mafia daddy: Kim namjoon ff

chapter 43

Mai pov
(Play de javu by olivia)

The day before namjoons wedding.

I went upstairs to namjoons company office, I had my people to stalk him if he was there.

I went up to his door and opened it widely.

He then looked up at me, he must have thought I was his "y/n."

He stood up a bit surprised to see me here.

I walked up to his face and kissed him and he didn't kiss back and pushed me.

I then slapped his face as soon as our lips parted.

He looked at me back pissed, tears fell down my eyes. I'm so sick.

"What the hell was that?" He asked me annoyance in his tone.

"Did you feel something?" I asked him.

"Yeah, pain on my cheeks." He told me.

"The kiss?" I asked him directly.

He looked at me straight and firm.

"Nothing." He said tilting his head smiling.

The smile that would made you annoyed.

"Nothing? You felt nothing?!" I said yelling at him.

"What did you expect? Me kissing you back?" He asked me sarcastically.

I held my fists up crying already.

"Your crying?" He looked at me confused.

"I thought you loved me?" I looked at him crying.

"Loved, past tense." He said walking past me about to go out to his office I assumed.

I stood there dumbfounded, in tears.

"So did you tell her?" I said tears in my eyes.

I heard his footsteps stop making me smirk.

"Did you tell her, everytime she stared at you. 'enjoy starring?' or 'am I that good looking?' "
I turned around looking at him.

"When are you going to tell her? That we did that too." I smiled in my tears.

"She doesn't need to know my disgusting past with you." He said with a garfield stare.

"But those words belong to me." I said giving him a painful smile. "Do you tell her to call you daddy, when your horny as well?"

"Stop it." He said pissed.

"Then tell me!?" I yelled at him

"Why didn't you come for me when I left you? Why didn't you convince me to stay when lee min ho swept me off my feet?" I said crying for reasons.

"You suddenly come here out of the blue, kiss me and then slap me, and then cry infront of me and ask me the dumbest question in the-"

"Just answer me!" I yelled at him, cutting him off.

"You really want to know why?" He asked me smirking.

"Yes." I nodded desperate for an answer.

"It's because..." He started all my attention on him " its because I didn't want you to have a hard time. If you were finding happiness with him then be with him, if you enjoyed your moments with him then go to him. 
I loved you truly, so I didn't want to give you a hard time. If that what makes you happy then go, I let you go there and then mai."

Tears fell down, I've lost someone who really loved me.

I was so focused on what made me happy, I forgot my real family.

"You've had your answer now go." He told me. "I need to see my fiancé." He told me nothing but pity in his eyes.

I left the place full of sadness and disappointment..

Lee heiji... You are so dead when I get my hands on you tomorrow.

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To be continued