Loved // j.g

No Pain

Hanna's POV
I didn't even want to hear any of this. I was shocked and felt like someone just stabbed my heart out with a knife.
"don't bother" I said harshly trying to keep the tears in.
"but miss you ha---" the nurse started talking but I cut her off "just tell me one thing how do you get the courage to work in a fuckin hospital giving everyone all these ... " I said trying to find the right words but my brain wasn't working "all these news" i added.
"it's my job ma'am I can't talk about non-work related stuff" she said clearing her throat.
I just stayed quiet, I was emotionally and physically drained . It still didn't hit me what has just happened.
This can't be real.
I must be dreaming.
Jack promised me he would never leave me?
Jack can't leave me.
"The patient Jack Gilinsky , I'm afraid to say has lost way too much blood and his body needs blood to function normal but there isn't a large amount of blood left in his body due to the non stop bleeding but we are trying to do everything we ca--" she explained but I cut her off.
"wait .. Jack .. Jac..Jack is a..alive?" I chocked out trying to catch my breath and wiping my face .
"yes ma'am that's what I was trying to let you know. The patient is in a critical position, im afraid to say we are not able to find his blood type at the moment and we need it as soon as possible before it gets too late" she explained.
Oh my god , I took a deep breath, I did not lose Jack , he's breathing , he's alive . He's okay. He's gonna be okay.
"TAKE MY BLOOD, TAKE BLAKE'S OR TAKE SAMMY'S PLEASE HURRY UP" I yelled running back towards where sammy and blake were asleep on the chairs.
"SAM WAKE UP" I shook sam and he immediately stood on his feet "what's the matter hanna is Jack okay?" He panicked.
"yes Jack is okay but they're having trouble finding his blood type sam we don't have much time" I explained and quickly woke blake up too.
Currently me , sam and blake were sitting in a operating room getting a blood test done each one by one to see who's blood matches Jack.
Sam went first and I cringed at the sight of the nurse injecting a huge needle in sam's forearm drawing out blood as sam shut his eyes tightly and I closed my eyes immediately. I hate needles. I hate blood. I felt sick to my stomach , my head was spinning i can't do this.
"Your blood does not match the patient's blood im afraid to say" the nurse told sammy and bandaged him up.
Blake went next and the nurse did the whole process again and even his blood didn't match Jack's.
My heart started beating super fast as the nurse told me to come sit on the stool to get my blood sample.
I hesitated before sitting quickly , I put my arm on the armrest and shut my eyes tightly and after about 20 seconds I felt someone grab my hand tightly and I knew it was sammy. "Please relax your body ma'am" the nurse instructed and I bought the thought of Jack smiling in my head ; his beautiful smile .. him and in no time the test was done.
I opened my eyes slowly and my eyes met Sammy's eyes and he gave me a satisfying smile and I smiled back .
"This is really rare, you must be very lucky ; your blood type matches Jack Gilinsky's" the nurse said nicely smiling at me and tapping my shoulder.
"now you have to quickly come to the emergency room" she instructed and I followed her after hugging blake, and sammy.
"stay strong hanna you can do this , do this for Jack" sammy whispered quietly against my ear while I was hugging him.
"I will" i said quietly and followed the nurse.
The next thing you know I'm being walked into the emergency room and my heart dropped at what I saw.
Jack was laying on the hospital bed, with an oxygen mask over his nose, his eyes shut , all these wires all around him . My heart hurt looking at Jack in this position. He looked like he was in so much pain and I generally hated hospital and the environment it just gives me those really negative vibes.
I was instructed to lay on the bed next to Jack as the nurses fixed everything and connected a pipe with a needle plugged in my arm and the other end into Jack's arm. This whole time I kept staring at Jack's face and remembered how im doing all this for Jack , I didn't even feel the pain because I knew if I did Jack would be okay . He would be good once again. As the blood kept drawing out of my body to Jack's my eyelids started getting heavy but i truer my best to stay awake. Stay awake for Jack. After about 15 minutes the nurse unplugged the wires from my body and Jack's which meant the whole blood drawing process was done.
I was sent out of the room until Jack wakes up but the doctor had no clue how long it would take for him to wake up but on the bright side Jack was now out of the danger zone. I walked out and blake quickly walked up to me holding me by my shoulders. "hanna are you okay?" He asked worriedly.
"I'm okay" I told him smiling weakly.
"You don't look okay" sammy said coming up to us.
"I'm fine , trust me" i said assuring them both "Jack is out of the danger , the doctor said there's nothing to worry about , he also said this was a very rare survival and that we are all very lucky" I explained.
"Thank God" blake said.
"Can't believe we actually thought we'd .. Lose Jack" sammy whispered battering his eyelashes.
"I'm gonna go get food for all of us, sammy stay with han , will you?" Blake said and lightly petted sam's shoulder "for sure man" sammy told blake as blake turned around and left.
"hanna" sammy said quietly as we both sat on the chairs.
"Hm" i said.
"you know I truly am sorry for that night.. I was just so drunk , I didn't know what I was doing" sammy said turning his eyes away from me and looking at the ground.
"I already forgave you sam, it's okay please don't bring it up" i said placing my hand on his knee lightly.
"I just feel like a whole a lot of all this .. Is my fault" he said.
"nothing is your fault Samuel" i said seriously.
"It is what it is" I whispered.
We both just stayed quiet until blake came back with food. I hated hospital food but I was hungry so I ate anyway.
"Sam and you blake should go home now , get some sleep I'll stay here tonight" i said.
"No hanna you can't stay here alone we'll stay" blake insisted.
"Please just go home, everything is fine now, I'll sleep on the couch inside please" I begged.
"Okay .. Fine ; just call us if you need anything okay" sammy said as we all said our goodbyes and they left.
Like 5 minutes after they left the same nurse finally came back "you can go visit now and you can stay there as long as you don't make much noise in there" the nurse explained .
I thanked her and went to the room Jack was in.
Now I noticed it was a normal room with the bed in the middle , 2 couches on the side, a bigass window and a TV on the front wall. The blinded were open as the sun was slowly rising up .
I walked in and closed the door behind me. I carefully sat on the bed beside and grabbed his hand in mine. It felt so good to touch him again, to see him breathing , being normal.
Jack was covered in a blanket and the oxygen mask was now gone and there were no wires. I felt relieved.
I just took jack's hand in my hand and bought it up to my mouth kissing it and just leaving it there as i closed my eyes and just cried. I don't even know why I was crying but I just kept crying anyway .
"babygirl" I heard Jack say quietly and weakly and I quickly looked up to see Jack's eyes were open and looking at me and I finally felt alive once again and it felt like i could breath again.
"Oh my god you're okay , you're --" he cut me off "im okay and I love you" Jack said taking my hand closer to his lips and kissing it.
"We thought .. We lo--lost you Jack" i said trying to keep my tears in.
"I would never leave you babygirl---never" Jack said quietly.
"Jack , what happened to you.. The blood" I asked .
"uh..Well when I was trying to sneak into your room without blake waking up , there was this nail on your window or something and yea it like went in my knee and I pulled it out and I didn't even realize it was bleeding so much and I didn't even know when I passed out , yeah I don't remember much" he explained trying to make sense of everything.
"Oh my god , see its my fuckin fault once again, I'm so terrible" I said as tears rolled down my cheeks.
"no hanna, it's not your fault, see im okay now" Jack said smiling widely and it felt so good to finally see him smile.
"who bought me here anyways?" He asked curiously.
"I'll tell you everything later but for now you need rest" i said .
"nope, I need you" he whispered.
"I'm here baby" I said.
"wait what the fuck , it's like morning outside" Jack said pointing towards the window.
"Well , yeah" i said.
"holyfuck you've been up all night?" He asked raising his eyebrow.
"yeah, I had to stay up to see when you wake up to make sure you were okay Jack" I explained.
"I feel like a dick now, you didn't get no sleep because of me" he argued.
"no Jack don't say that I had to stay awake okay" I said .
"You can go home now, hans get some rest please baby" he complained .
"what--what no im not leaving you; I'll sleep on the couch" i said pointing at the couch.
"no, you'll sleep with me baby girl" he said patting the spot next to him.
"Jack.. I " I started , I would sleep with him but I don't want to hurt him.
"I can't" I said quietly.
"why not??" Jack asked with concern in his voice.
"I'll hurt you" i said the truth.
"I don't care; lay with me please" Jack insisted doing a puppy face and I obviously couldn't say no to that.
"fine , let me just close the blinds" i said smiling.
I got up to close the blinds and came back. The bed was one of those hospital beds like it wasn't even a big bed how was I suppose to fit on it with Jack because these beds are for 1 person.
I took off my shoes and made sure to get on the side Jack had his normal knee on which was the right side.
I got on the bed and Jack tried to scoot over "Stop its okay don't move too much" I whispered and he nodded.
I just laid there side ways on my left side facing Jack and placing my hand around his torso and tangling one of my legs with his good leg. I felt secure now. I felt better. I felt complete. I felt good in general being with Jack.
"just 2 seconds ago you didn't wanna lay with me and now you're all curled up with me aw" Jack joked.
I just laughed , Jack can barely move rightnow and he's joking already , this guy is just something else.
"I love you" I whispered tracing his jawline and inhaling his scent , he still smelled like himself and it made me feel all warm and fuzzy inside.
"and I love you" Jack whispered against my ear. It's been a long time since I heard Jack say those words to me. I finally have Jack back. My Jack back. After all these fights we are back together and im happier than ever.
"did you just call me "my Jack"?" Jack requoted my words.
Oh my god I felt my cheeks heat up. Was I really thinking out loud ? Oh god why me.
"I didn't know I was thinking out loud" i confessed.
"It's okay I like to know that your thoughts consist of me babe"Jack said smiling at me.
"shush goto sleep now okay" I said and closed my eyes.
"wow you're even beautiful at 6am in the morning with your eyes swollen up" Jack commented and I felt so many things in my stomach holyshit.
That was such a nice compliment i almost just died inside.
"I know you're awake, hey don't i at least get a get well kiss?" Jack asked.
I opened my eyes and decided to tease him a little.
"Of course you do babe" i said and started kissing his cheeks one by one; as he kept his eyes open and I just admired his beautiful face and kissed the tip of his nose, then his chin, leaving kisses along his sharpass jawline and kissed his eyelids.
I was doing this on purpose kissing everything but his lips.
Jack kept his eyes closed and pointed towards his lips "here babygirl" he whispered and I had to give in.
I slowly placed my lips onto his and bit on his lip for permission. His lips still tasted like the normal mint and caramel and I don't know how that's even possible he was in the hospital. My lips moved perfectly in sync with his lips like they were made for them and gotta say over these few weeks that we haven't kissed Jack's kissing skills have gotten even better than before and I like that. The kiss was passionate and slow and Jack took his time to explore every inch of my mouth, battling with my tongue as he gently pulled on my hair. The kiss was long and slow and my mind was occupied with Jack by now and I just couldn't get enough. His kisses were like drugs and I was addicted.
I pulled away slowly and laid down again before closing my eyes whispering "sleep well baby, wake me up if you need anything" i said.
"Don't need anything but you babe" he whispered and we both closed our eyes and just drifted off to sleep , feeling happy and amazing.
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did you really think I'd kill Jack? bitch the fuck lmao naw.
omg jack is so cheesy it makes my heart hurt dhdhdgxgzs anyways leave a vote and a comment😛