Forbidden Love [Loki x reader] (Part 1)

Chapter 19 - party

— your POV —

I'm feeling good again and I also have already trained with Loki, guess who won. Of course me, even without my powers. They did enough, so I'm not using them anymore. Tony is throwing a party because of me. I told him not to do it, but he does what he wants, so that's why I'm getting ready right now.

(The outfit)

I go downstairs to where the party takes place. A lot of people that I don't know and probably don't want to know are here. Tony really did overdo this whole party. It's not like I came back from the dead and by the way we could still be attacked at any moment. I see Natasha at the bar and go to her.

-Natasha: "I like your outfit.", she said as I leaned against the bar.
-Y/n: "Thanks. Please just give me the strongest drink that they have here.", she smiled and started to mix something together.

She put two shots on the table, we toast and then drink the whole shot at once. When she asked me for another I agreed.

-Natasha: "Tony loves party's. We've all been through this, trust me.", she said as she gave me another shot.
-Y/n: "I'm not even part of- how are you called?"
-Natasha: "The Avengers"
-Y/n: "Right. I'm not part of the boy band. I don't know why he's doing that. I don't even know why you guys saved me."
-Natasha: "Well, I do think that you're a part of us and we saved you because you helped us fight against the Easiks."
-Y/n: "Oh please, you could've done that all by your own."
-Natasha: "You're right. But there's one more thing. Loki is behaving different since you were gone.", she points at an edge where Loki is standing who is staring at me.
-Y/n: "Yeah and that's all because of me, for sure.", I joked, drunk the shot she mixed and went away from the bar.

I sit down on a couch that is kinda soft and where not too many people are. I can see that Loki goes towards me and I pretend like I didn't see it.

-Steve: "Hey.", he sits beside me and I can see from the corner of my eye that Loki stopped.
-Y/n: "Hello captain.", I didn't even look at him.
-Steve: "So how do you like the party until now?", he drinks from his whiskey.
-Y/n: "It's alright. The captain is drinking? Since when?"
-Steve: "Urgh, since I was this experiment, how you would call me, I can't get drunk anymore."
-Y/n: "Yeah about that-"
-Steve: "You don't have to excuse you.", he interrupted me.
-Y/n: "That wasn't what I was about to do. I wanted to ask if there are more like you?", he looks down and smiled and I actually had to laugh for the first time since I'm here.
-Steve: "No. no there is no one. Not that I knew."

Then Tony, Thor, Clint, Wanda, Natasha, Bruce and Vision are coming towards and sit down at the couch or at the chairs that were standing there too. The wizard already went back to his home. He said something about that he has to protect anything, or I don't know.

-Tony: "I hope you like the party.", he said as he sat down.
-Y/n: "I already told you that this party is not necessary."
-Tony: "Oh come on, what's against a little bit of fun?"
-Y/n: "You know what? You're right. I go dancing."

I drink the shot that Natasha brought with her, because she knew I would need it, and go to the dancing floor. I dance for a long time, that's actually what I needed. After I don't know how long I go to the bar to get another shot.

-Loki: "Hey.", he comes beside me.
-Y/n: "What was that earlier? Were you too shy or what happened?", I joked.
-Loki: "It looked like you had a good time with Rogers."
-Y/n: "Trust me, I would love to disappear from this party, but I'm a very nice person, so I stay.", he smiled.
-Loki: "Yes very nice, that's why you wanted to kill me."
-Y/n: "It was my mission. See what a nice person I am. I could've flew you back to Laufey just to kill you again, but I didn't. And I also wouldn't have been tortured if I had done that.", I said jokingly but I could see in his face that it wasn't a joke for him.
-Loki: "Y/n, I'm-", I immediately interrupted him.
-Y/n: "Don't you dare to say that you're sorry. It happened and it's not your fault. Let's forget that now.", I drink the shot that the bartender gave me and I feel how I get more and more drunk after every shot.
-Loki: "You really don't want to be here, do you?", he smiled, god I like his smile.
-Y/n: "No, but my friend is here. How is it called? Tequila?", he laughed a bit. Is it because of me?
-Loki: "I think you should say goodbye to your friend."
-Y/n: "Oh come ooon, I'm having so much fun right now."
-Loki: "How many shots did you already have?"
-Y/n: "I don't know. Maybe 10?"
-Loki: "That is definitely enough for you today."
-Y/n: "Since when did you get so boring?"
-Loki: "I'm not boring."
-Y/n: "Prove it.", I give him a shot of tequila and he hesitates.