Forbidden Love [Loki x reader] (Part 1)

Chapter 28 - leave

— your POV —

We go inside the living room. I expected that everyone was in here, but it's just me and Steve. He closes the door and I stand in the middle of the room.

-Steve: "What is going on?"
-Y/n: "Don't tell anyone about this, understood?"
-Steve: "Why? You and your sister destroyed our image and you don't even care. I thought you were different."
-Y/n: "Don't you think that I know all of this? This is to protect Midgard. Tell them that I will come back and I will pay for what I did, but right now I'm just trying to keep the chaos away from here."
-Steve: "You don't trust her.", he said surprised.
-Y/n: "One thing about my relatives: Don't ever trust them."
-Steve: "Them?"
-Y/n: "I have to go."
-Steve: "Wait. Why can't I tell them?"
-Y/n: "It would complicate everything. And I don't have a problem with being hated."

With this sentence I walk outside the room. Someone then grabbed me on my wrist. Is it not possible to walk out of this damn house without any complications!?

-Loki: "Don't leave me here alone.", he pulled me towards him and we are just standing a few centimetres away.
-Y/n: "You.", I step back to gain some distance between us.
-Loki: "They will never trust me."
-Y/n: "They will, just prove that you're worth it."
-Loki: "What if I'm not?"
-Y/n: "Don't make me do this Loki."
-Loki: "Do what?"

I turn just my eyes black and manipulate him to black out. I turn my eyes back to my natural colour and go out of here as quick and soon as possible. I can't allow it to be stopped one more time.

-Selene: "You took your time."
-Y/n: "Those people are really annoying, trust me."
-Selene: "Where do you want to go little sister?"
-Y/n: "I don't care."
-Selene: "Have you heard about Asgard?"
-Y/n: "Yes, it got destroyed."
-Selene: "Some say that Hela is still alive. Should we pay her a visit? We still have some business to do with her."
-Y/n: "I don't want to do anything with her anymore. Let's just go somewhere else."
-Selene: "Too late."

She grabs my arm and pulls me into her spaceship. She doesn't react on my question about my own spaceship. I haven't missed her at all. Selene starts it and we fly into space.

— Loki's POV —

It's been a whole week since Y/n went away with her sister. I'm in my dorm, reading. Th then someone knocked at my door. I laid my book away and went to the door. When I opened it up I saw Y/n standing right in front of me. She comes closer and starts to kiss me on the lips.

-Loki: "I thought it's a one-time-thing between us.", I said as I pushed her softly away on her waist.
-Y/n: "I want you Loki. Now.", she starts to kiss me but I had to push her away again.
-Loki: "Do they know that you're here?"
-Y/n: "No, just you.", she again tried to kiss me but i blocked it.
-Loki: "Why haven't you told them that you're back?", she rolled with her eyes.
-Y/n: "I'm such an idiot. You don't want me. It was a mistake to come here, I'm sorry.", she wanted to go but I grab her at her wrist and pull her back to me.
-Loki: "You could never imagine how much I desire you."

I kiss her neck and she starts to moan quietly in my ear. How much I love that. I lift her up and she puts her legs around my waist. In the same moment I push her against the nearest surface I could find. I start to undress her and to kiss her collarbone as soon as it was free from her clothes. She puts her hands on my head and pushes me even more onto her. Silent moans escape her mouth and it turns me on so much.

I had to let her down for a short amount of time because I had to undress myself. As much as I would love to see her struggling to undress me, I just want her and I'm not patient enough for this at the moment. While I undressed myself she did the same with herself. I think that she can't wait any longer too.

-Y/n: "Fuck! I don't have a condom."
-Loki: "It's fine, I'll pull out, just trust me."

She nods. I grab her tights and lift her up again. Her back is against the wall of my room. I slowly put it inside of her. When I was completely filling her up I came back to her neck and started, while I was moving with my hip, to kiss and suck it. Her moans get louder.

Suddenly someone knocked at my door and I woke up from my dream. As I look down I see a bulge.

-Loki: "Who is it?", I scream, hoping that whoever it is does not want to come inside.
-Thor: "It's me, Thor."
-Loki: "What do you want? Aren't you busy with recreating your image?"
-Thor: "I just wanted to see how you are."
-Loki: "Why?"
-Thor: "Brother, I know Y/n meant something to you."
-Loki: "She didn't mean anything to me and I'm fine, just leave."

I can just hear a silent 'alright' and then footsteps.

-Y/n: "You should stop to make an illusion of me.", the illusion I formed of her said to me.
-Loki: "I know."
-Y/n: "I would've never come to you for a second time, you know that."
-Loki: "It would be Steve, wouldn't it?"
-Y/n: "You don't know that. I can just say the things that you make up in your head."
-Loki: "You were right, I should stop with this."

I make her illusion disappear. I need to get her off my mind. I grab some paper and a pen and begin to write.