Forbidden Love [Loki x reader] (Part 1)

Chapter 38 - piece

— your POV —

-Steve: "Let's talk.", I roll with my eyes.
-Y/n: "I have told you that there's nothing that we could talk about.", I kept going.
-Steve: "Then at least listen to me."
-Y/n: "I don't have another choice, do I?"
-Steve: "Not exactly.", I let out a little sigh.
-Y/n: "I'm listening."
-Steve: "I know that you're avoiding everyone and I just want you to know that it's not wrong that you fell in love with me and that you don-", I immediately interrupted him.
-Y/n: "Wait what? You think that I'm in love with you?", I start laughing at the thought that everyone believed this shit, "I can tell you that I'm definitely not, thanks."
-Steve: "Then why are you acting all weird?", I'm breathing in really heavily.
-Y/n: "Because I'm afraid that you think that our night together meant more to you than it did to me, because it really meant nothing for me."
-Steve: "Oh."
-Y/n: "We just had a bit of fun and that's all. And because of this reaction I didn't want to meet you and tell you this."
-Steve: "I guess we both were wrong."
-Y/n: "So everything is okay between us?"
-Steve: "Sure, it was a bit of fun, what's against it?"
-Y/n: "You don't know what a big relieve this is.", I smiled a bit.
-Steve: "I have to go back to the headquarters, do you want to come with me?"
-Y/n: "Yes please."

We walked back to where Steve parked the car and he drove us back to headquarters. Driving. I wish I could do that too. It looks like it's really easy and it's probably a great feeling. But I don't need this, I can fly! I stop thinking about it and look out of the window for the rest of the ride.

-Steve: "I'm glad that everything is good between us.", he said as he got out of the car.
-Y/n: "Me too. Thanks for the ride."

Without another word, I walked away from him and to the field where we fought against my siblings. Wrong. Where I killed my siblings. They are buried there. They don't deserve a funeral. Still I go and visit them. It stopped raining but my clothes were soaking wet.

I reached the gravestones of them, Tony was nice enough to buy this. I told him that It's not necessary but he insisted on doing it. 'Ares' and 'Selene' is the only thing that is written on them.

-Loki: "Is everything alright?", he walks beside me and looks down to their graves.
-Y/n: "Yes, I guess."
-Loki: "So it's you and Steve?"
-Y/n: "Oh shut the fuck up Laufeyson.", I rolled with my eyes.
-Loki: "Watch your mouth young lady.", he said that so intimidating, so not expected. I take a deep breath, hoping that he does not notice that I wasn't ready for this reaction of his.
-Y/n: "What will you do if I don't?", I ask him as coldly as I possibly can to tease him.
-Loki: "You would wish for yourself that you've never asked me such a question."
-Y/n: "Alright then. See you at the party."

I walk away from him, I guess he didn't expect that too. For once I felt confident and good about what I did. I like teasing him but we made it clear that whatever happened was a one-time-thing. He knows that.

The sun is already going down and I just came out of the shower. With just a towel wrapped around my body I stand at the window and watch the sunset. It reminds me of my mission. I hate to destroy the piece that is around at the moment but a mission is a goddamn mission and I have to successfully finish it.

It's almost 10pm and I'm putting on my clothes

— 3rd person view —

Everyone is already partying and patiently waiting for Y/n.

-Tony: "I hope you two talked to each other and everything is fine again.", he told Steve.
-Steve: "Yes, don't worry about it."
-Natasha: "Will you tell her tonight?", she asked Tony while she sat beside him with a glass of wine in her hand.
-Tony: "That's the plan."
-Thor: "Hello everybody!", he just came to the party and us already drunk.
-Natasha: "Did Loki come too?"
-Thor: "Yes! He is standing next to the door. Hello Loki! See there he is.", Loki wasn't even interested in his brothers behaviour and ignored it. It seems like as if he is nervous.
-Steve: "That's enough drinks for tonight Thor.", he said but Thor was so drunk that he didn't listen.

Then the door opened and Y/n came inside. Loki immediately walked towards her and she gave him her hand. He kissed it and she had to laugh.

-Y/n: "A total gentlemen as I see."
-Loki: "I will never be this kind of nice to you again."
-Y/n: "Oh no, I enjoyed it.", she put her hands around his neck and is still laughing.

Loki put his hands onto her waist and they're both staring into each other's eyes. The smile on Y/n's lips vanished and all she could think about was a kiss from his soft lips. He noticed that but decided to let her beg for it properly. Not now, but later.

-Pepper: "Hey, im glad you could make it.", she interrupted them.
-Y/n: "Yes, it's not like I had anything else to do.", she directly removed her eyes and hands from Loki.
-Pepper: "Let's go to the others, shall we."
-Y/n: "Yes, let's go."

In this moment the wall got destroyed because of an explosion. The Avengers abruptly jumped off of the couch and got ready to fight, eve though they didn't even knew against who they were fighting.