Confrontation

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Wanda POV
Y/n has been in surgery for hours and the waiting is killing me. Nat and I traced around in the common area so that we can be as close to Y/n as possible. She didn't just heal me... she put her own life on the line wich she shouldn't do. Not for someone like me. I feel guilty for being the cause of her being in surgery. „Hey I got you guys coffee." Peter came closer to us and handed me and Nat a mug of coffee. He's such a sweet boy. „Thanks Peter." I gave him a slight smile. „H-have you heard anything from Y/n?" Nat shook her head no. „Nothing Peter. We're still waiting." he nod and had tears in his eyes. „Hey come here." I pulled him into a big hug. He is really emotional when it comes to anyone getting hurt. I mean everyone does but he especially. He isn't used to it. „She will be fine Peter. She just needs time." I said it giving him a better feeling. I don't know if I believe what I say but I have to make Peter believe it.
We released from the hug and he wiped his tears away. „I guess I should go I have some training to do with Tony." I nod at him and be left giving Nat a quick hug. „I can't believe that Tony isn't here with us." I opened up about it. „I can't either. Y/n and Tony always got along with each other. I don't like This Situation either. But we are here for her." she placed her hand on my shoulder squeezing it lightly.

„Hey you two." Bruce entered the common area walking into our direction as he is wiping the blood away from his lower arms. We both got up immediately as we heard his voice turning around to face him standing there. He had a sad expression on his face not knowing what to say exactly.
I felt how my Puls was rising. Nat grabbed onto my hand squeezing it tight and so did I. We both needed each other's support now more than ever.
„She is stable for now." well that doesn't sound good. Stable for now? „Luckily the wounds didn't appear in any life important organs. I can't put her back into the cell in those conditions." I raised my brows and before I could say anything Nat spoke up „we weren't planing on putting her back there Bruce." he nod in agreement. „She has some pretty nasty scars across her body. I cleaned them up as much as I could. The next 24 hours are the most important ones. We will have to see if she can breathe on her own or if she still needs to be on life support." she has been through so much and she can't get a break from anything. I hate it so much to see her like this.
„Can we see her?" I asked and he nod stepping aside to let us walk into the med bay. „Talking to her might help. I don't know if she will hear it but it's worth a try." he says as we walk past him.
We stood there in front of the glass wall looking at her hanging on life support. Nat placed her hand around my arm pulling me into a side hug. I placed my head on her shoulder and let out a quiet sob.
She has always been there for me. I love her for that. She really is my best friend as well. „I think you should go in first Wands." she said looking down at me. „I will go and talk or slap some sense into Tony and I think you are the one who should be with her right now. I know how much she means to you. Talk to her she might hear it." she squeezed my arm and let go of our hug. She looked at me in a loving and sad way. I know how hard it is for her to see Y/n like this. She hasn't been without her best friend for five years and then this. Her disappearing again for eight months and then her laying in the med bay fighting for her life. „Go ahead and smack some sense into Stark." I said and she giggled lightly leaving me with Y/n alone.

I walked in and it smelled like a hospital in here. I hate it. I took a chair and sat down next to her taking my time to look at her. I took in every inch of her. From head to toe. She was wired up completely. All the machines beeping around her. She wasn't breathing on her own. Wich scared me. Not seeing her chest rise and fall. But the life support machine is keeping her intact. I took a hold of her hand squeezing it tight. The machines told me that she is alive but her hand was cold. I looked up to her seeing a pale face. My breath became shaky before I started to talk. „Hey Y/n it's me Wanda." I felt ridiculous talking to her and not receiving an answer. But I have to do it. „I don't know what to say or what to do. You sacrificed so much for the team and especially for me. Wich You shouldn't have. I feel so guilty about you being her. I should lay in this bed and not you. But yet you still saved me." tears began to build up and I can't hold them back letting out a sob. „I will rain down hell fire if you don't wake Up any time soon. I know we have our ups and downs and you've been gone for quiet a while but let me tell you something. No matter If I ever get mad or angry at you I will always stay by you're side. I will always be there for you. You make me feel some sort of way that I still haven't figured out. If you don't feel the same that's fine. But I will always, always be here no matter what." I stopped talking as I saw how her heart rate went up a bit. This is a good sign. I smiled through my sobbing. „Come back to me please..."
I stroked her cheek. Her once soft and stunning skin was sour from all the time at hydra. God she didn't deserve any of this.

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