Y/n Stark

The other point of view

Y/n POV
(days before she got shoot)
I woke up laying in a cell once again. Every time I fall asleep and wake up i was hoping it was just a bad dream. A fucking nightmare but it's true. It has been three days. I need to keep counting or I will lose it in here. Loosing the track of time is easy when you don't have any daylight shining through the cell. No window. Not a bed only the cell and me. It's dark and dirty. It smells like death in here. I assume that others have been in here too. I don't even know if I am in New Jersey or somewhere else. They've tortured me since day one. Drowning me constantly. Beating me blue and purple. Until I start bleeding. I know exactly what they want but if I will give it them it will be over for me. They need my blood but they don't know that. They think it's some Serum somewhere else but they have it here. I don't know if I will see the daylight ever again. The sun. The moon the stars. Itzehoer simple things in life. I don't miss my car. Or my belongings. I miss being free. Missing the team at home. They probably don't even know that I am here in this hole. I didn't tell them. God I feel so dumb not involving them. But it felt right at the moment and I regret everything. Why did I took off to find Thomas in the first place. He died and now he's here. Everything is confusing me. I just want everything to stop. End it all. I was relived that they didn't find my phone that I carried with me. I was desperately trying to reach anyone but the signals were weak. I looked at it and saw a bit of signal on the phone. Before I could call anyone I got called. Wanda. She is calling me. I picked up not saying anything at first. I wasn't sure if could talk because of the guards running around. „Y/n hallo? Are you there it's me Wanda and Nat." Her soft and beautiful voice went through my ears giving me a hint of safety until I realized that I am still in a cell.
She sounded worried. Did they find out about Thomas and the letter? „Y/n where are you we are worried." Nat then spoke up. She was concerned.
„N-Nat? W-Wanda? It's me. They didn't take my phone." I didn't know what I was rambling but I had to say something letting them know that I am here on the phone. „I don't know for how long I can hold the line. I am sorry for leaving." My voice was dry from the lack of water. I was trying to hold my tears back so bad. But I couldn't hide it in my voice.
„Where is she?" a male voice appeared from a distance. „Sir she is in the last cell down the hall." another male voice spoke up again. Shit There coming back to torture me again. I had to say something again to let them know anything. „I-I don't know what to do. I don't know if I will make it. Please tell everyone that I love them and I am so sorry. Especially for you guys. I hated leaving and hiding this from you but I didn't want to drag you into this mess." I was crying but trying to cover it. „We're here Y/n. It will be okay. Just tell us where you are and we will get you." Wanda said almost sobbing. „I can't. I am sorry for what you will hear now. You need to know that I-." and i stopped mid sentence but I still tried to hold the line.

„Miss Stark. It's so nice to have you here in our lovely community." Schmidt spoke up standing I front of my cell gates iWork other guards and Thomas in the back. I was furious. I can't keep my temper when it comes to him. „Cut the bullshit. You've kept me for three days like an animal in a cage. What do you want." He shook his head leaning against the cell I was in. „Na, na, na... if you would have cooperated we would have been way nicer to you. See it this way. You got you're beloved boyfriend back." My boyfriend? Is he kidding. He is really trying to get me to my limits and it's working. „He isn't... and i will never cooperate with you. I've always avoided you Schmidt." I spoke his name out on purposes trying to give Nat and Wanda any information possible. Hopefully Nat remembers this bastard. „Now I will ask politely again. Will you cooperate with us?" he asked me again just like every other day before. I stepped forward to see his disgusting face. I only came close to spit at him and I did. Right in his face and I said following. „Over my dead body." „Open the cell." he said wiping the spit out of his face angrily. I don't feel good about this. He will torture me again and I don't want Nat or Wanda hearing this on the other line. „Get the bin." Shit not This again. We've done it for hours the days before and I don't know if I can take it longer. The guards walked away getting the bin full of water and Schmidt walked in punching his fists onto my face. I was to weak to defend myself from all the beating up and torture days before. I was desperately trying not to let out any sound as he punched me over and over again until I landed on my knees. The guards came back and he stopped immediately grabbing my head from behind. Then with one jerk he pushed my head down into the water. I was screaming out for any help under the water. I punched my arms around and kicked with my legs trying hard to get out of his grip but it didn't work. It felt like my head was under water for hours. After I started to give up he pulled me back up and I gasped so loud for air as if I was dying. Wich I almost was. I was coughing out loud and gasping like There was no tomorrow. „And what about now? We can stop you just have to give us what we want." he sounded evil but he had fun doing it i could hear it in his voice and the see that disgusting smirk. I couldn't give him what he wanted not yet. It's to soon. The team needs to try finding me first. So I have to hold in as Long as i can.
„F-f-fuck y-You." I said put of breath denying his offer once again. „Round two I guess." he said viciously pushing my head back down again drowning me. He let me drown so long until I was so close on passing out. He pulled my head back up and I gasped to regain air into my lungs once again.

„what about now Stark? We did this every day since we got here. I am getting kinda tired of this." he said sounding annoyed. He's the one to talk. Getting tired of torturing me. He needs to be a bit more creative instead of drowning me over and over again. „T-then I g-guess y-You have t-to c-come up... w-with a better w-way to t-torture m-me." I said while I was coughing the soul out of my body. „Hmm i guess you have a Point. Why don't We try something different ha." he clapped his hands together and a man came up next to him giving him something that looks like an electronic shocker and a gun. „I will use both but I think I will start with the one that will make the most fun."he motioned with both torture devices at me like there are toys. Without an warning he pressed the shocker onto my ribs and I screamed out in agony. I couldn't hold it anymore. It was to much.
„AAAAAAAHAHHHHHHHH." I wanted it to stop so bad. My body was already weak enough. I know that I can take a lot of things in but I have m limits. „Thomas get in here." He stopped and I felt numb from the electro shocks. „Take This." he handed him the gun over not looking away from me. „You're not gonna do it Thomas. You can get us out of here. P-please." I was begging trying to stop him from what will come. He didn't say anything he just pointed the gun at me. „This isn't you. Put the gun down." I demanded with a pleading tone. He has to stop. How can he do this? „Do it or I will." Schmidt spoke up ordering him on shooting me. My begging didn't stop. I wanted to end everything but not in this way. „Thomas...Tom!!!! Stop please." he didn't say anything. He sobbed slightly. Is he the real Thomas or are they controlling him. I have no clue. 
„You have to help us Y/n or they will get what they want in worse ways." Thomas then spoke up.
„You're on the wrong side. They're controlling you Tom. Babe please. You have to stop it's me." I answered with tears in my voice. „You don't get it. I've always worked for the other side. My affection to you was fake. It was never real. I even hate you." I can't believe what I am hearing now. He played me all along? My heart broke into millions of pieces hearing this. It was fake all along and I was so blind to fall for it. I was distracted. I was in love. The worst mistake I've ever made. Falling for someone. My sadnesses became rage and anger. „Then do it." I said being desperate, disgusted by him and everyone else around her. „IF IT WASN'T REAL TO YOU THEN END IT. ONE BULLET IS ENOUGH." I screamed at him trying to provoke him more, to push him to his limits.
„IT WAS SO EASY TO WRAP YOU AROUND MY FINGER. I MESSED WITH YOU ALL ALLONG." he yelled at me. „THEN KILL ME FOR GOD SAKE. NOBODY WILL MISS ME ANYWAY." I was still pushing him to do it because I don't believe that he will pull the trigger. He's weak. He has to have some affection for me to not kill me here. But out of nothing he started to laugh. „You're wanna be family will miss you. You're billionaire dad. You're mom. You're best friend Natasha Romanoff. Oh and lets not forget you're precious Wanda Maximoff." Now he was pressing my buttons. Looks like he knows exactly what to say to make me go insane. „Don't you dare put her name into you're mouth." I threatened him while my voice got darker.
„I will kill them all. Just like you."
I scoffed at him not believing anything he says.
„a fucking psychopath." „Oh Y/n just like you. We're the same." And with no warning he pulled the trigger surprising me. I felt how the bulled pierced through me cutting through my flesh. Not even a single sound escaped my throat. I was paralyzed. The pain was devastating. I was feeling numb. I looked down onto my body and saw that he shoot me through my abdomen. „Are you out of you're mind?" Schmidt said to Thomas. I looked up at him and there was no expression at all. As if he wasn't human. „Shoot her yes but not in the abdomen. We might lose her and she was the only way to get what we wanted. Bring her into the lab. She needs surgery now." My body fell back and I looked up to the cell wall. Guess they wanted to kill me after they got what the wanted. But plans changed I figured. I looked to the side whispering „I am sorry." It was for Wanda and Nat. Especially Wanda because I know that she doesn't deserve to lose another person in her life.

My body got lifted up and I got carried to the lab. I was still conscious wich was horrible. They didn't stunned me with any drugs. They immediately started surgery and I screamed out as they put the surgical instruments into my body. I don't know how to survive this but I was giving up. The pain made me pass out and I don't know if I will wake up from it.