Forbidden Love [Loki x reader] (Part 1)

Chapter 43 - Crimson Peak

-- your POV --

Suddenly I couldn't see anything anymore, everything got black again but I'm not unconscious. After some short time I was able to see again. I look around and see a glass of water. I quickly try to go to it and grab it but because I still can't balance on my feet I had to crawl. Finally I got there and took a small sip. I've never been so grateful for a glass of water.

It didn't take long and I drank it empty. The loud, annoying sound that I was hearing the whole time got quieter after some time and the headache also got a bit better. I tried to stand up. I immediately stumble towards the wall. The only way how I can stand up is if the wall is supporting me. After some time I felt dizzy again and stumbled over to the old known bench.

I try to remember what happened. I mean I know that I knew nothing before I faded but it feels weird, like I know everything but also nothing. They must've done something to me about my memories. I am sure about that. Then everything went black again.

-Y/n: "If you want something from me then just talk to me. I know you tried to give me my memories back. Stop making it seem like a secret and if I don't know that you're here."

The black vanished and I see a plate full of food but I refuse to eat it because I'm not at all hungry. I'm annoyed by them doing it this secret way. I'm not a bomb that will explode as soon as someone touches me.

-Y/n: "Give me at least a book or something."

Just as I said it I wasn't able to see again. This time I heard someone opening the door, stepping inside and leaving again. The steps sounded so calmly, it's hard to describe. As soon as I was able to see again I see the book "Crimson Peak" only laying a few centimetres away from me. I take it and start reading.

Love.
Death.
Ghosts.
The world was drenched in blood.

I think that I know this book. It feels so familiar when my eyes fly over the letters. Then suddenly I could remember. I read this to Loki. Loki. I whispered his name unintentionally. I remember our night together, the taste of his lips, the colour of his eyes and the feeling I get when he's smiling.

-Loki: "You called for me.", he was standing in front of the glass just as usual.
-Y/n: "Loki.", it was the only thing that was able to escape my mouth.
-Loki: "That's my name.", he teased me.
-Y/n: "Are- are you alright?", he looked at me with a questioning expression on his face.
-Loki: "What do you mean?"
-Y/n: "You... you had an Injurie and you fought against-", I had to take a break, everything was just too much right now, "against my father. Are you alright?", the loud sound started again and I got an headache.
-Loki: "Open it!", I hear him screaming at someone.

The next thing that happens is that I lose the balance again and I fall, but not on the ground. I feel arms catching me and how I get carried to somewhere. Everything was blurred and I could just hear numb voices again.

-???: "I told you that we shouldn't give her all of her memories back at once!", I think it's Loki's Voice. He's angry at someone.
-???2: "Get her on this bed.", I hear another voice talking. I can tell that it's a male voice but I can't tell who it is.

Whoever is carrying me is laying me on the bed that got mentioned.

-- Loki's POV --

I'm laying her on the bed that Strange just prepared. He is holding a hand to her forehead.

-Strange: "She is glowing hot."

He is putting a needle in her hand and a bag full of water is connected to it.

-Loki: "What Are you doing to her?"
-Strange: "She is now a human and she will die if I can't cool her down."
-Loki: "Let me do this for her. You know I'm a frost giant."
-Strange: "Don't you Listen? She is a human. You could hurt her and she could die."

I step back a bit. I could hurt her. This is the last thing I would want. Then everyone else is arriving here too.

-Loki: "This all wouldn't have happened if you listened to me!", I yell at Stark.
-Thor: "Loki, we made a mistake but we first have to worry about Y/n."
-Strange: "You need to get a Doctor."
-Stark: "You Are a doctor."
-Strange: "It's been years since I've been one. You would be on the best site if you get a real one."
-Pepper: "I'll call someone.", she gave Stark a kiss on the cheek and went away.
-Stark: "This all wouldn't have happened if you just stayed with the plan!", he yelled at me.
-Loki: "If I had stayed with the plan?!", I got even more angry.
-Stark: "She broke together when she saw you. We told you to stay away from her!"
-Loki: "At least I'm the one who she wanted around the last two weeks and who she feels comfortable with. I don't think I could possibly say that from you."
-Stark: "Wait until she finds out that you were the one who killed her father."
-Loki: "I wouldn't think that it bothers her."
-Rogers: "That's enough.", he interrupted.
-Y/n: "Where am I?", she asked very quietly.
-Strange: "You're at the infirmary."
-Y/n: "Where is Loki?"
-Loki: "I'm here.", I go beside her and she reaches out for my hand.

Stark and Rogers Are turning away, probably because they can't except that I'm right with what I just said.