are we meant to be?

part 68

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i cut him off by kissing him with force...

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josh: jump

i do as he says and wrap my legs around d his waist as we continue to make out. he squeezes my ass
which i was not expecting. it caused my lips to part and he took the opportunity to shove his tongue i. my mouth. god i missed this. a moment later i'm left in just my underwear while josh is just in his boxers. he has me pinned to the huge beanbag as he slowly grinds on me. that's the fuckboy part of josh that i know and love. he loves to dominate me and knows i love it when he does it. while attacking my neck and chest with his lips, i didn't even realize he took my underwear off. he makes his was down to the place i need him most, and starts gently touching my sensitive clit with his tongue.

you: shit!

we are both really needy since he hasn't fucked me in forever. he gives up on trying to please me and quickly discards of his boxers. josh leans close to me gripping onto my neck firmly. not enough to actually hurt me but just enough to restrict my breathing a bit and drive me insane.

josh: beg for it babygirl

i hate him in this very moment. he's gonna make me beg? i squirm a bit, rubbing my legs together trying to get some friction and pleasure out of it. josh places his free hand on my leg to stop me from moving.

josh: i'll fuck you. but you've gotta beg for it princess

i whine a bit.

you: p- please fuck me j
josh: that's not begging
you: f- fuck me so hard i won't be able to walk for a week.
josh: better but not good enough.
you: i- i want you inside of me- going as hard as you can

i hate talking like this but josh loves to hear me say it.

josh: there ya go

he kisses me then lines himself up. before i know it- he's inside of me going at a speed i never thought he could. i'm practically screaming and he's groaning loud. it didn't take long for me to cum. same with josh. i went to grab his sweatshirt to put on but he had other plans.

josh: you don't need that yet

i smile as he kisses me again. we go two more rounds and now i'm fucking exhausted.

josh: can you take one more?
you: i- i don't know. m- maybe
josh: ok. come here

he lays down and guides me towards him. i thought he wanted me to ride him but instead he guides me to his face. josh wraps his arms up around my legs pulling me down onto him as his lips latch around my clit, softly sucking.

you: oh- j- josh!

once i start to get a little sore there, he moves down a little, slipping his tongue inside of me and moving it in figure eights.

you: th- th- that feels r- really g- good

josh pushes his tongue in as far as it would go, pushing me over the edge. i release into his mouth making him smirk. once i calm down from my high my legs are shaking so josh moves me so i'm sitting on his stomach. i feel my legs start to shake more as i squirt all over my boyfriends chiseled abs. i have never done that before. that's so embarrassing.

you: i- i- i'm sorry
josh: are you kidding? that was hot as fuck

he shifts me off his lap grabbing his plain t-shirt to wipe up his stomach. he then helps me out my underwear and his clothes on. josh puts on his boxers and lays on the beanbag laying me on top of him. i start the movie and we each drink a bottle of water. once we get to the little boring part, we start to talk.

josh: one day- not anytime soon- but one day i'm gonna marry you
you: oh really? *laughs
josh: mhm

he places a small kiss in my neck.

josh: i think about our future a lot actually. even when we weren't together
you: what do you think our lives would be like?
josh: i have it all planned out baby *laughs
you: enlighten me

a genuine smile crosses his face as he shifts in his position that way he can look at me.

josh: well for starters. i'll propose in a few years. we'll be engaged for another couple years before we get married. then we'll probably live in an apartment or something until i finish building your dream house.
you: you don't know how to build a house j *laughs
josh: i'll learn. *laughs* um then once it's done we'll have our first baby.
you: first? *laughs
josh: yes. first of 3. 2 boys and one girl.

he remembers me telling him that long a long time ago. wow.

josh: we'd probably have our second kid maybe 3 years later? while your pregnant with that one, i'm gonna build an ice rink in the backyard for the winter.

josh has always loved hockey. he played for the longest time.

josh: once our first kid is old enough to walk, i'll teach them how to skate. and then i'll do the same with the other 2.

i smile. he really does have everything planned out.

josh: for holidays we will have my family and both of your families over. and all our friends. when we're old and wrinkly-

i laugh.

josh: we will have rocking chairs on our porch. we will sit in them all day watching our beautiful grandkids play games in the yard.

i smile at the thought of it all.

you: that life- it sounds absolutely perfect josh
josh: i mean that's how i always pictured it. it would be our life so you'd obviously have a say in it
you: eh. everything you said sounded amazing. i wouldn't wanna change a thing

i softly press my lips to his before we finish watching the movie.

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