Forbidden Love [Loki x reader] (Part 1)

Chapter 25 - Hickey

— your POV —

-Steve: "There you are, I was looking for you.", he said as soon as he saw me.
-Y/n: "Well here I am. What's the matter?", I walk away from Loki's door and now we're standing in the middle of the hallway.
-Steve: "It sounds weird I know, but I had a bad feeling and I just wanted to make sure you were okay I guess."
-Y/n: "I'm honoured?", he let out a small laughter.
-Steve: "What did you do in Loki's room?"
-Y/n: "You already know the answer to that."
-Steve: "True."
-Y/n: "Usually the people stop asking me personal questions after I said it for a few times, but this place is just different."
-Steve: "I'm sure you will tell me something about you if I just ask you a few more times.", he comes closer and my heart started to race.
-Y/n: "It's very late already, I should go to bed.", he goes back again.
-Steve: "Yes, I should go too. Good Night Agent Winter."
-Y/n: "Good night Captain."

We walk away from each other. A big relieve. My heart slowed down again and I quickly walk back to my dorm, without wanting to meet anyone else, but of course I do.

-Natasha: "Still awake?", she asked as we meet.
-Y/n: "I was just about to go to bed and you?"
-Natasha: "I was about to do the same. Where were you?", this conversation is kind of awkward, especially because of the way she's asking the questions.
-Y/n: "I met Loki and then Steve wanted to talk to me.", I point at the hallway behind me with my thumb.
-Natasha: "You're really messing with their heads, you know."
-Y/n: "Oh god, stop it. I told you that I still don't know if I want to stay on Midgard or if I want to leave. It would be too cruel, even for me, to give anyone hopes and besides that I don't want anything from them."
-Natasha: "Alright, calm down, I was just messing with you.", she laughed and goes away, leaving me alone in this endless hallway.

I finally reached my dorm. I lay down on my bed and think of what just had happened with Loki. My legs are thankful for me that i finally laid down, just as the rest of my body. Before I fall asleep I quickly change my clothes and then go back onto the bed.

-- next morning --

While I am standing under the shower, I see a Hickey over my breast. It made me blush, because I had to think of what happened again. Loki really was a good distraction. When I step out of the shower and look in the mirror after I wiped away the water on it, I saw another Hickey on my neck. Fuck! How should I cover this up? I barely own make up and I can't just ask Natasha, she would ask questions. But I also can't just leave it there because Steve would find out that Loki and I weren't just talking yesterday.

I panicked a little bit, but then I quickly put on some clothes and took out my make up bag. I cover it as good as just possible. I really do thank my dad for making me learn how to cover up bruises, if I wouldn't have learned it, everyone would knew about last night.

As I was just done with covering up someone knocked at my door. When I opened it up I saw Steve. I smile and let him come inside.

-Y/n: "I'm sorry.", I say while cleaning up the towels I threw onto my bed, "I just came out of the shower and didn't expect any visitors.".
-Steve: "Oh no it's fine, I hope that I don't bother you."
-Y/n: "If you wouldn't mind, I would do my hair while you tell me why you are here.", I go into the bathroom and let the door open, so that he can see me in the mirror and I can hear him.
-Steve: "Alright. Someone you haven't met yet, Peter Parker, comes over. He's also an Avenger, his name is Spiderman and Tony wants me to tell you to not scare him away.", I had to laugh.
-Y/n: "Why? Is this guy what? 16?"
-Steve: "He's actually 17."
-Y/n: "Good age to start."
-Steve: "Don't you ever say this is the presents of Tony. You will be dead."
-Y/n: "He should try me."
-Steve: "He also said that I should ask you if you could say the same thing to Loki.", when he said his name I had to swallow.
-Y/n: "Urgh, why me?"
-Steve: "Seems like he listens to you.", I had to laugh again. These people clearly think too much of me.
-Y/n: "I'll try."
-Steve: "Thanks.", he stands up from the bed and goes to the door of the bathroom.
-Y/n: "Don't thank me. First I haven't done anything yet and second I hate being thanked."
-Steve: "Then get used to it."

He said in a sassy voice. I haven't met this side of him yet, but I like it. I turn around to face him with an open mouth and he just winked at me and left. What was that? I'm so surprised and I know that he knows that exactly.

When I was done I went to Loki's dorm to do what Steve asked me to. As I reached his door, I stand in front of it. I didn't dare to knock and I don't know why. Then the door got opened by Loki himself and I tried to be calm, what I'm definitely not.

-Loki: "Why am I honoured with your presents, agent Winter?", he seems like yesterday really nothing happened between the two of us.
-Y/n: "Tony made me talk to you, so don't think too much of it."
-Loki: "What is it about? And why can't he tell himself?", he closes his door behind him and steppes out of his dorm, coming closer to me. I couldn't move for a while because my body didn't work, but after a few awkward seconds of him standing just some centimetres away from me, I stepped some steps back.
-Y/n: "Uh, some guy called Peter Parker will come here today and we should try to not scare him. Also he send me because they think that you would listen to him."
-Loki: "Why would they assume that I would ever listen to you?", he seems mean, but I played it off cool.
-Y/n: "I literally don't know.", I had to let out a laughter.

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Hello, I'm just telling you that I will make the Chapters longer from now on. The average length about 1000 words, because I feel like the story would have too many chapters if I stay at 800 words.
I hope you like the story until now.
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