Forbidden Love [Loki x reader] (Part 1)

Chapter 51 - day off

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— your POV —

I slowly open my eyes as I felt something warm on my eyes. As I open them, I see that it's the sun, which is shining on my face. I look around to see where Loki is after some time, because it was really nice to wake up like this. I can't find him in the room, but I also didn't want to get up. He told me I could have a day off today and until nobody comes inside, yelling at me, I stay in bed.

I lay back down in the silk sheets. I love Loki's bed. It's big, soft and always in silk sheets, which makes it even softer and you feel kind of royal sometimes. The door gets opened and Loki steps through it with a tray that has food and other stuff on top of it.

-Loki: "Good Morning my queen.", he says while struggling with the tray, which is kinda funny.
-Y/n: "Your queen?", I ask laughing, god this morning can't get any better.
-Loki: "I'll be here for everything you want today. Did you forget that today is your off day?", he asked the second question more seriously.
-Y/n: "No, I did not.", I answer warmly, "but I didn't expect to get treated like that.", he puts the tray next to me and sits down.
-Loki: "I hope you like it so far. I've never treated anyone like this too."
-Y/n: "I'm feeling honoured."

He leans over to kiss me, but the orange juice fell over and spilled over his bed, the tray, myself and even Loki got a bit wet. We didn't kiss because I had to start laughing. It was I think a bit embarrassing for him because suddenly his cheeks started to get a bit pink and he looked away from me. I lay my hands on his cheeks, make him look at me again and give him a quick kiss.

I got out of bed, because now I had to and the juice is all over the shirt - Loki's shirt - that I took with me. We quickly got everything off of the bed and Loki went outside to get some new sheets. In the meantime I take a bite from the bread that was still on the tray. Thank goodness it didn't get soaked with orange juice.

When he came back with new silk sheets, he must really like those, I helped him to prepare the bed again. After we were done I realised that my whole body was completely sticky from the juice.

-Y/n: "I need to take a shower. Could you go to my room and grab some new clothes please?", I ask like a child, I don't know why.
-Loki: "Of course."

He says with a warm smile, comes towards me because I was standing at the side of the door and gives me a kiss on the cheek. After that he leaves and u stand still for a some more seconds. What is this between us? This question won't let go of me. I accept that I don't have an answer to this and go into the bathroom.

Loki's bathroom is way bigger than mine. He had a big, open shower, that is attached to the wall and just one wall of glass is making sure to not get the whole bathroom wet. The left and right side of the shower are completely open and there is obviously no door. He also has a big bathtub, where the both of us would easily fit inside, the toilet is separated by a wall and of course a sink in it as well.

I get rid of my sticky clothes and throw them next to the sink, where they would bother no one. Then I go beside the shower and turn it on to choose the right temperature. When it was finally warm enough I stepped under it and let the warm water run down my whole body. My hair is getting wet and I'm just standing there for a while until I heard someone opened the door.

I turn around to see Loki with a lot of clothes in his hands. He clearly didn't know what to pick and just took everything that I might need. I had to laugh on the inside. He puts the clothes next to the bathtub and didn't look a single time at me. I mean I'm thankful that he gives me some privacy but that's not exactly what I wanted right now.

-Y/n: "Thank you."

I said and he finally looked at me. His ice blue eyes look me up and down and I can see the desire in his eyes, even though he's standing at the door and I was standing under the shower at the other end. Something seemed off.

-Y/n: "Do you want to join me?", I ask, "So that I can show you how thankful I am."
-Loki: "Enjoy your shower, princess.", he said and walks out of the bathroom.

What was that? I can't enjoy my shower now after what just happened. Did I do something wrong? I turned the water off and walked out of the bathroom. I didn't care if I was walking around completely naked. Loki is sitting on the bed with a book in his hands. I take the book, lay it beside him and climb on his lap. My arms are around his neck and I look deeply into my eyes.

-Y/n: "Did I do anything wrong?", I ask, his hands wander to my naked waist.
-Loki: "You never do.", he answers, the desire in his eyes grew more and more, but he did nothing.
-Y/n: "Why won't you join me?", he lets out a laughter.
-Loki: "I don't do all of this just for sex.", he says without breaking eye contact one single second.
-Y/n: "I don't care why you do all of this. I thought you had to do whatever I ask you to.
-Loki: "Then tell me, what do you want, princess?"
-Y/n: "I want you to shower with me."

He suddenly lifted me up and carried me into the bathroom again. He put me down and quickly undressed himself. The desire in his eyes didn't lie, he was hard and he wanted me, just as I wanted him. After he was done he walked fast towards me and because I wasn't prepared for that, I walked backwards until my back touched the wall next to the shower. He leans his arms over my head and looks down to me, but he doesn't touch me.

-Loki: "I do this with only one demand."
-Y/n: "Everything."

I say, almost whispering. I didn't care what it was, because I wanted him now. The way he presses me against the wall without even touching me is really hot and I bet he knows that exactly. He turns on the shower and turns the water very cold. I look at him if this was a joke but he was serious about that. I hate cold showers.

Suddenly he pushes me under the shower and starts to kiss me on my neck. I didn't know if I liked it because of the cold water that is running down our body's. But on the other side, mine and his body warmed each other up, so we didn't freeze. I started to like it and move my body with his movements.

He presses me against the wall and runs his hand down my spine. I got colder again because now our body's didn't touch that much anymore but somehow I didn't mind it. He put it inside of me without a warning and I let out a loud moan that seemed even louder because of the bathroom.

Loki is filling up completely and moves in and out of me. I turn my eyes up, so that you could almost just see the white, because it felt so good. Then by mistake I grab the faucet and turn it warmer. Loki let out a scream and quickly left the shower. After I realised what just happened I followed him, who is sitting on the edge of the bathtub. He had burn marks on his arm, which was grabbing me on my shoulder.

-Y/n: "I'm- I'm so sorry.", I stutter.
-Loki: "It's alright, just look away for a second or something."

He says while standing up with his back to me. His body turns blue and his silent whimpers stopped. I walked around him, so that I could see his face. I put my hands on his cheeks and he looked at me surprised. I run with my fingers along the ridges on his face until I gave him a kiss.

-Loki: "Why are you doing this?", he asked in shock after the kiss.
-Y/n: "Because you're still the same and beautiful.", I smile at him, but his eyes looked down at our feet, "and I still want you."

His eyes came immediately back to mine and I see how he turned into a human skin colour again.

-Y/n: "No, I want you like this.", I almost whisper.
-Loki: "No you don't.", a tear rolling down his blue cheeks.
-Y/n: "Yes I do."
-Loki: "I could hurt you."
-Y/n: "Then we'll stop, just as we did a minute ago."

Because he still wasn't moving, but also wasn't turning again, I grab his hand and pull him behind me out of the bathroom and on the bed.