Y/n Stark

First session

Y/n POV
I paced around in his lab trying to find out what he meant with this riddle.
„That Time when I saw the world from another point of view for the first time."
I walked around looking at all his iron suits. I couldn't wrap my head around it. Time has passed and I was still busy with trying to find out what he meant. „Miss Stark. Sorry to interrupt but dinner with the team is ready and they are waiting for you."
I let out a sight realizing that I haven been in her for more than a couple hours. I folded the letter together and put it my the back pocket of my jeans. „Thank you Friday. I am on my way." I walked up to the living area and the smell of food filled my nostrils.
„Y/n hey." Peter walked up next to me. „Hey Parker. Don't you have school or something?" I asked curious on why he is here. „I got out earlier today than usual. So I thought I would join you for dinner if that's fine." he was always such a sweet boy and so polite. „I am sure we don't mind. You're one of us Parker." I smiled softly at him and he nod thanking me. „Are you done chit chatting we are waiting for dinner." Sam walked out of the kitchen interrupting our conversation. „Sam. Haven't seen you in a while." he walked up to give me a hug. „Yeah Bucky and I we're pretty busy with our missions." we released from the hug and I saw how Bucky came closer. „There's the other fossil. Come here." I spread my arms giving him a hug. „You and You're nicknames. Will it ever stop?" I tapped at his back releasing from the hug giving him a laugh. „You won't get rid of them. Better get used to it."
„So what's for dinner?" Peter asked still standing next to me. „Bucky and I made some Lasagne."
„Oh Lord have mercy. Will We survive You're meal?" I asked sarcastically. „Hey. We put effort in it. So it will be edible." Bucky answered giving me a light hit with his metal arm. Wich isn't a light hit at all.
„I am starving." Peter jumped a bit in excitement on the meal.

We all walked up to the dinner table seeing Wanda, Nat and Steve cover the table with plates and the food. „Finally. We were waiting for you guys." Nat spoke up as she placed the last plate down.
„Yeah I got held back sorry." I sat down facing Wanda having Sam and Bucky next to me.
„Where were you before? I was looking for you but I didn't find you." Nat asked placing some lasagne on my plate. „I was down in dad's lab. Nothing major."
I was cutting my answer short trying to avoid to get into any details. „I have never been down there. Can you show me how it is?" Peter asked from across the table stuffing his mouth full with food.
„I thought he would have shown you already. I heard that you have a great relationship to my dad?" i asked raising a brow. „Yeah kinda of. Mister Stark has been a father figure for me for a while."
I let out a quiet sight looking down onto my plate.
I felt like shit. He always wanted a son. He got me instead. He has been a bigger father figure for him then for me in the last time. Plus he is extremely protective over Peter wich I can understand he is the youngest in our team. „You know what. I will give you the codes to the door and you can go down there yourself. This place just brings old memories. But don't destroy anything or else you will have to deal with Tony when he comes back." I raised my head slightly glancing into the round seeing all eyes on me. „Cool that's awesome. Thanks Y/n."
I gave him a fake smile. „Sure Parker. No Biggy."
The conversation fell back into silence for a moment.
Wanda's eyes didn't leave my sight. I guess she wanted to check on me since we've been stuck with each other for a long time. „Just so everybody knows. We have a mission coming up soon. We have to prep ourselves. So I want everyone to attend to the meeting after dinner." Steve spoke up after sipping on his drink. „Will Y/n come with us?" Peter asked out of curiosity. „No." Steve and I answered at the same time and we looked confused at each other.
„Why did you say no Y/n." Steve asked raising a brow. „I will step back from going on missions for a long time. So don't count on me. I think it's best if I will stay in the background."
„What makes you think that?" Sam asked from my left. „I don't know if you know but I have done some pretty messed up things. By that I mean that I killed a bunch of people destroyed a lot of buildings and worked for hyd-..." I stopped not finishing my sentence. „That doesn't define you Y/n. It wasn't you're fault." Nat spoke up from across the table.
„Depends on who you ask." the talk fell back into silence once more. „You will come back Y/n it just takes time." Sam said tapping at my shoulder.
„I don't think so buddy. I don't think i will be able to. I cause destruction and this isn't really useful." I answered lowering my head to my plate.
„I came back to Y/n, and I did also some pretty messed up stuff." Bucky said from my right.
„Will see Barnes." I finished my plate and got up from the table. „I gotta go guys. Stay safe with you're mission." I walked away placing my plate into the sink. I saw how Wanda's eyes followed me until I wasn't in eye sight anymore.