Loved // j.g

Complicated

Jack's POV
(I changed the story name bc idk it used to be "saved" )
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Oh my god what have I done? I quickly rushed over to hanna who was currently laying on the floor unconsciously ; I rushed to hanna laying on the floor as sammy stood there with his hands in the air , blood running from his nose and a few cuts in his face, all that I've caused but I ignored that and sat on the floor with Hanna's head on my lap "wake up babe im so fuckin sorry" i said as sam brought some ice packs from the kitchen and handed them to me.
After about 10 minutes hanna came back to normal and I was still mad at her for kissing my bestfriend or should I be mad at sam for kissing my girlfriend?
Her left eye was kinda already swollen up and I felt terrible looking at her , how can I just punch my own girlfriend?

Hanna's POV

I came back to my conscious and saw Jack's face full of worry and regret. I know he didn't obviously mean to punch me it was an accident.
"Jack... I'm okay" i said looking up at him, my head was still in his lap and he turned his face down so he could look at me.
"I'm so so sorry baby girl, I did not mea--"
"shhh, i know , and that's exactly how I did not mean to .. Uh kiss sammy" i said hesitatingly.

His expression changed , his face tensed up and just now I noticed sammy was passed out on the couch.
"that's different; you can't kiss someone on accident hanna" he said a bit loudly this time.

"Jack im sorry I made a mistake I just don't want to lose you okay" i explained.

"the way you act makes me think you're trying to lose me hanna" he says quietly.

"Or maybe I never really had you"

"Or maybe you never really wanted me" Jack said and with that he got up from the floor and walked upstairs leaving me there sitting alone on the floor with sammy passed out on the couch.
Way to fuck up things .

It took me a while to process everything. Oh god I'm such a fuck up. Maybe Jack was right I am the one always messing up things making him think I don't want this relationship.
What if Jack leaves me? What if we break up? What if he just walks out of my life?

All these thoughts made my head hurt, I can't think straight, I felt my eyes pool up at the thoughts of Jack leaving, I need to get my shit together and sammy is so dead in my morning, if he didn't come here drunk... And spilled out the truth this wouldn't have had happened and plus if I told Jack this myself he would have been less disappointed and mad. Oh my god Jack probably thinks I am a slut now.
No one wants to date a slut right?
What happened to me I don't know but this is not me.

I should be thankful for having Jack in my life but I guess maybe sometimes things don't work out the way you want them too.
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((This is really short sorry I'll try to make up for it))