New World Discovered
Friday
Nagsend pala ng message sakin si Bubb last night. It was sent past 11PM kaya ngayon ko na lang din nabasa. And my world fell apart.
Bubb: "Happy together ata kayo kanina. And why did you mention his name in one of your entry? Hala ka."
Nung nabasa ko 'to, it was really a bad news for me. I know I have ghost readers out there. I kept on monitoring the number of my reads in my entries. In my horror, it kept on increasing. I just hope that these readers don't know me and the people I mentioned and will further mention here in person.
Note: If you're reading this. Please don't follow me. And as early as now, pakitigil na po ang pagbasa ng mga kalokohan ko. Parang awa mo na po. :D Wala ka po mapupulot sa mga pinagsususulat ko dito, maliban na lang kung tsismoso/tsismosa kang tao or you're one of the bad guys at gusto mong malaman ang bawat detalye sa buhay ko at buhay ng mga nakapaligid saking tao kilala mo man o hindi. Ahhhhh!!! Kaines! Uh ok. Joke lang. Pero anak ng tofu. Kung kilala mo man ako at nadiskubre mo tong bagong account ko, quiet ka na lang huh? Nakikiusap ako sa'yo. Nagmamakaawa. (Imagine me kneeling to asking you a favor of keeping this world - my world - as a secret.)
So this morning, I immediately replied to Bubb:
Me: "What entry? In what entry Bubb? Are you telling me you found out my new account?"
Paano naman kasi. I have never mentioned Resty in my old account. Dito lang, sa bago. I thought I could run away from my nightmare. Kala ko maaachieve ko na yung freedom. Dang it!
Sometimes I wish I know nothing.
Bubb: "Is it a new account? I didn't notice. kka install ko lang ulit ng wattpad and I search for mapurul abrilata-- 2 yung lumabas. Yung Apriliography nga. I thought it was a new book. Buti nlng nareceived ko tong text mo, I was ready to scold you for dropping names in the entry I was included. I didn't notice Shigatsu as the author. And I was quite alarmed kasi nga you dropped names! I knew some of your readers, involved pa sila sa mga entries mo. And we dont even know kung meron pang nagbabasa jan na di mo follower."
Me: "I see. Dont read the new one bubb. Delete it. Im going to change my account name. Please. Ikaw lang naman may alam na may bago akong account."
Bubb: "I'm not judging you. At ako pa ba yung hindi open minded? Naman.
And to be honest, Im just protecting me. Selfish eh. My bad. Didnt know it was a new account. But just to remind you, when you search mapurul, lumalabas yang new account mo. Sorry. involve ako eh. Nagko confide ako sayo eh. Kasi hindi ko pa kayang harapin yang nga tao. kinukwento ko sayo. I don't want to be understood. Gusto ko lang din huminga. Gusto ko lang ding may mapaglabasan."
Me: "I know. But still. I'm grateful you told me."
Bubb: "*I dont want to be misunderstood."
Me: "Don't read pa rin."
Bubb: "Okay."
Me: "I know bubb. Im sorry. Ill change it later. As soon as possible."
Bubb: "I'll uninstall the app again."
Me: "Why? Just delete my story. I'm bothered. I'm sorry Bubb. Binago ko na. Bubb, galit ka ba? Bubb?"
Bubb: "Yup? Been busy. slr. Hindi ako galit. :)"
Me: "Try mo nga reasearch ulit. Pa check kung lalabas ulit. Badtrip. Naedit pala din dun sa iphone ko. Kala ko kasi di nag sync. -_- I mean, same thing. Research mapurul abrilata. Tapos check kung lalabas pa yung shigatsu no hibi."
