Forbidden Love [Loki x reader] (Part 1)

Chapter 18 - 3 days

— 3rd person view —

It's been 3 days since they brought Y/n back to Earth. Her temperature got down to normal again, thank goodness. The Avengers are still tensed, because since the Easiks attacked them, there were no other signs of attackings. Loki got a little bit more involved in everything, but not too much because they still can't trust him, but that doesn't bother him. Like that he has the chance to watch Y/n sometimes and make sure that she's okay.

-Steve: "There should have been at least one attack since the last one.", they are all sitting together, except for Loki of course.
-Tony: "Maybe they just tried to make us think like that. Maybe there isn't an army of Thanos who want revenge."
-Natasha: "We still should be prepared."

— your POV —

I slowly woke up, having a really painful headache. The lights were burning in my eyes and I felt totally powerless. I heard how a page of a book was turned over and as I looked that way I saw Loki, sitting on a chair and reading. I had to watch him, even if it was just for some seconds. Seeing him like this, all calm and kinda gentle is something new to me.

-Y/n: "How- how did you find me?", I said, my voice being totally hoarse.
-Loki: "You told me, remember?", he said while closing his book.
-Y/n: "Honestly i don't want to remember.", it hurts talking.
-Loki: "How are you feeling?", he leans forward on that chair, his blue eyes staring at me.
-Y/n: "Weak.", I suddenly feel like I can tell him such things.
-Loki: "I should get the others.", he stands up and is ready to leave.
-Y/n: "No, please.", I start to sweat a lot, because it is getting very hot.
-Loki: "Are you alright?"
-Y/n: "I'm very hot, could you take off the blanket?"

He actually did it. I never thought that the god of mischief would do something nice in his life. But even after he removed the blanket it feels like it gets hotter with every second.

-Loki: "Is it better now?"
-Y/n: "No...", I feel like I'm going to get unconscious again.
-Loki: "This is going to be uncomfortable.", he said after sighing.

I look at him with a questioning expression on my face, but he didn't care. Suddenly his skin turns blue and his eyes red. He lays beside me in the bed and the coldness of his body is cooling me down. It feels like I can breath again. Then I started to explore his hand, but he pulled it away, as if it would be embarrassing for him. Then I feel like I'm very tired, so I lay my head against Loki's chest and close my eyes.

— Loki's POV —

I think she fell asleep and I don't dare to move not a bit. I'm relieved that she woke up, more than I think I should be. Then Tony and Steve are coming inside the room. They didn't even look at me. That's how disgusting I am, when not even people, who fought against many aliens, can't look at me.

-Steve: "She woke up?", he asked, facing a wall.
-Loki: "She did."
-Tony: "See, I told you that it was a bad idea to leave him alone with her.", he spoke to Steve and then turned to me, "Why didn't you get one of us?"
-Loki: "She didn't want to. Besides I had to cool her down, again."
-Tony: "Now he's trying to play the nice guy.", he let out a sarcastic laughter.
-Y/n: "At least he tries.", she woke up and Steve and Tony are looking at her.
-Steve: "How are you feeling?", he sits on the chair I was sitting on before.
-Y/n: "Better.", her answers were cold again and different then the ones I got earlier.
-Tony: "What happened?", he urged her.
-Y/n: "It was just a distraction, the attack from the Easiks.", she coughed.
-Steve: "So you think that there is no army that want revenge?"
-Y/n: "I don't know. We can never know, but we can be prepared.", it's like another person is talking right now.
-Tony: "You should spare your voice.", he said after sighing.

Then both, Steve and Tony, leave the room and leave us alone again. I stand up from the bed and turn myself back to normal. I could feel her eyes on me, but I don't know if she is disgusted by me or if she wants to know more. Probably the first one. I can imagine this the most since everyone hates it.

-Y/n: "When I'm strong again, will you train with me?", she asked me in the same coldness as she spoke to the others. It feels like we're strangers, but that's what we are.
-Loki: "It would be my pleasure and the next time I'll win.", I say with a fake smile on my face and leave the room.
-Y/n: "We'll see.", I hear her saying right before I closed the door.