Y/n Stark

We're good

Y/n POV
She sat sideways on my bed looking me up and down. I hate it when she sees me like this. So weak and desperate. „Fine i'll let you." she smiled softly at me coming closer. „Thank you for letting me." it's actually pretty hard for me to except help. I always try to do it on my own no matter what it is. One of my bad habits. I rubbed my eyes because of my tiredness and I see those images of me being tortured again. She placed her hand on my thigh and I jolted up. She looked so worried. Her eyes are stunning and her features in general are beautiful. It distracted me for a moment looking closely at her.
„Sorry. It's not you." I said because I got scared of her touch. „It's okay. I know how it is." she whispered. „What are you gonna do?" I asked trying to distract myself even more from the previous events. „I can try to put you're mind at ease. Put a good dream in you're head and you can sleep better."
Wow she can really do that? „And what then? Will you do it every night?" she tilted her head slightly.
„If I have to yes I will. Only if you want to." she offers me so much and I don't know how to repay her fro that. I wish she could have been there sooner to put my mind at ease. A couple years would have been nicer. „You don't have to Wanda. I think I can manage the other times." she raised a brow at me tilting her head even more. „You don't have to go through it alone Y/n. You've been through to much and if I can take some weight of you're shoulders I would love to." she stayed silent for a moment.
„You just have to let me. Excepting help won't make you weak." i just nod and put myself back to sleep.
I closed my eyes shut trying to fall asleep. „Do whatever you have to do Wanda. But let me tell you."
I opened one eye to look up at her. „Don't fish around in my mind. I don't like that As You probably found out." she smiled softly at me „you made it clear a couple times. I won't do it." I raised a brow at her lifting my hand up. „Pinky promises?"
I made her laugh with this question „A bit childish don't you think?" I fake gasped at her answer.
„You're never to old for a pinky promise." so she raised her hand without saying anything and locked her pinky finger in with mine. „Pinky promise..." she said gently. We stayed locked like this for a couple seconds until I cleared my throat to move on. I closed my eyes and drifted of as she placed her hand on my temples to let a red mist enter my mind.

Wanda POV
I am so relieved that she let me help her. She looked so peaceful and relaxed sleeping. I was just laying next to her, keeping an eye on the sleeping beauty.
From time to time I could see how she smiled softly in her sleep wich gives me a reinsuring feeling. I was pretty tired myself so I decided to drift of into sleep myself. The rest of the night was peaceful and we both slept without making any noises. I woke up around nine and I saw that she was curled up in her blanket hugging it. I didn't want to wake her because I knew that she needed sleep more than anything right now. So I got out of her cozy bed and made my way out to get ready in my room. Taking a quick shower and heading right into the kitchen bumping into Nat. „Morning. You look happy Maximoff." she said with a grin on her face. I am actually, because I could be close to Y/n without forcing her to. She wanted me there and it made me happy. „I slept well." I answered and she nod sipping her coffee.
„Is everything fine with Y/n? I saw you going into her room this night?" I nod yes as I poured myself a cop of coffee. „I think so. I heard her talking and screaming in her sleep so I went to look for her. I woke her and I wanted to help her fall asleep. Wich she surprisingly let me do." Nat grinned even more now. „So You spend the night together?" I blushed at her question. „No not like this Nat. I put her mind at ease and she fell asleep and so did I unfortunately."
„It's good that you're sorting everything out with her. She needs you, but she isn't seeing it now." I raised my brows at her surprised about this comment.
„I care for her. I really do, but I feel like she is shutting me down, and then she is opening up. I don't get it." I looked down sad onto my coffee cup.
„The trauma is still haunting her Wanda. It's not something she can shut off, especially because she is reliving it again. She hesitates with the opening up and closing again. It was the same with me and when we got to know each other. It took some time but she will eventually warm up on you." she took my hand squeezing it lightly while giving me a loving smile.
„I can understand. I just want to make it easier for her. She had nobody when it hit her the first time."
„Yeah I know and I still feel guilty for not looking after her. She told me a lot when we had the time to talk..." Nat felt guilty but she couldn't know that she was in such bad conditions. „Did she say anything about me?" I asked playing with my rings anxiously.
„I implied on that topic. I kinda told her to forgive you for you're actions. You both have been through a lot and I think you should be there for each other."
No matter what situation you're in you can always count on Nat being by you're side. I love her so much for being such a good friend even though I had some arguing with Y/n. „Thank you Nat. It means a lot."
She smiled softly at me thanking her. „I did it for the both of you because you deserve love." I blushed and raised a brow at the word ‚love'.
„What do you mean by love?" I asked trying to hide my nervousness. She scoffed slightly at me asking that. „I am not blind Wanda. I see the way you look at her. Y/n isn't seeing it yet but she will realize it herself soon."  „and how do I look at her?"
Nat held in for a moment. „Like she is the only person in the room. The one thing that matters the most." she actually hit the spot directly. I do forget everyone around me when she is in the same room.
I know that we don't know each other for long but she grew to me so fast wich is Good but also scary.
„You know what? I should probably look for her. She might be awake by now.." I took my cop and walked out of the kitchen backwards still facing Nat.
„Go get you're girl." she yelled. I gave her an angry look. „She isn't my girl Romanoff!!" I squinted at her. „Not yet..." she grinned and I left the room with a boiling red face. I hope nobody heard that.

I made my way back into Y/n room only seeing that she is still peacefully asleep. Wow she really has a deep sleep. Guess I did a great job this time. I put the coffee mug onto the nightstand and sat down next to her. Her hair was laying all over her face wich looked cute but I wanted to see her face and I tucked her hair behind her ears. Still sleeping beauty. I sat there about more than an hour just looking at her. How she smiled slightly. How her chest rises and falls from breathing. I Almost finished my coffee as and she started to wake up slowly. She stretched herself and hummed relaxed. She looked surprised at the fact that I was sitting next to her watching her sleep.
„You know Maximoff... it's pretty rude to stare." I giggled at her saying that.

Y/n POV
„I wasn't staring. I admired." she said playfully and I blushed at her saying that. I rubbed my eyes to get the sleepiness out of my eyes. „How long have I been out?" I asked her curious because I sleep really good and long. „It's 11.am. So you had pretty much good sleep." I had a surprised expression about her saying that. „Damn You're wiggle woos must've nocked me out." I said wich made her laugh out loud. „Thanks."
And she looked now surprised at me thanking her.
„It was nothing Y/n."  I started to get up and sat down against the bed frame just like Wanda.
„I've been thinking about some stuff." her expression changed into curiosity but she didn't interrupted. She just waited for me to talk further.
„I think I owe you an apology." she raised her brows at me probably not expecting something like this.
„It's fi-." I interrupted her not allowing her to finish.
„Please Wanda. Let me go first and after that you can answer." she stayed silent and just nod in agreement. „I wasn't actually planing on apologizing to be honest, but I think that I should wich is why I do it now. You obviously know that there is a lot going on with me." I held in and started to play with the blanket anxiously. I had to grab onto something every time I feel scared. I don't even know why I am scared. „And with You entering my life it was a rollercoaster. I just.. I just want to say I am sorry for acting the was I acted. I don't have any right to be so mad at you for being with Vision. I am already struggling with enough at the moment." silence builded up in the room wich made me even more anxious. „Thank you for apologizing. But you didn't need to. I am the one who needs to apologize for everything. I hurt you wich wasn't my intention at all and I hope you can forgive me one day." is smiled softly at her giving her a sign of comfort.
„I am working on it... so you're forgiven Wanda. I just don't want us to end up in a mess. You deserve happiness." she smiled bright at me nodding in happiness. „Can I hug you?" she asked a bit shy.
„Of course. Come here." I stretched my arms out pulling her into a loving hug. We stayed like this for a couple minutes just taking in the fact that we talked it out. Well and surprisingly it ended well and not in a mess like all the last times. We separated from the hug slowly but she still held her arms around my neck looking me deep in the eyes.
There's just something about her that lets me forget everything around me. I noticed this when I saw her the first time in the bar and I realize it now even more. „If I am allowed to say that. You have the most beautiful eyes I've ever seen." she blushed at my obvious complement. „So do you. Thanks."
„I don't know if we think the same but I have something on my mind." I said. She raised a brow and waited that I talk further.
„I would like to recall our first interaction in the night we met. But this time stone cold sober."
She grinned viciously wich gave me a good feeling about the thing I said. „Took you long enough to say that. I was waiting for it." she said and our lips crashed together seconds after her last word.