Y/n Stark

Loft

Wanda POV
I was shocked at what went down a couple moments ago. Y/n was out of her mind. Her emotions took over but it didn't end well. „Are you happy? Who knows where she went." Nat was pretty angry at me and everyone else was shocked as well. „I will go after her." „no Nat you won't. She obviously wants to be alone. I don't think she wants to face anyone." Steve approached her. „I don't care if she wants to be alone or not. She is way to drunk to even get a key into any door lock. I am looking for her if it fits you or not I don't care." and she bursted through the door leaving everyone behind. I fell guilty for letting her feel this way. It seems like she really liked me. I don't know what drove into my mind the night I met her but I forgot everything when I was around her. Even Vision. She was so captivating that you will forget everything around you. I mean I love Vision but I know that I don't love him in a romantic way. I got carried away when he kissed me at the party. I figured out that she saw us in that moment. I regretted kissing Vision but I didn't regret any moment with her. Not even a second. „Well i think This party is pretty much done by now." Thor mentioned. I couldn't help but notice how strange Steve was acting since Y/n came back. „Rogers is There something you would like to share?" I glanced at him with a questioning look. „why would you think that?" he answered. „Witchy is right. You've been off since my daughter has arrived. So what is going on?" Tony interrupted our conversation.
„I think this is something we should discuss when
Y/n and Romanoff are back. This wasn't supposed to come out but eventually it was about time." Fury interrupted us with his answer.

Y/n POV
I wanted to run away so bad. My head was killing me and I only knew one place where I could go. My loft.
The only place where I felt at ease and home. I knew that I couldn't drive there since I have way to much alcohol in my system. So I decided to sober up by walking home. I was really absent on my way there.
I didn't notice at all that someone was following me. I approached my door and started to look for my keys. It was extremely difficult to get my keys into the door lock so I had a couple minutes to struggle with that. Finally I opened the door and entered. Before I could close the door someone put their foot in between the door to hold it open. The door swung open and caught me of guard. It slammed against my face and bursted my lip open. Fuck that hurt like a bitch. I needed to take a moment to get my vision back and I noticed that there was an armed man trying to attack me. Fuck i am way to drunk to manage something like this now. What does he want from me. I slammed my leg in between his legs and he crocheted down in agony. I kicked him down to the ground stumbling a bit because of that fucking alcohol. He stood up and threw me across the room. We fought for some minutes and smashed almost every furniture standing in my loft. You can definitely see that people where fighting in here. I had a lack of attention for a moment and that was the moment where he stabbed me into my abdomen and on the right side of my chest. I screamed out in agony as I felt how the blade entered my body. I put all my last strength together to grab him by his neck to twist it. That was my final move. His body bumped down on the ground in a loud thud. Breathing was extremely hard by now because he pierced this shitty knife right into my right lung.
I grabbed into my bag and took my phone out. I don't know who I called but I just tapped at any number. „Y/n where are you? We are worried?"
I couldn't bring much out but a hollowed breath to gather everything around me. „S-somebody
at-tacked me." „oh god Y/n are you okay where are you now?" the last thing I could bring out was
„l-loft." and I dropped to the ground backwards leaning against the wall.

Nat POV
I was wondering around in my car to look for Y/n. She always gets herself into trouble. Especially when she is drunk as hell. I heard my phone ring and it was Steve. „Rogers don't get on my nerves what do you want." he was hectic and worried „Nat you need to go to Y/n's loft immediately. She has been attacked and I don't know how she is she doesn't answer anymore." my world fell apart. I turned around into the other direction and pressed on the gas pedal as hard as I could. I always had a spare key to her loft but I didn't had the need to use it. The door was wide open and what I saw was a complete mess. I looked around and I saw furniture laying all over this place.
I moved around and saw her laying in the kitchen. She was leaning against the wall and blood was pouring out constantly. Shit for how long has she been like this. „Y/n Y/n hey wake up." I slammed my hands soft against her face. She jolted up for a moment and saw me in the eyes. She was so pale all her Color has Faded out of her body. „Hey keep you're eyes on me okay, stay awake okay. We will get you to Bruce and he will fix you up." she nodded slightly. „T-there is a.." „stop it Y/n Safe You're Energy for staying awake, this is more important now." I started to carry her out of the loft and placed her into the car. „Stay awake okay. Just keep you're eyes open for me. I am not gonna lose my best friend do you get it!" I raised my voice slightly at her.
Tears where forming in my eyes. I haven't cried in a long time. I started to drive as fast as I could back to the compound. I heard her speak up from the back seat „N-Nat. There is a f-flash drive in m-my drawer.
G-give it to F-fury and S-Steve." what was she rambling about? „Stop Talking Y/n keep you're energy for staying awake!! You need to put pressure on the wounds to stop the bleeding bestie. I know it's hard but you gotta try it okay?" she hasn't answered.
I glanced to the back and saw how she was laying there lifeless. Fuck. I typed in Bruce number to inform him about Y/n condition. „Bruce, Bruce? I need you in the med bay ASAP." „how bad is it Natasha?" „she is unconscious Bruce. She was stabbed in the abdomen and in the Right side of her chest. She is loosing a lot of blood and I don't know for how long she has been like this in her loft."
„Shit okay I will prep everything you need to hurry."
It took me what feels like forever to enter the compound. Steve was already standing outside waiting for me. As soon as I stopped he opened the back door instantly. He carried her fast but carefully to the med bay. I stopped outside for a moment to swallow all my emotions. I was a mess and nobody can see me like this. After taking a breath I waked into the compound fast. Everyone gathered in front of the med bay window. Bruce and Tony where working on Y/n. She was laying there lifeless and pale. It twisted my stomach wich made me turn around to look away.

Wanda POV
When I heard that Y/n has been attacked my Heart fell into the ground. God knows what is happening to her now and I was the cause of it. This was all my fault and I can't turn back time. Another person dies on me. Because of my actions. As I saw how Steve carried Y/n onto the med bay my heart started to hurt. Every sign of life left her entire body. She was pale like a Wall. Motionless. I didn't even see her chest rise and fall. „Put her on the Life support machines." Bruce ordered Tony to do so. Steve moved away and exited the room to give them space.
„Put her on CPR. I need to get a pulse." Bruce moved onto the bed and started to revival her. It took him what feels like hours to move away from her body. She got a pulse. I started to breathe again I didn't notice that I held my breath in. „Nat. What happened?" I turned my attention to her to get my mind of this terrible situation. She looked crushed.
„I-i don't know. When I found her she was already injured and bleeding out. Her loft was a fucking mess and it looked rough." she glanced at Steve and opened her eyes wide like she remembered something. Without saying anything she left the room immediately. That confused me. „This is all my fault. I shouldn't have pushed her to got to Germany." Steve mumbled to himself but I could hear him clear. „What do you mean Steve?" he was shocked at me asking this. „N-nothing." he paced back and forth. He went to the floor and called someone. I overheard his conversation a bit.
„Fury it's bad. What if they were after her?" he stopped talking. „She didn't gave me anything and she also didn't mention anything about her vanishing for three years. She brushed me off like she was trying to avoid something." Y/n was definitely not for a degree in Germany that for sure. Something seems of about this situation. It's a mess and I can't get my head through it. What has she brought herself into?

Nat POV
I walked into Y/n room and walked immediately to the drawer that she mentioned. I looked through her stuff and found a little lock on the bottom of the drawer. It's a separat drawer but there wasn't a key. I pulled the drawer out and smashed it into the ground as hard as I could. The drawer split up and I found a flash drive laying between all the wood. She was definitely hiding something. But what has it to do with Rogers and Fury? I took the flash drive and made my way back to the med bay. Wanda was now alone waiting impatiently for any news about Y/n.
„Anything new?" I asked her. She shook her head no. „no nothing new about Y/n but.." she looked around to make sure that she is alone with me. „Wanda what is going on?" „i overheard Steve talking to Fury. He was talking about Y/n's situation and that someone might be after her. And he said that he shouldn't have send her to Germany in the first place." I was now even more confused about what Wanda said.
„Nat what if Y/n didn't leave to get a ‚higher degree'. What if she was-." I didn't let Wanda finish her sentence „undercover working for our team?!!"
Now everything is starting to make sense. She didn't want to leave the team like that. She had to for a mission. We both just stared at each other in shock because we were processing all these new informations. Steve then entered the room and I looked at him angry. I walked over to him and slapped him so hard that it echoed in the room. „Natasha what the heck?" he held his cheek that was turning red. „What have you been hiding for five years Rogers? And don't ramble any bullshit Wanda and I found out that she wasn't gone for a fucking degree!" „language Nat." I raised my brows at him.
„Steve you better speak up before I slam you against the wall." Wanda approached me from behind.
„You will know everything when we all have our team meeting. This information involves us all now. All I can say for you two is that Y/n was on an undercover mission to gain informations."
Steve practically slapped me with these words. I was shocked. Everything I did was hate her for leaving me but she didn't had any other choice. She left for a proper reason and I blamed her for leaving me. Leaving us the team. She was gone for years probably feeling guilty for leaving us like that but she didn't even want to leave like this. „Steve why didn't you send me with her? Look to what it lead her into. Fighting for her life because she was getting informations." „she had to leave alone. She was the best match for the mission with her doctor title of science and being an unknown face she could be undercover for long enough." Wanda then spoke up
„I heard what you said to Fury on the phone. What do you mean with Y/n vanishing for three years?" I looked back at Wanda and then at Steve waiting for an answer. „Steve? Did I heard that right? She vanished for three years?" he looked down at the ground ashamed. „While she was gone she was keeping contact with me and Fury. We were the only ones involved in this mission as well. After some time she Stopped giving us reports and updates. I wanted to fly to Germany to investigate on her disappearance but Fury said it would only cause  unwanted attention." „so you let her disappear for years? Steve what is wrong with you? Why haven't you inaugurated us. Not even Tony her own father. God knows she could have been dead and we wouldn't know it." he didn't face any of us. „I am sorry." „no Steve you need to apologize to Y/n if she wakes up." I moved away from Steve because I didn't want to face him. Not now.