Lucifer Imagines

If I Don't Come Back

Dear Lucifer,

I'm sitting on this plane, on my way to LA, it's so beautiful over this part of the ocean. Anyway, that's aside from the point, I was sitting here and thinking, there are so many things I haven't told you. 

So many little words that I could have said to let you know what was going on in my head when you could never pull it from me. There are so many things... and then it occurred to me that there is a chance that I won't make it off this plane tonight... (I mean, unlikely but still) 

And I thought, if I were to die tonight you would never know what I was thinking and I just wanted to write in case it does end here. With the chance of death, there's nothing to lose, so here I go...

I want to move over to LA, I want to annoy you by always hanging around the bar and begging you to let me stay the night because my 'annoying aunt' who doesn't exist is at my place. I want to drink spiked hot chocolate and watch some cheesy movie about the devil in which you complain about all the way through but actually love. 

Overall, I want to be with you... are you getting the message? I want to sit in your lap randomly, I want to surprise you with dinner when you get back from a murder case which you will then tell me about in grotesque detail and I won't eat anyway.

I want to love you as much as I think I can, as much as you deserve because no matter what you think, you are a good person and you are deserving of love. 

Just please for the hate of your father, let it come from me...

Anyway, it's unlikely you'll be receiving this considering we're going to be landing in half an hour and if I make it to land safely I will be ripping this up and burning it so you never see it... ever. And just continue to hope that one day you'll confess for me. 

So, I love you if you're reading this or I did... 

Love from,

Y/N

P.s, please make sure my body is used for science and that I am burned after that. 

Lucifer cried as he read over your letter, his heart so full of hope and love but deflated quickly by the guilt. His lip trembled and thanked the hell below that he was in a practically empty room so no one could see his reaction, so no one could see that you broke him. 

If he only he hadn't asked you to come over to LA if only he wasn't just as desperate to be around you as you were around him because then none of this would have happened. All he could do was blame himself for what he had caused. 

He also blamed emotions for they got in the way of everything good, pushing the limits of good and bad, they were too risking to have. 

"How dare I love someone." Lucifer cursed. "How dare I be allowed to care for someone for I am the devil, I don't deserve love." He growled. "Accept I do..." He softens. "Because she said it right here." Lucifer waved the piece of paper around. 

"Luci..." You groan, clenching your eyes shut and opening them again as you adjust to being awake. "What happened?" You begin to panic spying all of the machinery you were hooked up to. 

"Y/n!" He raced to your side, your voice heavenly to him now that he had thought he wouldn't hear it again. "Your awake, you're actually awake." He takes your hand in his own, squeezing it tight. "You were in a plane crash... we didn't think you were going to make it." Lucifer gulped, your finger brushing against his lips as he rested your skin against them to make sure you were actually there. 

"Is that my..." You nod to your letter, not having the strength to speak much. 

"Yeah." Lucifer nods. You cringe.

"I'm sorry." You struggle to whisper. 
"I want all of those things too." Lucifer blurts before briefly removing the oxygen mask over your mouth to peck your lips. "I want those things too." He states again reassuring you. "Now rest." He strokes your hair, pressing a kiss to your temple. 4

"Rest so you can come home." 

Thank you so much for reading. Just a short one this week. I hope you're enjoying. 

LIFELINE (A JAMES CONRAD LOVE STORY) IS IN EDITING STAGES, GO CHECK IT OUT, ONLY IF YOU WANT TO.

I HOPE YOUR DAY/NIGHT IS SUPER AMAZING. 

~BREI