I can't even explain the feeling I get by even just looking at Jack.

I walked up to him and hugged him from the back, standing on my tip toes because he was taller than me and I kissed his shoulder "good morning baby" i said in between kisses .

I felt him pull away and face me "breakfast is ready" he said hesitatingly .

something about his reaction didn't feel right , I don't know what it was but for now I was focused on the food infront of me I don't think I've eaten anything in the past 15 hours and I was starving.

I grabbed my food from the shelf and sat down at the dining table as I shoved food down my throat , gladly Jack wasn't watching me because I was eating like a pig. Literally.

As I was finishing up eating my food . Jack's phone started ringing and I don't know why but I watched him as he walked over to grab his phone . He picked up the phone and hesitated before putting it up to his ear.

He said "hello" as he walked out the kitchen and towards the backyard and walking outside.

I couldn't help but act suspicious and feel odd as I quietly got out of my chair and followed him , standing at the very end of the kitchen , close to the door leading out where Jack was.

He couldn't see me but I could see him "didn't I tell you im working on it?, it's not that easy for me didnt know you were just gonna come back like that chill I don't want to hurt her" he said and I immediately knew he was talking about me .

I didn't even need to ask him for clarification this was just so obvious and it broke my heart.

"fine I'll be there at 6 , see ya cutie" he said as he hung up.

I was surprised because my eyes weren't watery instead I was mad at myself but not emotional.

When will I learn my lesson why am I even bothering anymore? Jack wasn't the one I should depend on for my happiness.

I need to be the strong one here. I need to stop making him my weakness I may be a emotional wreck without him but he doesn't feel the same about me.

Maybe what we had was true but obviously a person gets bored of loving the same person maybe that's what happened between us.

I quickly walked back to the kitchen so Jack doesn't know I was listening to him this whole time I just quickly walked back carrying my dishes to the sink and pretending to wash them.

"How was the food, I know I'm a good chef I get that a lot" he said proudly coming towards me "hmm I wonder who told you that" i muttered under my breath.

"what was that?" He asked raising his eyebrows up. "nothing" i said putting away my dishes.

"I gotta go, my parents must be worried" i said heading towards the door .

"not so easily baby girl" Jack said as he grabbed my arm and pushed me into the wall lightly.

I can't deal with this rightnow. I don't want to feel Jack's touch. I get weak everything he touches me.

I need to move on.

Jack is basically 2 timing me. We broke up a month ago and this one night can't change that.

It maybe be hard for me but I need to move on , I can't be with someone like Jack, I always knew he was way too good for me, I knew I would end up getting played.

May be what we had was real but it was no longer there. Maybe Jack did get tired of my emotional self , my cries, my scars , my flaws.

Obviously if everything in your life is too good to be real, it would come to an end and that's exactly what happened.

"Jack listen... Last night never happened. You didn't see me like that. You know nothing about it , you saw nothing, we did nothing last night, forget everything that happened. I don't need ... you, we pretty much ended like a month ago and this night shouldn't change anything" I said seriously pushing him away from me and letting lose.

I'm pretty amazed by how I just said that. I didn't cry nor did my voice break. I pulled that off nicely.

"oh" was all he said before I rushed out of his house and ran to mine . It was legit a minute walk since we live right beside each other.

I got home, no one was home . I took a shower to get rid of Jack's scent and threw his t shirt that I was wearing in the laundry I quickly got dressed in some sweats and a tanktop and left my hair to dry on its on.

It was about 1pm now and I just finished talking to my mom. She told me how Jenny and her son Alex moved to Canada recently . Alex and I have been childhood friends all I remember is a chubby , nerdy guy. I don't remember much because I was really young when I last saw him.

My mom told me how Alex was coming over to stay at our house for a few weeks because Jenny and my mom are going to Paris for some business trip but I didn't had any problem. I think it would be nice to reunite with a childhood friend.

I was so excited to see Alex , I don't know why I was getting this weird feeling in my stomach. This was gonna be good I could tell already.

.

.

.

.

.

.

I literally wrote a goodass chapter and wattpad decided to be a bitch and not save it so sorry for this shitty update I didn't feel like rewriting everything.

Anyways the new guy is gonna be so hot ,this will lead to something new, bruh keep reading to find out 😛😛😛😛)

LEAVE A VOTE BE NICE OKAY💖