Finding my way back (KOV #4)

Serendipity

*8 months later...

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Gabriella Cecelia Rios

A lot had happened in the past few months of our lives, eight months is not that long too but the events are non-stop and overflowing. West and I are finally back together. It's official! Not complicated nor uncertain. I realized that he's really trying his best to win me back and for the first time, my heart and my mind finally agreed to forgive him and give him a second chance because he deserved it!

Choosing the person you want to share your life with is one of the most important decisions any of us makes. Ever. Because when it's wrong, it turns yourife to grey and sometimes, sometimes you don't even notice until you wake up one day morning, and realized years have gone by.

Loving West is both the best and worst decision that I ever made in my entire existence but I never regret it because I love him so much and I'm sure that he loves me too, nothing in this world is certain but our love for each other is not like that.

People are like rivers, it's constantly changing and flowing. They will disappear with everything you put inside them, no matter what it was. Still, your home does have a heartbeat and I swear that his arms felt like home.

Sometimes, memories are the worst form of torture. Because even if it doesn't matter anymore, it still hurts. I already forgave West but honestly, I'm still actually mad at myself for not listening to his explanation regarding that night. I didn't know anything, I was just thinking about myself. I never bothered to care about his feelings.

It wasn't just me who got hurt and had a broken heart, I broke his heart too by believing on something that I shouldn't have believed in the first place. Mas pinili kong paniwalaan ang nakita ko, hindi ko siya hinayaang mag-paliwanag sa loob ng matagal na panahon. Malinaw na ang lahat sa'kin ngayon at masaya ko dahil maayos na ulit kaming dalawa.

But this isn't the only great news that I got this year because through West and North, I found out that Dawn is pregnant and one of these days? Manganganak na siya. Si Thor ang ama ng mga anak niya, kambal ang nasa loob ng sinapukunan niya.

But speaking of Thor, halos isang taon na siyang wala ngayon dahil nahulog sa kung saan ang sinasakyan nilang helicopter. Kasama niya si Eros, sabay silang umalis nang hindi man lang nag-paalam ng maayos sa'ming lahat. At siyempre nalulungkot pa rin kaming lahat lalo na si Dawn dahil hindi na makikita ng mga anak niya ang ama nila.

Ganon din ang kalagayan ni Psyche hanggang ngayon dahil hindi pa nga sila nag-kaka-ayos ni Eros, Oo nag-uusap sila minsan pati nag-kaka-salubong din sila sa daan pero ang gusot sa relasyon nila ay hindi pa magiging tuwid at iyon siguro ang dahilan kung bakit nasasaktan lalo si Psyche.

West is a very mysterious guy but he's not the type of person that would keep a secret from me, specially kapag ayos lang naman na malaman ko. Sometimes, sinasabi niya rin sa'kin na aalis siya dahil mayroon siyang misyon. Ayoko man siyang umalis pero mapipigilan ko ba siya?

He also told me that almost three years ago, naaksidente rin pala si Dawn at naging dahilan 'yon para mawala ang mga alaala niya. She's luckily to be alive and well pero wala siyang naalala kaya noong nag-kita kami sa Enchanted Kingdom habang kasama ko si Tophen ay hindi niya ako nakikilala o nakikilala man lang.