R.I.P. Freedom
Saturday - Sunday
I immediately decided to unpublish my entry for the day of English Fest.
And then I posted this in my Facebook account,
"My life is an open book. But I don't write for people. I write for myself. Most of my readers read my stories to feed their curiousity, not because they care enough to know what's really happening within me. I'm always misunderstood. But I can't blame them the fact that I hate explaining. Now, I'm desperate to have a world of my own. Which I can visit from time to time. To have privacy with my own thoughts. For me to pour out my feelings. I want to be free. Yet right now, I am my own prisoner. And sooner or later, WRITING - can be my own destruction."
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Ang tindi ni Ella, pati siya bumati,
Ella: "Good morning ate. :) kakabasa ko lang po ng text mo. Happy seben."
Me: " Haha. Nauna ka pang bumati. Goodmorning~ How's ur debate?"
Ella: "Ako jowa mo e. Hahaha. Nanalo kami ate. Lahat ng boto ng judge sa amin. :)"
Me: "Nice one!!!! Apir! Galing galing."
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Along with my post, I was tagged with EJ's greeting because today is 7,
"Love is only a word until someone arrives and give it meaning. Happy 61st month my love. :) Araw-araw Valentines day kapag ikaw ang kapiling. (y) I love You~"
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In my Messenger was a message from T. Kristoff. Asking me to text Riza and Elsha the time and place of our meet-up.
"2 pm sa guada jollibee
- t. Kristoff"
Nobody replied but I think it was understood. I have also seen posts and messages from Jana and Kristin how excited they are for later, "Hi cher! Excited na po ako mamaya! Hihihi." Nag message pa nga si Bryan asking kung kasama ako. But I was too lazy to reply.
Wala naman akong masyadong nagawa bago ako umalis. I was just busy thinking of what had just happened and what I should do next. Ang daming nangyayari. I guess I am tired of everything. So, once again I drifted myself to sleep.
As if the Messenger reminder wasn't enough, Kristoff sent me an SMS.
Kristoff: "2pm ah. D na daw makakasama c riza. Mgulo as ever."
Me: "Yep. Kagigising ko lang ulit. See you!"
Past 1:00 PM
Kristoff: "San ka na?"
Me: "Nagbibihis. :D"
Kristoff: "Hala sya oh? Pateros na nga ako oh!"
Me: "Sorreeee. Paalis na po."
Kristoff: "Haha."
I wore my black wedge heels para naman kahit papaano, tumangkad ako. Nakakahiya yung height ko sa mga estudyante ko. Parang classmates ko lang sila. -_-
I rode a jeep to C5 - tricycle to Petron along BCDA Diego Silang - jeep to Guadalupe. Pagbaba ko, may kumalabit sakin.. It was T. Elsha. At dahil mainit, nakipayong ako sa kanya since may dala siyang payong.
Pumasok kami sa Jollibee, nakita ko naman agad si Kristoff pagtalikod ko. Alam ko naman papuntang Star City pero ayoko din namang masisi kapag na hassle kami. We settled in riding a taxi, tutal tatlo naman kami. Nagkasundo kasi na mag commute na lang kami umuwi instead na maki hitch kila Jana. Ewan. Siguro ayaw nilang makipagplastikan. Okay lang naman sakin kahit ano. Wala naman akong pakealam.
