Lucifer Imagines

I'm going Insane

"I hate everything about you." You mumble. That isn't true of course. You thought to yourself.

"We both know that's a lie darling." His brown eyes bore into yours, you realized perhaps this was more of a question than a statement. He wasn't sure.

"Do we?" You used this against him. "Because I know I'm telling the truth... do you know it?"
"Look darling as much as I enjoy your games... I can't do this anymore." Lucifer admits, letting down his walls and shocking you from your core.

"W-what?"
"I can't play your games anymore, I need to know, do you actually hate me?" He questions and only at this moment did you take in the smell of alcohol on his breath, his dishevelled hair and lack of a cuff link.

This was your opportunity, if you wanted him to leave you alone, this was the moment to tell him you hated him... top to toe, inside out.

"I hate you." These words were true enough, just not as he thought them to be.
"Then I give up darling, I will love you for the eternity of my existence and that will never change but I can't do this anymore, there's too much... pain."

You couldn't handle it anymore, his walls seemed to crumble into yours, leaving them both at your feet. You closed your eyes tight, taking a deep breath.

"I hate you because I love you." You blurt out, admitting, after so long of not telling anyone, that you actually loved him.

With a lack of a response you opened your eyes to find that he no longer stood in front of you, instead, you were left alone in your apartment, your words having fallen upon deaf ears. Your head hangs as you realize you were too late.

Until you heart the smallest breath behind you, you whip around finding Lucifer standing a foot away from you, he tried his best to smirk but failed as the emotions, he swore he could never have, caused his lips to tremble.

"I think I'm going insane." He whispers.
"What?"
"You just said... you love me, I'm going insane, I'm going insane, I'm going insane." You furrowed your eyebrows at the way he repeated himself, hitting his forehead as he tries to snap himself out of his daze. "Get out, stop it, stop it, I don't want to see this anymore." He threw himself around, slamming against walls and smashing through windows.

"Lucifer Morningstar, I love you!" You shout, silencing him. He stares at you, hesitating for only a moments time before storming up to you and kissing.

As soon as you kissed him back, your arms wrapping around his neck he knew that what he was seeing, feeling and, most importantly, hearing was real. It was all real. He let his arms squeeze the life out of you, lifting you off the floor as he refused to let this feeling go.

For so long he had thought you hated him, he thought you couldn't stand to be around him and that he was going to have to watch you from a distance forever. He was so wrong.

"Finally, my darling." He whispers as you pull away, holding your head against his chest. "Finally, your mine." 

Thank you for reading! Just a short one tonight as life is a little insane (ba dum tsss) 

I hope your day/night is fire!

~Brei