Y/n Stark

You're blood

Wanda POV
It has been days since we got to call Y/n. We were all paralyzed by what we've witnessed. It was horrible in any kinda of way. I haven't slept since. I hear her scream for help constantly and I can't put my mind at ease when I know she is living hell at the moment. Who knows if she even survived the bullet that Thomas gave her. Tony couldn't track her down because the call ended to soon. Nat was talking a lot to Steve and Fury trying to get any other clues.
I was just feeling helpless. I didn't know what to do or how to help. The only thing I can do is cause destruction and that's not really helpful. I lost her. I don't know what I do but everyone around me is dying. My parents, Pietro and maybe even Y/n if she didn't survive. „Wanda can I come in?" Nat knocked gently asking to come in. I swung the door open with my powers letting her in. She walked in and closed the door not saying anything's she sat down on the bed next to me. „Have you found anything?" I asked trying to hold onto hope. She just shook her head no letting out a sight. „I just wanted to check on you Wands." I looked at her sitting up in my bed. „You don't need to do that." she tilted her head at me raising a brow. „I know I don't but I want to. You can't push me away. Talk to me." she said sounding concerned. I started to tear up. „I don't know what to do. I feel like my emotions are eating me up. I can't sleep. I can't eat. I feel like I can't breath knowing that she might be dead or that they are still torturing her day and night. I just want her back." my tears rolled down and didn't stop. „She wouldn't want you to feel like this. When she comes back she will need you more than ever and you have to keep going." she said while wiping away my tears. „How did you live without her for five years?" I asked looking her directly into the eyes. She started to look guilty and sorry. „she left me and I was angry. There was sadness but mostly anger, and I put every inch of my emotions into my missions. I was behaving toxic. When she came back everything crawled up to the surface. We then got the time to talk..." she stopped looking down onto her hands. „She told me everything and how bad she wanted to call me when she needed me the most but she didn't. She kept going. You have to be strong for her Wanda. I am putting everything of me into finding her and bringing her back." „how am I supposed to be strong when she is missing? I can't shake the feeling off that we should have stopped her from going. She was acting off all along and look where she's now." I felt guilty for not stopping her. „I know. I do to. I wish I would have stopped her. Or at least went with her or after her. But we can't change what happened. We will bring her back okay?" she looked me up and down thinking off something. „You should write letters." she said and I looked at her questioning.
„You want me to write letters?" she nod yes while continuing. „Well I am writing in my diary. It helps me with everything. So why don't you write letters to Y/n. When she comes back you can give her them. I know it sound absurd but this could help you're mind. At least try it." she pleaded with a soft smile.
„I don't think it will help but I can try at least." I answered her agreeing on her offer.

Y/n POV
I don't know how long I have been out but I feel like I am regaining conciseness. I opened my eyes slightly just to realize that I am back in my cell. My body hurts like hell and I feel like dying but unfortunately I am still alive. I tried to get up but I couldn't. A sharp pain formed in my abdomen where I have been shoot by my ex boyfriend. I groaned in pain and it looked like I bought the attention from the guards to me. „She's awake go tell the others." one of them said wich made The other one leave for some minutes. „H-how long have I been out?" I asked trying to regain a track off time. He looked at me through the dimmed light smirking. „Long enough." he said not giving me an exact answer. Have I been out for hours? Days? Weeks? Or even months? I don't know and it's driving me insane not knowing how long I have been in this hole.
„You're awake that's great." Schmidt approached me standing straight in front of the cell looking down at me. I didn't say anything. I just looked at him with a Death stare. „What cat stole you're tongue?" He asked mocking me. „I have nothing to say. So why should I waste my time and energy?" I then spoke up. He shrugged his shoulders. „I know you have something to say but you just don't want to yet. I will get what I want no matter what I have to do." he is so full off ambition and it pisses me off how he is so full off himself. I could vomit. „I told you that I won't give you anything." he smirked devilish. He obviously knows something that I don't and it's not something good. „You have to get in shape so that we can try some test on you." he said and I couldn't figure out what exactly he wanted. „We had you once not to long ago. You know how we worked on you and I think this was something you couldn't forget. But you have to heal first from the slip-up off Thomas. Pretty clumsy of him to shoot at you this way." he said as if it was nothing. „Clumsy? Are you trying to joke around because it wasn't really funny." he started to laugh. „Oh i think it is funny. How you both yelled at each other. It was worth an Oscar."
I can't wait to kill him. Dead ass. I am done.
„We know that you've developed a lot of powers. Wich makes you really powerful. But we want to push everything out. You have more but you just don't know it yet. As simply as it sounds we want to see what you are capable off so that we can use it. We want to take you're powers and put them into an army. Because why work with one if you can have a duzen." he wants to create clones. Copy my powers. Put them into someone else. „So where is the serum?" he asked me curious. „There isn't any." I said and a big grin formed on his lips. „What are you grinning on?" he came closer to the cell doors leaning against them. „You gave me what I want without knowing it." my eyes widen as I realized what I just did. I told him there is no serum. So that automatically tells that everything he needs is in me.
„You're blood." he said beginning to laugh. „We had everything we wanted all along and we didn't realize it." I couldn't say anything because I fell for his twisted question. God my lack of attention and my weakness is really showing. My brain can't really function and i can't stand it. „Heal first and we will see you more often in the lab soon." he said leaving me behind. Shit This wasn't supposed to slip out. I am so unfocused that I can't even get my thoughts together. He will probably take a lot of blood from me wich will keep me weak all the time. So I can't really escape by myself.

I was so lost in my thoughts that I didn't realize that Thomas stood in front of the cell. He cleared his throat to get my attention. I looked up only seeing that he was standing there alone. Looks like he sent the guards away to talk to me in private. I am so disgusted and disappointed at him. So angry that I can't even put it into words. „I am sorry." he said and my eyes widen at this ‚apology'. Is he for real? Trying to apologize after what he did and after what he pulled me through. „You can shove you're apology up you're ass." I said scoffing at him. „What do you want to do her anyway? See if I am still alive?" I asked him sarcastically but not the funny way. He kneeled down in front of my gates to look me closer up. „I didn't know that you would end up like this. They didn't tell me." My face expression formed into confusion but mostly anger. „What role are you playing here? You're confusing me the fuck out and I can't get my mind through it so clear me up."
He let out a sight before talking. „I can't tell you much. Only that I am on you're side. You have to believe me." silence builded up in between us before I spoke up. I have to process this first. „Believe you? You're asking for something impossible. How am I supposed to believe you? You were the one who brought me here in the first place. You watched how I got tortured several times. And the best of all is that you shoot me in my abdomen. After this you ask me to believe you? Are you nuts?" I started to yell at him and he looked around to make sure that no one is coming. „Can you calm down please? I am telling you the truth. I have to play along this all wasn't supposed to happen. Not like this. I am telling the truth come on Y/n."  I shook my head no. „Don't tell me to calm down. You broke me so many times without even knowing and you put this weight on me again I can't take this any longer. You have no idea what I have been through. I was trying to move on but you seem to pull me back into this black hole As if it was a loop where I can't escape from. So don't. Just don't." I said while choking up on my tears that I was holding back. „I wanted to warn you. The letter. They were watching me when I wrote it. I put you're real last name on purpose in it to prevent you from coming alone. I am on you're side. I will prove it soon." he told me pleading. „You're time is up."
The guards came back looking suspicious at us as Thomas got up from the knelling down. He looked at me one last time before leaving me again with all these information.