Y/n Stark

The way i am

Y/n POV

It didn't take long until the team came back. I didn't leave my place. I stood still outside trying to process the good news that happened a couple minutes ago. I saw the jet land and the heck open while everyone walked out with a big smile on their faces. „Told you we will make it Y/n." Steve answered as he stepped out with stretched arms.
„I guess the big thank you goes to the bad ass who stood up against these judges." I pulled Nat into a big tight hug almost squeezing the life out off her. „Hey if you want me to stick around you gotta let me breath okay." she tapped on my back hugging me back. „Yeah sorry about that." I stroked her arms while releasing her. „And what about the Test off us? Don't we get a hug?" Sam asked trying to annoy me but nothing can pull me down now.
„Get over her before I change my mind you moron." I hugged him and Steve at the same time.
„I think we should go in and see how we will go further now." Nat tapped at the back off the boys pulling them into the compound leaving me and Wanda outside.

Without saying anything I pulled Wanda into a jug as well. This was the moment I've been waiting for the whole day. Having her back healthy and in peaces. I stoked the back off her head giving her a light kiss on it. „You seem different. Is everything okay?" she asked not lifting her head up.
„I am just relieved that everything worked according to plan for once, and that I have you back here." i felt how she smiled wich made my heart warm up. „But still something seems different about you. I don't know what it is but you seem more than relieved." I let out a small sight knowing that the other reason is that I talked to dr Raynor again. Only now I realize how opening up helped me. „We will talk later okay. For now just. Let us stay like this hmm." she hummed in agreement hugging me tighter around the waist. After a couple off minutes I heard her stomach growl.
„Come on lets order some food. I am sure that the rest of the team is hungry too." she giggled it off and we walked back in hand in hand wich wasn't usual for us but it felt comforting and right at the moment. „Does anybody want some food? We wanted to order some take out." I yelled into the compound and I heard loud yells from the common area. „Yeah definitely. I am starving!" Sam yelled out and I laughed „Wilson you're always hungry. So Pizza?" I asked everyone gathering around. „Sounds Good." Steve spoke up and I nod into his direction. „Alright. Friday can you do me a favor and order the favorite pizzas for everyone."
„Sure Y/n I will order." I clapped my hands in happiness. „Thanks." I answered and we started to get our plates for the food.

The team ate and everyone was relieved and happy to have Tony back soon. We had our little conversations here and there and the night flew in pretty quick. After our dinner we cleaned up and decided to call it a day. We wanted to celebrate when together when tony way back with us.

As I got into my pj's I heard a soft knock on the door. „Come on in." I answered pulling my shirt down. „Hey mind if I join you?" Wanda asked pointing at the bed behind me. „Sure babe. I actually wanted to come over to your room to talk to you." I felt how my anxiety grew a bit.
„What is it? Are you okay?" she asked and i heard how the concern grew in her voice. „Mhh. Just wanted to share something with you." she raised her brows and got closer sitting down on the bed. I jumped on it moving closer to her. We sat across from each other and I grabbed her hands.
„Y/n you make me worry. What is going on?" she asked Scanning my face for any reaction.
I grabbed one off her hands tighter pulling it up to kiss it on the palm. She looked confused but she didn't stop me from going further. I moved her hand under my shirt and placed it on a scar. The one that I got first when I got there. She touched my body before but it's different now. Her breath hitched at my action and she pulled her hand a bit away from my skin. „No Wanda. I want this. Please. Let me do it or else I will back up again." she just nod at me placing her hand back on the scar where it was before. Her touch was warm and electric. It was loving and gentle in any kind off way.
„This and This." I moved her hand to another similar scar. „Those are bullet scars." her breath hitched again and she looked at me in hurt and shock that I started to share this with her.
„Are those?" she asked and I nod yes. „Yeah the ones when Thomas shot me." her eyes filled with tears and she placed her hand back on my skin.
„Why isn't just a round scar?" she asked me curious. „Remember when you fished in my head and saw a nightmare off me? I was operated on. They didn't take the time to sedate me. They cut me open without any anesthetic. They fished into my abdomen to pull out the bullets. A-and I felt it. I-I f-felt everything." my voice started to break but I pushed further to open up. „Y/n... I am so sorry that you went through this. This is horrible." she said whispering in a soft broken tone. She is hurting. „how did you not d-die?" she asked and I let out a sight. „My powers helped me I guess. The kept me awake for long enough. That was the horrible part. But I healed faster then expected and that's why I came out awake in the end. My powers where a big problem when is was there." I exclaimed and she nod wiping her tears away with the free hand.