Loved // j.g

Double Date

I woke up because the sun rays were burning right through my eyes I was facing jack his grip still tight around my torso while his head rested on my chest , I smiled at my sight and took in the beautiful view infront of me.

Jack was snoring quietly his hair was messy and he looked so cute ; his long eyelashes , his perfect eyebrows , his sharp jawline , his cute little nose , his pink raspy lips , everything about him was perfect and I was so glad I could call him mine , he looked so innocent and adorable i slowly tried to lift his arm from my torso and move his head from my chest without waking him up.

I was just about to get off the bed when I felt a tight grip around my wrist ---- "where do you think you are going baby girl" he whispered in his sexy morning "I thought you were sleeping i didn't wanna wak-" he didn't even let me finish he pulled me down onto the bed and got on top of me making sure not to put too much of his weight on my body ; he kissed me slowly and I kissed him back softly ; exploring every inch of his mouth.

I suddenly felt weight on my shoulder and I grinned out in pain and muttered "fuck" under my breath , I think jack heard me because he broke the kiss and immediately got off me "IM SO FUCKIN SORRY" he started to panic --- "it's okay jack I'm fine don't wor-" he cut me off and kept repeating "I'm so fuckin stupid" under his breath over and over again ; I lifted my finger up to his mouth and whispered "shhhh" he kissed my finger tip "are you okay baby girl" he said softly " I'm okay jack" I managed to smile.

"We should start getting ready we are suppose to meet ash and sammy at 5 o'clock remember?" I said while getting out of bed as jack followed me.

"Okay go head get ready I'll watch you" he suggested and laughed. I punched him playfully in his stomach and he pretended to act hurt "owwww babe that hurt" he said and I just giggled.

I took out a white tennis skirt and a black off the shoulder crop top with a jean jacket bc I didn't want my scars to be seen and took out a pair of matching bra and underwear it was a cute lil white bra with tiny black hearts on it .

Jack told me he's going home to get dressed and until then i decided to take a shower , jack has my home key so I didn't need to worry about that and plus blake wasn't home.

It was about 3:30pm when I got in the shower I stripped out of jack's shirt from last night and took in the beautiful smell it smelt like cologne and mint. I took off my thong and bra and got in the shower .

I was just washing my hair when I heard a knock on the door---- "hanna you in there" jack yelled ; "yeah gimme 10 minutes" there was no response.

I heard the door open and my heart dropped. I knew it was jack. He has never seen me totally naked before , shirtless but not naked.

"I'm coming in with you let's save water" he said as he jumped in with me , my back was facing him I felt a little insecure not really sure how to feel "don't worry if you don't feel comfortable I'll get out" he whispered in my ear I could feel the heat rising from my body .

I turned around to see jack standing 2 inches away from me but he was standing their in his boxers I've never seen him naked before nor have I seen his manhood , I've gave him hand jobs before but never a blow job but I could tell it was huge.

My face started to turn red as jack pulled my face closer to his and kissed me as the warm water soaked us both , the kiss was heated but passionate , I could feel jack's big hands traveling around my body making me feel all tingly in my head. "I would fuck you right here in the shower but I want our first time to be special baby girl" jack said in a seductive way.

Everytime he called me baby girl or baby my heart melted .

After about half an hour we finally got out of the shower , I changed into my outfit and while I was blow drying my hair jack went into the washroom to put on a pair of dry boxers and came back in the room he was taking out his clothes from a bag and I took that opportunity to scan his perfectly toned body , he had abs , so defined , I was too busy checking him out I didn't even realize he was looking at me "am I that distracting babe" he smirked "I was just .. um .. nothing" I blush "I love it when you blush you look fuckin adorable Han" he said.

It was now 4:30pm and me and jack were dressed and ready to go i put my hair in a high pony tail , I wore some ballet flats with my tennis skirt and off the shoulder top I was just about to wear my jean jacket but jack took it from my hand "jack give it back" I demanded "no you look hot without it" he said.

my face changed I felt insecure and exposed because of my scars I could feel tears clouding my eyes. Jack noticed something was wrong and came closer to me "I'm sorry baby girl did I do something ... wron-" i cut him off "JACK ITS NOT YOU ITS FUCKIN ME , ITS MY FUCKIN SCARS I FEEL UGLY I FEEL EXPOSED I FEEL WEAK" I cried I realized I was having a panic attack it was becoming hard for me to breath I was searching for air .

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after about 5 minutes I came back to my senses I was standing here in jack's arms tightly around my torso while my head rested on his chest he kept whispering "breath baby girl I'm here for you , nothing will happen to you han I'm right here I'll save you" over and over again .

" Jack I love you so much .. I just .. Don't want you seeing me at my weakest I'm so sorry your girlfriend is a fuckin physopat-" he cut he off "don't you dare call yourself that ever again you understand me?" He said in a harsh tone but I knew he was angry at the fact that I called myself a physo path.

He picked up the jacket from the chair and helped me put it on he was being so gentle like I'm some fragile leaf.

He kissed my head a couple of times before taking my hand in his and walking out to his car.

I watched him as he opened the door for me he was dressed up today. He was wearing some khakis with black vans a black t shirt and a maroon blazer with rolled up sleeves . He looked so hot in this outfit I just stood there staring at him.

We got in the car and the drive was about 10 minutes we just sat in the car quietly listening to the weeknd play in the car quietly , jack had one of his hands on my thigh the whole time and he knew what he was doing to me. "fuckin tease" I muttered under my breath ; he just smirked.

Now we were sitting in the movie theatre we got the last row seats. It was sammy sitting in the corner then ashley and then me and jack was next to me.

We ended up watching TFIOS and I didn't expect to see sammy and jack cry at the ending I was crying with ashley but it made sense but I've never seen jack cry so , lowkey took a picture of him crying and ashley took a picture of sammy.

We are all walking out of the theatre to go get something to eat down the street "man that was some real sad shit in there" sam said ; jack nodded his head in response.

"babe I got a picture of you crying and Han took a picture of jack crying you guys are so cute when you cry" ashley pouted "are you fuckin kidding me" both jack and sammy yelled at the same time and we all just laughed.

it was about 9pm now we all spent the day together , watching a movie, went for shopping and now we were sitting in some mexican cuisine .

It was a table of 4 sammy and ashley were sitting on the wall side across from each other while I sat beside ash and jack sat beside sammy so basically me and jack were facing each other as well.

We all ordered our food I just ordered a burrito salad while sammy and jack basically ordered everything on the menu.

I felt jack's hand slid up under my skirt as he slowly started making patterns on my upper thighs I tried to take his hands away but he took over.

Just as our food arrived my phone went off "jake baby💘" ( 1 text message )

My heart dropped when I saw"baby💘" next to his name. He texted me after so long I forgot to change his contact name. Jack's hand was still on my thigh but my head was spinning looking at the text I finally opened it with shaky fingers and it read

jake- hey baby we haven't talked in a long time i miss you so much guess what???? I might be coming to canada very soon to visit you!!!!! I can't forget you , I love you so much hanna remember how we used to skip school and go to the beach together because it was your favorite place I miss that and I miss your giggles see you soon babe💖"

I could feel tears building up in my eyes I just said excuse me and ran to the bathroom .

I stood there standing infront of the mirror crying my eyes out gladly there was no one else in the washroom . I heard the washroom door swing open and I looked up to make eye contact with none other than the love of my life .

Jack.

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