Blood And Tears

Kabanata 7

SHIVA

I put dark red lipstick on my bow-shaped lips, and I noticed the cheerfulness in my face, glowing skin, and my under eyes are seemingly promising.

I was too vibrant this day that I can even put the world in my hands. I do have a good sleep last night and put my realm into a good mood. 

"Celeste, suklayin mo nga ang buhok ko," I ordered and stared at Celeste's reflection in the mirror.

She's standing in the corner of my room, boringly wearing her usual attire. A black oversize shirt tuck into her high waist denim skirt and of course! she still has her sneakers.

And her wavy hair falls from her back with little messy strands into her gloomy face, but there's something new to her that I couldn't point of.

As if she has a good sleep rather than my peaceful night.

She looks like a blooming flower, or better to say that she received an afterglow.

Celeste hovered in my direction without any objections and took my brushes. I arched my brow when she started brushing my hair.

"Do you sleep well?" I asked curiously, and her facial expressions are one of my hated things about her.

She hides a thousand feelings, and I can't even read her book.

She's not an emotionless woman, yet I can't predict her feelings, thoughts, and whatever she hides from her bright eyes.

Celeste managed to uphold and control her emotions at iyon ang higit kong kina iinis, na kahit iniinis at pinipiga ko ng sumabog siya ay nagagawa pa rin niyang maging kalmado.

"Bakit hindi ka makasagot?" inis kong tanong at ayoko na makita na mas kumikinang ang mukha niya na para bang may nangyaring maganda kagabi.

And I really hate her when she didn't even spill a single word at mas pinili niya lang na tignan ako sa mga mata mula sa salamin habang sinusuklay niya ang buhok ko.

"Oh! I see... did you have sex last night?" tanong ko sabay taas ng kilay, hindi man lang siya natigilan sa ginagawa at nanatili ang ekspresyon ng mukha niya.

"Don't be shy if you have a sex last night." an afterglow sex is evident in her doll face and whoever she slept with, sigurado ako na pinagsawaan lang siya kapalit ng maliit na halaga.

"Well, after all, I don't fucking care. Just want to remind you na huwag kang mag uuwi ng nakakahawang sakit cause I don't want to be infected by your eeewwy virus." inis kong tinabig ang kamay niya at nahulog ang brush sa sahig.

"What a poor and low class woman. Tss!" I mock, and her hand freezes in the air.

She didn't even bother to take off her glance at me. Pinulot niya na lang ang nalaglag na suklay at maingat na inilapag iyon sa harapan ko.

"Anything you need?" she asked casually and I sighed.

"Get your face out of my sight. Nakaka-asiwa ang pag mumukha mo. Too boring! Ugh!" sabay tayo ko.

Lumangingit pa nga ang upuan dahil sa bigat ng paa ko ng harapin ko si Celeste. Naiinis ako na makita siya. I can't even understand why I have this goosebumps everytime I look at her.

She's like my reflection. No! Never! No one can ever replicate the one and only Shiva, no one and not this whore!

"Alis!" sabay tabig ko sa balikat niya ng lagpasan ko ito.

Diretso kong tinungo ang cabinet ko para kumuha ng masusuot.

I'm going to watch a show this day, a plan I created for this week is to sue those unfaithful puppet we put into their position.