are we meant to be?

part 71

shopping with josh is one of the WORST things ever. he wants to stop and look at everything. or i'll say something is cute and then he wants to but it for me. simp.

josh: ooh! look at that watch!

he tries to drag me into a store but i drag him back out.

you: dixie does not wear men's watches

he groans as i drag him into the music store.

you: hi i'm looking for an electric guitar?
salesman: ok

he leads josh and i to a section full of electric guitars.

salesman: we can personalize anything if that's something your interested in
you: ok thank you. i'll look

he nods and walks away.

you: hmmm which one would be something that jaden-
josh: black

i laugh knowing josh is right. jaden loves black. i find a shiny black electric guitar. only 150. that's not bad. it'll probably be around 200-250 with getting it customized.

you: what should i get on it?
josh: his jxdn logo?

that's perfect. i go on my phone looking up jadens logo and find it. i also found the symbol for his first hit, angels and demons. i have the guy come get the guitar off the wall and show him the design.

salesman: we can do that. it'll cost around 220 dollars
you: ok

i pay now and he tells me to come back in two days which is perfect since the gift exchange is in 3 days.

josh: that's gonna look sick
you: ya

we walk to the food court and he buys us chick fil a. once we sit to eat, i try to help him think of what to get dixie.

josh: i don't know what to get her as a real present. you spent 200 on jaden and i've only spent 40 on her so far
you: doesn't matter how much you spend. it's the thought that counts. like the thought of apersonalizing a guitar for jaden and now he can learn. you got dixie something funny that will remind her of a funny time. don't over think it j

he nods.

josh: so what'd you get me for christmas
you: hmmm it's a secret
josh: come onnnnn
you: secret joshua. you'll find out soon
josh: fine.
you: do you know who has me for the secret santa thing?
josh: in fact i do. but i cant say
you: hint?
josh: N O

after we eat we start to walk around again.

josh: see anything you want?
you: we're not here shopping for me idiot
josh: well i just wanna buy you stuff. let me spoil you
you: i'm good j *laughs

i grab his hand. we didn't end up finding anything that he wanted to get dixie yet so he's gonna try when i come to get the guitar. josh drives me home.

you: i still don't know what to do for christmas. i've never spent christmas with my REAL family but i don't wanna stop spending it with charli and them.
josh: you figure it out babe

he leans over the center console to kiss my head.

you: i'll see ya when i go to get the guitar i guess?
josh: yep
you: bye j
josh: bye

i get out of his car and go into my apartment.

charli: hey
you: hey.
charli: get jadens present?
you: payed for it. i bought him an electric guitar and i'm getting his logos put on it
charli: shit he'll love that
you: ya. who did you end up getting?
charli: mads
you: ooh that's gonna be hard

she nods. i go up to my roo and check my amazon orders. i had ordered my presents for josh charli bryce and dixie a few days ago meaning they should arrive soon.

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