Forbidden Love [Loki x reader] (Part 1)

Chapter 21 - yesterday

— your POV —

It's the next morning and I'm on my way to get some food. I didn't sleep, but that's nothing new.

-Loki: "Y/n, can we talk about what happened yesterday?", he comes from behind and walks now beside me.
-Y/n: "Look, whatever happened, I was drunk and I'm very relieved that I woke up in my own bed, all alone.", I lie.
-Loki: "You don't remember, do you?"
-Y/n: "Did we sleep with each other? Did I do anything wrong? Anything embarrassing?"
-Loki: "No.", he said it in a soft voice and I could feel how my coldness is breaking him a bit.
-Y/n: "And about what would you like to talk to me then?"
-Loki: "I actually wanted to ask you if I did anything while I was drunk yesterday.", he lies.
-Y/n: "Well, not that I know but I guess we're going to find out when we step through that door."

We reached the dining room. I took a deep breath because I know exactly which question are about to come up. Then I open the door and we go inside the dining room. Everyone says ‚good morning' as we step inside and their eyes are all on us. I hate this feeling. I grab something to eat and sit down by the table.

-Natasha: "Had fun last night?", she said with a smile on her face.
-Y/n: "Oh yeah. I hate to admit it but the party yesterday was pretty nice."
-Wanda: "Where did you two disappear? We didn't saw you after a while anymore."
-Y/n: "I wanted to grab some fresh air, I don't know what Loki did."
-Loki: "I wanted to sleep."
-Natasha: "You're really bad at lying."
-Y/n: "Am I? You could ask Steve if you don't believe me.", I feel Loki's eyes on me as soon as I say Steve's name.
-Steve: "Since when are you calling me after my name?", he comes inside the dining room, with a white T-Shirt that I can almost see through.
-Y/n: "Don't get used to it, Captain.", he had to let out a little laughter and shake his head.
-Natasha: "Is it true that Y/n just wanted to grab some fresh air when she disappeared from the party?"
-Steve: "Yes. Now let her be."
-Y/n: "Thanks."

Natasha just rolled with her eyes and Wanda pulled her eyebrows up. Steve sat beside me and started to eat his breakfast.

-Y/n: "So, what are we doing today?"
-Natasha: "We could go shopping."
-Y/n: "Urgh, anything else?"
-Tony: "Actually that wouldn't be too bad. I wanted to invite you to have dinner with me and Pepper.", he said as he came inside.
-Y/n: "Why's that?"
-Tony: "She wants to meet you."
-Y/n: "No thank you. Loki, you, me, training, later?"
-Loki: "Alright."

I stand up and leave the room. While I walked towards my room I walk past Thor, who insisted on talking to me.

-Y/n: "You can be glad that I have some time right now. What is it?"
-Thor: "You make him happy."
-Y/n: "Who?"
-Thor: "Loki. He smiled in the last few days more than in his thousand years that he's alive."
-Y/n: "Oh please, you're just imagining something. Was that everything?"

He smiles and nods at the same time. I walk away to my dorm to change my clothes. When I did that I was on my way to Loki's dorm to get him. I just walked inside without knocking or anything.

-Y/n: "Are you read-", as I look up I see him standing in front of me without a shirt on. I couldn't take my eyes off of him.
-Loki: "Give me a minute.", he walks past me, because he had to go to the bathroom and I don't know why but it felt like he was extra slow.
-Y/n: "I'm waiting outside.", I say after he disappeared in the bathroom.

As I go outside and close the door I had to breath correctly again. Why the hell am I reacting like this? I shook the picture I had of him in my mind away and concentrated on the training. Then he finally came out and we headed to the trainings room without talking.

We had another fight, since he can't except that I've won all those times. He attacked me but I was quick enough to throw him on the ground. Then he suddenly grabbed my leg and I also fell down. He got on top of me and was holding my hands next to my head. We looked at each other for a bit but then I could free myself and we changed positions, so that I am now on top of him.