Shortly after me and my parents were done talking i decided to go out for a walk to clear out my mind.
I was wearing some jeggings and a hoodie to keep me warm.
So basically Jasmine is my half sister....?
My step brother whom I've never met before is apparently Jack's bestfriend and Jasmine's brother?
I don't even know how to feel about this whole situation . I've just never been more confused.
All of this was such a shock to me.
I decided to walk back home and take my car with me.
Currently it was about 8pm, it was getting dark outside as I sat in my car the windows rolled down slightly and jhene aiko was blasting through the speakers.
I wasn't angry I was just confused.
I made my way to downtown it was like a 7 minute car ride and parked outside the streets.
Downtown is always busy, always pretty and just always clustered.
I got out of my car and started walking on the street , seeing no one familiar thank god.
I was just on my phone while entering a small pizza shop and I opened the door and soon my body crashed into a hard chest.
"I'm so s--" I begin starting to look up and was surprised to see alex standing there with a smile on his face.
"Oh my god hi" I said excitedly and alex pulled me into a hug slightly lifting me off my feet.
"Hi" he mumbled in my hair and when I pulled away I realized what he was wearing. I took a second to check him out.
His hair was messy, his eyes were bloodshot and he was wearing some khakis and a jacket and he smelled of weed mixed with some cologne.
"I gotta stay highhhhh all theeeee time" I started singing referring to the fact that he was high rightnow.
"Was it that obvious jeez?" He asked raising his eyebrow.
"Yup" i said and chuckled.
"How cliche is this? Meeting a guy in a small shop at night?" Alex joked and I couldn't help but giggle.
"What are you doing here anyway?" I asked as we made our way outside and started walking.
"I man needs his food doesn't he?" He said as we walked at the same pace taking steps at the same time and his hand occasionally brushed against mine and I couldn't help but shiver because his skin was like freezing cold.
"Were you alone?" I asked.
"Why are you afraid I found a girl?" He said.
"What ..wh..what no?" I stuttered because I honestly haven't thought of that at all.
"I'm kidding hanna. Relax" he said playfully punching my shoulder.
"how's life? I haven't seen you in so long, you like disappeared" he said and it was true im always with Jack I barely spend time with anyone but him.
"well you know it's the same boring life but Jack makes it interesting" i said giggling.
"Probably sexin 24/7" alex muttered under his breath and I could feel my face heat up , good thing it was dark and alex didn't realize.
Me and Alex walked around for a bit and talked about life and he was telling me how he hasn't found "the one" yet and I told him don't worry you will. Alex noticed something was up with me so I told him the whole Jack Johnson situation but didn't mention he's jasmine's brother or who Jasmine is.
It was currently like 11pm and I have school tomorrow . This whole time passed by so quickly while I was catching up with alex I didn't even notice.
We hugged goodbye and I headed home. I noticed I left my phone in my car and it was dead so I decided to leave it . It's not like I'm 12 years old and im gonna get lost or something.
I was on my way home when my car's engine died and I noticed my tire was flat.
"Fuck" I yelled and looked around to see where I was.
I was still not home, it was dark at night and I don't have good experiences being out alone in the dark so I couldn't walk home plus my phone was dead.
I started walking and realized I wasn't much far from where Jake lives. So I quickly started walking towards his apartment.
It was like a 3 minute walk. I knew which floor he lived on so I took the elevator and found his apartment and knocked.
After about 2 minutes the door opened and there stood Jake in his pjs and a t shirt with his messy hair .
"well hello there" he said smiling confusingly.
"I'm sorry it's late but my car broke down and it was dark and I did-" I started explaining but he cut me off.
"Hannnnna" he said.
"Relax come in stupid" he said and moved aside.
I walked in a took off my shoes. I've been to his house before. It's a clean place he's pretty organized.
I took a seat on the couch and I noticed "the walking dead" was playing on the tv.
Jake sat next to me maintaining his distance and I told him what happened he said not to worry and that I can sleep in the room and he'll sleep out on the couch I kinda felt bad but agreed anyway.
Me and jake sat in the living room while the TV was still on but we weren't really watching tv .
"so how have you been?" Jake asked.
"Good, and you?" I asked.
"Just being me , you know" he giggled lightly.
"Are you tired or sleepy?" Jake asked.
"None of those" i said truthfully.
It was starting to get awkward already I mean we really have nothing left to talk about anymore. It's just straight up awkward.
"Are you hungry?" He asked.
"Nope" i said.
We kept making small talks but I was getting tired but not sleepy. Finally after a bit we decided to watch a movie. It was some funny movie and It actually helped change my mood and just laugh.
It was now 1am and I didn't even notice how quickly time passed by.
"I think I'm gonna hit the bed" I said catching Jake's attention .
"Aw , okay lemme know if you need anything?" Jake asked.
"Thanks so much Jake" I said and walked up to him and hugged him after about 2 seconds I felt his arms around my waist as I inhaled his scent.
Aw I missed Jake but that was weird so I pushed that thought away and pulled out of the hug.
"No feelings attached right?" Jake asked chuckling and raising his eyebrow.
"That's right no feelings attached!" I said repeating his words.
I walked in his room and it wasn't messy at all. I washed off my makeup and stuff and took off my hoodie leaving me in my bra but I didn't care I was sleeping anyways.
I got in bed and it smelt so much like Jake ... Well obviously it's his room . His bed. His blankets. His pillow. DUH.
I was too tired and drained to think about anyone or anything and I fell asleep right away.
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reappearance of both her exes in one day hm😏
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Fanfictiona roller coaster of love, emotions, past and feelings. (( warning : a lot of inappropriate stuff and language ))