Yow, my navies!
Yeah obviously, this is an author’s note haha.
Who were dissapointed with the ending? Or with the whole novel? Raised your right legs. HAHAHAHAH! The story isn’t really beautiful, right? For you, but for me it is. Kung nahirapan ako noon sa pagsusulat ng Loving Her Rudeness ay mas nahirapan ako sa isang ‘to. This wasn’t really planned. Yes, it’s not.
Just like Loving Her Rudeness, this story had no proper plot at all. Kung sa storyang iyon ay kumuha lang ako ng notebook, at nagtuloy-tuloy na. Ito naman dumaan lang sa isipan ko, but kitams? Nasa author’s note na ako haha. Unexpected as always.
The real struggle here was Ayshia’s personality. Ang hirap niyang i-handle. Pareho kaming tahimik dalawa, but she’s far different from me. Parang naging new version ko siya in a more complicated way. And the modules! Geez, may times na matutulala na lang ako kasi hindi ko na alam ang susunod kong isusulat, but this dream and talent of mine had chosen me and I held unto that. Kaya kahit sabog ako sa module ko na umabot pa noong time na nagkasakit ako ay patuloy pa rin ang daloy ng kuwento. Hindi natigil kasi ibinigay rin sa akin ng Diyos ‘to. I am not gonna waste such opportunity.
And I had so many realizations while writing this. The thoughts of Ayshia and some of her questions was really my question. Ako iyong tipo ng tao na maraming tanong. My mouth is shut, but my thoughts screams thousands of phrases.
And I’m really sorry sa nasaktan ko sa ending. It was really the plan all along. Hindi ko naman puwedeng baguhin kasi hindi naman ako baliw para gawin silang mag-jowa kung magpinsan sila. I am not into incest. And it was really meant to happen kasi ayaw ko ring mamatay si Ayshia. I had to choose at saka, halata naman sa title ng story e huhu. At saka hindi lang kayo ang nasaktan ‘no. Umiyak kaya ako ng mga one percent huhu.
I am very much overwhelmed that you read this. Thank you.
Kung may nais kayong itanong ay mag-kumento kayo. I am not going to bite, nor eat you alive. Hindi naman ako cannibalism amp haha.
Thank you! Thank you so much! I hope you enjoy reading this. God bless you all.
To God Be All The Glory.
All Rights Reserved.
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