Forbidden Love [Loki x reader] (Part 1)

Chapter 24 - virgin

⚠️ s*x scenes ⚠️

— your POV —

-Y/n: "Before we start I need to make something clear."
-Loki: "What is it?"
-Y/n: "This has nothing to do with emotions and this is a one time thing, alright?"
-Loki: "I have no problems with that."
-Y/n: "And there's something else."
-Loki: "Tell me.", I had to take a deep breath.
-Y/n: "I'm a virgin."
-Loki: "You're a virgin? How?", he was really surprised.
-Y/n: "I never had a conversation about anything else than missions with anyone."
-Loki: "And you're sure about this? About me?", he stands in front of me, caressing my arms with his hands so that I get goosebumps.
-Y/n: "Yes, I just need to get some advices."

He smiles and sits down on the end of the bed. I look at him with a questioning expression. His eyes go from head to toe and are scanning everything from me.

-Loki: "Take off your clothes."

Finally some advice. I take off my shirt and the ugly sweatpants and lay them over a chair. Loki's eyes aren't coming off my body anymore and he had to lick his lips.

-Loki: "I knew you would look good in some lingerie."

He stands up and takes off his clothes, except for his boxer. He comes closer and goes behind me. His hands are slowly and carefully caressing my arms and I could feel his breath on my neck. I feel how I get goosebumps again and this turned me on.

-Loki: "I'm not going to touch you unless you beg.", he whispers in my ear.
-Y/n: "Please...", I whispered back.

He starts to kiss my neck. His lips are soft and I had to let out a silent moan. His hands are still caressing my arms and I know that I want him, now. I turn around and kiss him on his lips. This somehow felt really good. He lays his hands on my waist and leads me to the bed. He then let's me fall onto it and leans over me.

Loki comes back to my face and starts kissing me. Then he goes down to my neck again and I had to moan, this time louder. I could feel that he is smiling and that somehow made me feel really good. He continues to kiss my body while he goes down to my pants.

-Loki: "You look so good in lingerie, but I assume you even look better without it."
-Y/n: "There's just one way to find it out.", I had to bite my lip.

He comes back to my upper body part and kisses my collarbone while he opens up my bra. I help him a little bit and when I took it off he already started to kiss my right breast. Then I had to moan again and I also had to hold onto the bedsheet. My nipples got hard as soon as he touched me.

After a while he got down to my tights and started to kiss them. My moans are getting louder and I open up my legs without even thinking about it. That I have scars all over my body doesn't bother me right now. It's strange but it seems like that Loki doesn't see them. Then he starts to slide down my pants and afterwards his boxers.

-Y/n: "Wait."

I stand up and take this ugly sweatpants to get the condom that I secretly stole from one of the shops. I give it to him and lay on the bed again. He opens the packaging and puts the condom around it. He comes closer to me and leans over me again.

-Loki: "You are pure, untouched by any man or god. I ask you one last time; are you sure you want someone so broken to tarnish you?"
-Y/n: "Yes, yes I want you, now."

The lust in his eyes grew even more. He put it inside me and it hurt. That's not how I imagined it. But I don't want to disappoint him at this point so I let him continue. My arms are wrapped around his neck and his hands are beside my head. He looks down at my body and I try to distract me from the pain.

-Loki: "Should I stop?", he noticed that I don't have fun.
-Y/n: "No, just be slow.", I hope it will get better like this.

We look each other in the eyes. Those blue eyes. I get lost in them and the pain changed into a good feeling, lust. I can see in his eyes that he doesn't want to hurt me, that's why he looks at me, to make sure that I am ok.

-Y/n: "Faster.", I whisper.

His sight changed into a questioning expression as if he would ask me without words. As I nod he actually goes faster, but his eyes don't leave my face. I had to bend under him because the feeling of him going inside and outside of me feels amazing. My moans are getting louder and I could feel how he goes even more faster after he made sure that I'm not in pain anymore.

-Loki: "Fuck- you feel amazing.", he says and a moan follows. This turned me on even more.
-Y/n: "Oh fuck, don't stop.", I said under my moans. It feels like my body isn't working anymore and I love that feeling already.
-Loki: "Don't hold back. Come for me."

He said while he got even faster, what I thought was impossible. He starts kissing me and because it felt so good I started to bite his lip. This made him moan another time. My body started to shake and a wave of feelings is flooding me. I've never felt so good in my life. Loki pulls out of me and removes the condom. He looks at my body, who isn't doing what I want at the moment, and smiles. He knows very well that he did a good job.

After a few more seconds I got up and sat down at the floor in front of Loki. He didn't think of me knowing exactly what will happen in the next minutes, that's why he stepped one small step back.

-Y/n: "I won't touch you until you beg for it.", I tried to talk kinda sexy and to tease him.
-Loki: "I will never beg for anything."

He grabbed my hair roughly but also carefully at the same time. I took it in my mouth and started to do my work with him leading my head. After a while his moans got louder and more often. It sounds like music, just as the screams of the Easiks. Then he pushed me towards him and I felt how a liquid entered my mouth. He let go of my hair and pulled out of my mouth.

-Loki: "That's it, lick up every drop."

As I swallowed it and showed my empty mouth to him, he sat down on his bed, satisfied of his work. I stood up and started to put my clothes back on. I had trouble to stand, but I tried to hide it as much as possible. As I was done putting the clothes on, I looked over to Loki who also put on his boxers.

-Y/n: "That was pretty good."
-Loki: "It was."
-Y/n: "Thanks for the distraction and remember it is and stays a distraction and a thing just between the two of us."

He nodded and I leave his dorm. As I close the door I see Rogers coming around the corner. It was too late for me to go back inside, so I pretend like nothing had happened before.