Forbidden Love [Loki x reader] (Part 1)

Chapter 49 - home

-- your POV --

-Hadeon: "At least I got the gas for free.", he joked after we entered the café and sat on a table.
-Y/n: "I'm glad that it had something positive for you."
-Hadeon: "Tell me about you, please."
-Y/n: "Alright, I'm 21 years old, don't have any siblings or parents and just lost everything that meant something to me. Your turn."
-Hadeon: "I'm 25 years old, I don't have any siblings too, my mother died when I was 17 and my dad is an asshole."
-Y/n: "I'm sorry, I know how this feels."

Just now a waitress came and asked us about what we want to order. We told the waitress what we wanted and she went away again.

-Y/n: "I don't know how I could ever thank you for today."
-Hadeon: "You're just doing it.", he looks straight into my eyes and now I see that he has green eyes. He really is something special.
-Y/n: "Are you from here?"
-Hadeon: "No, i was born in London, but we moved her when I was about 5 and you? You seem like you've never been in such a big city as New York."
-Y/n: "Is it that obvious?"
-Hadeon: "You always look around and everything is fascinating you."
-Y/n: "I'm sorry and no I'm not from here."
-Hadeon: "Don't apologise, I think it's beautiful, your eyes sparkle almost the whole time.", he gives me a warm smile, "Then where are you from?", he continues to ask and I hoped that he doesn't.
-Y/n: "That's a long story."

The waitress comes back with our order. We thank her and she goes away again. I can see that she thinks that Hadeon is attractive but he isn't giving her attention at all. His eyes almost don't leave my face.

-Hadeon: "You don't trust a lot, do you?"
-Y/n: "I've been trained to never trust anyone."
-Hadeon: "Seems like you didn't had a good childhood neither."
-Y/n: "Not really.", I hate to be like this to him, because he seems so friendly.
-Hadeon: "My father was always very strict and was never really there for me. After my mother died, he blamed me for her death and practically threw me out of his life. I've never heard from him again.", he just started to tell me about him without me really asking for it, but I suddenly felt like I could trust him.
-Y/n: "My father killed my mother in front of my eyes when I was 3 years old. Back then I didn't understand what happened, so I told no one. He trained me to be ice cold and to not trust anyone."
-Hadeon: "You're nothing like this at all if it's good for you to hear it."
-Y/n: "Thanks and yes it is Good to hear that."
-Hadeon: "How did your father die,if I can ask?", he asked very carefully to not hurt me in any way.
-Y/n: "I actually have no idea who killed him, but I guess just one of his many enemies did it."
-Hadeon: "That's even worse than what happened to me. How did you manage to become such a great woman after all of this?", I had to smile 'great woman' no one has ever told me that.
-Y/n: "I guess the training and my friends helped me a lot."
-Hadeon: "I'm sorry if I'm asking too many questions, but do you have a boyfriend?"
-Y/n: "I prefer to say that it's complicated. I don't think that he wants anything from me, but I'm also not really sure if I want anything from him."
-Hadeon: "I'll take it as a no, if it's alright for you.", he smirked and I nod.

We kept talking to each other and after we were done eating and he paid for both of us, we got out of the café.

-Y/n: "Thank you again, for everything today."
-Hadeon: "Can I ask you for your phone number?", oh god, why did he have to ask about that?
-Y/n: "I... I don't have a phone..", I admit.
-Hadeon: "Oh, can I meet you again otherwise?"
-Y/n: "I'll try to come here as much as possible and maybe we'll see each other again sometime."
-Hadeon: "I really hope we do.", he takes my hand and kissed the back of it carefully. The soft touch of his lips gave me goosebumps all over my body.
-Hadeon: "Goodbye.", he said, staring into my eyes.
-Y/n: "Farewell.", I said, not breaking the eye contact and walking a bit backwards.
-Peter: "Agent Winter?", I hear from behind me and immediately turn around.
-Y/n: "Parker, what are you doing here?"
-Peter: "Loki called me, he said that he couldn't find you and was afraid that anything happened to you."
-Y/n: "Are we talking about the same person right now?", I ask jokingly, trying to not let it get too close to my feelings.
-Peter: "Yes, come on I'll bring you home.", home, I wish I could call it that way.

Without taking another look behind me, because I already kind of forgot about Hadeon as Peter said Loki's name, I walk behind him to the headquarters.

-Peter: "Who was that?", he asked as we walked.
-Y/n: "Someone I met today.", I said, not wanting to give him any more details.
-Peter: "And why do you have a wound on your forehead?", oh shit I already forgot about that.
-Y/n: "I slipped and fell with my face to the front.", I told him, hoping he would believe me.
-Peter: "You'll have to think of something better. Mr Stark won't believe you that story."
-Y/n: "I don't have to tell Tony anything. I don't care if he believes me or not.", I said angrily.
-Peter: "Did something happen between the two of you?"
-Y/n: "Yes. Stark is an asshole, that's what happened."

Peters eyes widened. I think he never heard anyone say something like this about him and I've noticed long ago that he's like a father figure to him. I don't want to take that away from him, so I stayed quiet until he asked me again and for more details. I told him what happened, because we still had to walk a long way and I didn't want to have this awkward silence between us.