Loved // j.g

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Jack's POV
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(ignore my typos)
I woke up because someone was hurting me, I struggled to open my eyes and after about 10 seconds everything came back to my senses.
I was in the hospital , on the bed and hanna was laying on top of me sound asleep and I realized that's what was hurting me.
It was Hanna's body on my body, the only part that obviously was hurting was my knee. I didn't want to wake up hanna and tell her to get off of me because she would feel bad then , she herself was hesitating to sleep with me last night but i insisted. I missed her presence , it's really weird , she makes me feel so happy in general , I like her touch , I like the feel of her body on my body.
Her face was buried in my chest and her hands were wrapped around my body, her body was small and tiny compared to mine and she fit perfectly on top of me, she didn't weight heavy or anything .
I didn't want to interrupt her sleep nor could I get up so I just started playing with her hair, running my hand through her hair and it smelled like strawberries.

I loved her scent.

I loved her.

Sometimes I just sit there thinking how I became such a different person?
The guy who wouldn't even bother getting to know all the girls he fucked is in a fuckin relationship.

I was literally in love .

Jack Gilinsky was in love.

Dude love is a crazy thing.

I was interrupted from my thoughts when I felt hanna get off of me quickly and standing on her feet the next second.
"good morning beautiful , what happened?" I asked confusedly.
"holy shit Jack you were awake? Why didn't you wake me up , I was putting weight on your knee im so so sorry oh my god" she explained with guilt in her eyes.

"Hush, slow down babe , it's okay , I wasn't hurting okay relax" I said smiling at her I didn't want her to feel guilty even though I was hurting.
"I'm so sorry Jack, wait you must be hungry let me go get you food okay" she said.
"can we just get out of here" I complained.

I didn't like hospitals they make you feel sicker than you actually are.
"We can't just leave Jack" she said sitting on the bed beside me as I got up to sit.
"Yes we can, we'll sneak out" I suggested.

"But Jack you can't walk, can you?" She asked worriedly.

"I guess I can?" I said and got out of bed and slowly put my weight on my both legs and fortunately I did not feel any pain.
"Jack how do you feel?" Hanna asked holding me by my arm.
"I actually feel normal" I said , telling the truth.
"Are you being for real?" She asked.
"Jeez you ask too many questions" I said throwing my hands in the air.
"Look im fine okay? I'm totally fine and I want to leave this place right now with you" I said holding hanna by the shoulders and making her face me.
"Okay sorry I was just making sure" she said and leaned in to hug me.
I loved her hugs , they felt so good , she wasn't too short for me so my chin could rest on her shoulder. It was perfect.
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Hanna's POV
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Me and Jack somehow managed to sneak out of the hospital and my car was parked in the parking lot so we took that and obviously I was driving.
Jack can't bend his knee he has trouble doing that so I was driving and he was in the back sit with his legs across the seat, basically laying down.
It was about 11am rightnow and I know Jack was starving so was I.
I texted blake telling him about our plan and how Jack is fine and told him to let sammy know too.
The windows were rolled down slightly the sun was out and it wasn't too chilly.
"The heart wants what it wants" was playing through the speakers and I started humming along.
"Aw it's nice to hear you sing, you barely sing" Jack commented from the back of the seat and I couldn't see his face but I could tell he was probably smirking.
"I sound like a dying animal compared to you though" I said saying the truth because Jack's voice was fuckin sexy as hell.
"Or you're just saying that to make me feel better" Jack said.
"No, your voice is amazing, it's fuckin hot" I said coming to a red light and turning back to look at Jack.
I just realized while I'm driving Jack can munch on some snacks. I opened my drawer and took out Doritos and Gatorade.
"here have this until we get actual food" I said handing it back to him.
"I can eat something else rightnow too though" Jack said and I could feel the seductiveness in his voice.
Oh lord this guy. I could feel my cheeks heat up but good thing Jack couldn't see me.
" I can make you blush just by saying something that's good to know" Jack said and started laughing.
Holyshit how did he know?
"Shutup gilinsky you're too full of yourself ; you have no affect on me what so ever" I joked.
"you don't say that when I'm even near you let alone touch you, do you?"
Suddenly i felt Jack's hot breath on my ear and it sent tingly feelings all over my body. Holyshit.
I didn't say anything and went in the McDonald's drive through.
I got bacon cheese burgers for Jack and coffee and for myself I got hashbrowns and a smoothie.
I have a weird taste in food , don't judge me. I was parked in the lot and there weren't many cars around.
I started playing Jake miller in the car as I got out of my seat and walked out of the car to open the back door and Jack was there occupying the whole seat but I lifted his legs up and sat on the seat so how Jack's mid thighs and his knees were in my leg.
"I can put my legs down, are you sure you're comfortable?" Jack finally spoke after shoving food aggressively down his throat that's why I got him 2 burgers. Jack eats a lot and still has the perfect abs but that's weird because I barely see him working out.
"yes , I am fine don't you worry" I assured him.
"One day we should goto a jake miller concert, he's a sick dude" Jack said after a while. It keeps getting quiet in the car but it's comfortable silence.
"holyshit that'd be so blessed I love him so much holy" I suddenly got excited.
"But you love me more" Jack said making a puppy face.
"Naw, sorry boo but Jake's the number one" i said and look at the irony as I said that I heard my phone ring and it was right beside Jack and the screen read "Jake" and Jack just looked at me weird.
I hesitated but picked it up.
Oh shoot.
I forgot I told Jake I'd chill with him today.
Fuck.
"hi" i said.
"omg im sorry I couldn't make it today"
"some other day"
"I know , you know I always flop plans last minute"
"promise Jake"
"Okay bye take care"
I hung up and realized Jack had stopped eating and he was just staring at me.
"what are you looking at?" I asked giggling quietly.
"you're unbelievable" he finally spoke.
"jack, what's going on?" I asked confusedly.
"so just because we weren't "dating" for a while you asked Jake to chill with you, I don't get you hanna" he barked causing me to flinch.
I didn't even react I just sat there as tears started rolling down my cheeks.
God I hate crying. I hate crying infront of Jack. It's never intentional it just fuckin happens , my body reacts to shit way too quickly. I hate being sentimental fuck.
I noticed Jack's expression calm down and his face fully changed and a look of guilt flashed in his eyes.
"Hanna" he said so quietly I barely heard it. Next time you know he's taking my hand from my lap and holding it in his hand drawing little patterns on my palm with his other hand.
I didn't pull away but nor did I say anything.
"I am so sorry , I snapped" he said quietly but with hurt in his voice.
"I didn't mean to scare you, nor react like this, see this is what you do to me, I've became so overprotective of you I can't contain myself fuck" he explained and reached for my face with his big soft hands wiping away my tears.
"Jack , im sorry actually, I know where you're coming from, it's always me fucking up our relationship and i know that's why you're scared im so sorry Jack" I explained.
"babygirl don't say sorry, I'm sorry for being a dick all the time I don't know how you put up with me" he said looking away.
"shh, look at me , it's okay" I said holding his face by his chin and making him face me.
"jeez stop it I don't like being emotional it ruins my rep" Jack said smiling widely and winking at me.
His smile was so cute it's way too attractive is that even legal?
"you're an asshole" I joked.
"you love this asshole" Jack said doing his usual cute little giggle.
My heart just melted, he's so beautiful I don't get it.
"no I do not , it's just an act" I said harshly keeping a serious face and looking away to make it more dramatic.
Jack's reaction was literally priceless , the smile on his face faded away and his face literally just dropped and I keep my expression cold and serious.
"fuck, fuck , fuck , fuck" Jack kept muttering over and over again throwing his hands in the air "how could I be so stupid? Oh my god why would someone love someone as fucked up as me, I knew this was way too good to be real fuck man" Jack panicked and I could see the hurt on his face.
Oh my god my heart literally broke to see how little Jack thinks of himself as a person he doesn't know how amazing of an person he is.
"JACK" I yelled and tried to make him look at me.
"JACK LISTEN TO ME RELAX" I yelled once again trying to get him to listen to me.
"I WAS TOTALLY JOKING JACK. IM KIDDING IM NOT PRETENDING TO LOVE YOU" I explained and Jack finally looked up to listen to what I was saying and he was confused at first but his face calmed down.
"Baby you are so important to me, all we have is , it's nothing but real as fuck okay?" I said scooting closer to him so now basically his whole lower body was in my lap.
"hanna .. oh my god I lost it for a second" he said quietly with so much worry on his face.
Jack barely shows his emotional side but it's not like he's he's not sensitive as fuck down there .
"if what we had was real how could you be fineeeeeeeee?" Jack started singing amnesia and I couldn't help and laugh at how random and goofy he was. God. I love this boy. Every stupid little thing he does makes me love him more.
"your laugh is adorable, you should laugh more often" Jack said smiling directly at me.
"don't you get tired of complimenting me Jack?" I asked giggling a little.
"never, that's just how I am" he said winking at me and laughing under his breath.
"I could compliment you on many things but you'll just laugh because it's not normal things" i said.
"yeah I know I'd be kinda weird to admire and confess how good I am in bed , out loud huh?" Jack said smirking and I just laughed at his thoughts.
"oh my god" I said inbetween laughs.
"you know you're not that good in bed though" i said jokingly.
"Oh really now? then why are you always screaming "Jack oh my god harder" babygirl?" Jack said imitating moans .
"OH MY GOD SHUT UP , YOU JERK" I covered my face oh god.
"Jeez you look fuckin sexy when you're embarrassed" Jack said groaning because he knows how sexy he sounds doing that.
"You need to stop being so attractive like 24/7 holy" I complained.
"I have that effect on people babygirl" he said winking at me and pulling my face closer to his as his hot breath landed on my skin causing me to shiver in pleasure , Jack makes me feel so many things at the same time without even doing anything , I didn't even realize my palms were sweating , holyshit I get so nervous around Jack, but a good kind of nervous, it's just the effect Jack has on me, he makes me feel all tingly inside , sparking lust and love all over , inside me.
"I make you nervous , don't i?" Jack whispered huskily against my ear making my head spin, my nose was filled with his sexy cologne and his scent consumed my surroundings and I felt light headed in the best way possible as his hot breath landed on my skin make me feel tingly all over again.
"n--no you do not" i chocked out trying to sound normal but I felt like I was out of breath or something.
"huuusssshhhhh" Jack said placing a finger on my lips ; "relax babygirl I know you like when I do this" Jack said in his raspy voice as he started sucking and biting on my earlobe making me want him even more. His warm big hands went in to cup the back to my neck , his touch sparkling the urge to touch him, to feel him all through my body , as he kept kissing and sucking my ear , leaving throaty grunts here and there through his mouth, under his breath, which turned me on , is it weird his groans are sexy as fuck and I get turned on extremely?
"see I like making you feel good" he said as he started kissing my neck slowly and passionately, I could feel the heat leaving my body and it suddenly got really hot in here , I couldn't help but moan lightly as Jack hit my sweet spot making me throwing my head back in pleasure , oh god I wanted Jack to take me down like right here this second.
"Jack oh my god baby" I said inbetween moans ; "you are so sexy" he said traveling his hands up and down my tiny waist , make me feeling sensational all over again , making me want him.
"fuck" i said frustratingly ; "you make me feel so good" i confessed as Jack's faced turned into a smile and edged off as he showed off his perfect smirk.
"You are so amazing, just like a daydream" I said I couldn't even put in words what Jack made me feel but hey at least I gave it a try.
"Shall we head home and continue this in bed?" Jack said smirking once again and I agreed blushing lightly and nodding .
"I mean I don't mind this other than the random people in the parking lot watching us get it on" Jack winked and laughed his cute little laugh showing off his perfect teeth.
God everything about this guy was so perfect and breath taking he was so unreal , there's no way someone can be so attractive , goofy , amazing , confident , sweet all in one , holy fuck.
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It was about 1pm and I drove me and Jack home and obviously we skipped school today and my parents didn't mind because they like Jack and don't care how much time I spend with him as long as I'm being careful and vulnerable and obviously I love Jack and he loves me so we don't make stupid decisions plus Jack never forces anything on me and I feel safe and comfortable with him.
The weird thing is Jack's parents are never around and by never I mean like never , like yeah they work because like Jack is rich he has this big house to himself and he doesn't work himself and he has the money to do whatever he needs and want too . I rarely see Jack talking to his parents on the phone or even mention them. Like im not sure if they aren't talking or something but I don't know there's always so much going on I don't wanna ask him about his parents.
Currently I was in the kitchen downstairs and I left Jack upstairs in his bed with a pillow under his leg because he can't bend his knee plus he just got out of the hospital so obviously he's still sick so I decided to make him soup , Jack said I was acting like such a house wife looking after her husband but like come on I wanna do something for Jack like yeah I can order food but I don't want that.
I was standing infront of the counter cutting up some vegetables as the door bell rang.
I walked towards the door and opened it but did not expect to see this certain person standing at the doorstep of Jack's house .
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