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Push and Pull Feelings (ILLUMI ZOLDYCK X READER)

Top!Illumi (idk if theres smut lol)

title was too long the normal one says Push and Pull Feelings (ILLUMI ZOLDYCK X READER) with Special Oneshots and Comfort

Author: YourLocalWeebWriterAEST (on ao3)

illumi kinda out of character but thats ok

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You are a young Nen user who just happened to have a family close to the Zoldycks. You travel to Kukuroo Mountain where they live as told by your parents.
You get to the said location and there you stood in front of the Testing Gate.

> You take a deep breath.
You take a deep breath and exhale, ready for whatever is going to come next.

> You move forward and place your hands on the gate.

"I guess I'll have to open it myself." You whisper.
You push and manage to unlock three gates with ease.
You enter the place and you see a path leading into the forest. You remembered that you have to climb up to Kukuroo Mountain yourself. After all, you have visited this place long before when you were younger.
You see a single guard at the base of the stairs. Probably there to keep the path safe.

> You say "Hello Zebro-san!"
You call out to the guard and then he turns to you and smiles.
"Y/N-sama! It has been a long time since you've visited us. I am here to accompany you to your hike," the old Zebro explained, smiling.
You nod and started to walk up the mountain along with Zebro.
"The last three candidates have failed their test. They couldn't even climb a mountain without getting exhausted, let alone fend off beasts, the butlers, or other dangers that may be lurking on the way," Zebro stated.

> You say "Candidates? What is the purpose of this visit Zebro? My parents wouldn't tell me."
"Aaah, that is a long and interesting story Y/N-sama. But let's not discuss it now. You must be tired after your flight. We will continue this chat another day."

> You say "I see. Ah, the resting house is up ahead. Let us continue walking."

Zebro nods and approach the cottage with you.
Zebro helped you settle your belongings and after a while of resting you decide to go up the rooftop.

> You say "Alas, I still have no idea what I'm here for..."
"Your talents have not been fully discovered yet, but I know what you can do." Zebro says, looking at you with expectation.

> You say "Zebro, it's late. I will stay up here just for a little longer. You should rest. Thank you for the encouragement."

You close your eyes and feel the cold breeze that surrounds you. Suddenly, you feel as if like someone's watching you.
You turn to see what or who it was but the figure was fast and disappeared into the trees. With your senses, you can only tell that it's a human, a male human at that. You shrug it off as your mind playing tricks on you.
But your brain also suggest that it can only be one person. You felt that presence before, when you were young. You know it belonged to Illumi Zoldyck.
He's watching you. You know it. Probably because your parents told him to do so. But you ignored it. You don't need to know why, you told yourself. It doesn't matter. That's not the purpose of you coming here, at least you hoped not.
The night grew darker and you yourself started to get sleepy. You decide to go back to your room and take some rest.
Morning comes and you're awake early. You fixed yourself up and head out to look for Zebro.
You find Zebro making a cup of coffee, he asks if you want one but you decline. You swear on yourself not to take caffeine.
"Well, you're awake early. How did you sleep?" Zebro asks.
"Fine." You remark.

> You say "Let's continue our hike. I don't want to waste time."
"Of course Y/N-sama."
You look around and the two of you begin to walk up the trail, but you continue to feel as if you're being watched. But you ignore it.
You walk for another hour until you finally reach a small gate. It's guarded by this young girl named Canary.
Canary was already notified of your arrival so she let you pass easily. Zebro then bid goodbye and handed you over to the young girl.
You stayed silent during your little journey with her. After all you didn't like talking none sense to anyone. You only talk if you feel the need to.
It's already almost dark again but you two manage to get to the entrance of the Zoldyck's manor.
There was someone at the door, it was Gotoh, the head butler of the mansion. He gave you a bow before asking Canary to leave.
"I will be taking her from here, good evening."
"Very well, Gotoh-san." Canary replies.