Y/n Stark

I was asleep

Wanda POV
... This Night felt like shit. I hate it when Y/n and I fight and it feels like we do a lot recently. I was still standing in the common area where everyone witnessed what went down a couple minutes ago.
„Wanda we didn't do anything." Bucky stated and my head snapped into his direction. „Is that so? Cause it sure didn't look like nothing." I spatted at him and he got closer. „No listen let me explain myself. Y/n and I are just really good friends. You can look into my head if you want to. We don't got anything to hide." he raised his hands in surrender showing me that he is genuine about what he said.
„If that lets you sleep at night." I said and got closer to place my hands on his temples.
My vision was blurry and I saw through Bucky' eyes.

Can I ask you something?" His head turned into Y/n direction but she didn't look at him.

„Anything go ahead." he answered.

„How is it? With u know... the things that they did to you back at their base." he let out a sight. She sounded scared to talk about it wich hurt me.

„It's not easy. I still get major flashbacks. It still haunts me. Sometimes I fell like-." She interrupted him finishing his sentence.

„like they will get you again. And you feel like everything you do goes wrong." and he nod in agreement.

„Yeah. Exactly. I am terrified of it. Or that I will snap and hurt someone."  She let out a sight knowing what he means.

„I can relate way to good with it. I don't want to burden anybody with my bullshit." This hurt even more that she thinks she is a burden to anyone... especially me.

He shook his head „they all care Y/n you don't burden anybody. I was feeling the same after Steve got me back. But despite the things I've done, they all cared and helped me. You just have to let us in. It didn't work directly with me but I kept trying and they are all holding me up." tears formed in her eyes and I ended the memory reading.

I let go of his head and tears fell down my face. She was right. Nothing has happened. They both told the truth. I fell so dumb falling for what I saw and not giving a damn to ask further. „Bucky I-I." he stoked his hand against my arm. „It's fine Wanda. I get it. I'd be freaking out too." I shook my head in guilt whipping my tears away. „I am so sorry Bucky. I don't know what drove into me. I-I need to find Y/n and tell her." I looked around hectic and everyone started to go look for her.

„Wanda we didn't find anything." Steve said as I walked back into the compound. „We already called her like a dozen times but the line is dead. No mail box nothing." Nat said worried just as much as I am. God knows what happened and I let her walk away.
Shit. „Look we can go and look for her tomorrow. I am sure she is fine." Steve said as he got up to leave.
„Try go get some rest. Tomorrow is a busy day."
He added and left. I went into my room calling her ever so often trying to reach her. Nothing. This drove me insane. Knowing that she can be anywhere now.
I talked on her mail box and hoped she would reach out for anyone in any way.... The night passed my slowly.

Y/n POV
My eyes opened and I started to stretch myself from my sleeping position. The sun peeked through my windows and lighted up my loft. I don't know what Time it was since I closed my phone. No alarm woke me, not a nightmare creeping in my head, just the bright sun that woke me up wich was way better.
I let out a sight knowing that I have to get up and confront what I left behind last night. I looked at the clock hanging on the Wall. My eyes shot up wide.
It's 4 pm? I slept 15 hours?!? Wow well that was good amount of sleep I guess. I rolled over to grab my phone setting the air plane mode off. My phone startet to buzz without an end. 38 missed calls from Nat. 24 missed calls from Steve. Also some missed calls from Bucky... and finally as I scrolled down.
48 missed calls from Wanda. And one mail box message. I sat up opening the mail box message.
„Hey Y/n I've called you a dozen times. Please reach out to anyone even if it's not me. I need to know your safe. We need to talk. I love you." and the line ended.
I exhaled loudly knowing what will expect me at home. I got up to shower and get ready for heading back to the compound. I grabbed my keys and my phone and went down to the garage. I started the engine and drove off. It took me a bit more to head back because off the shitty traffic. It was exhausting to drive even though I slept 15 hours. I didn't have anything to eat or even drink for the day. I parked my car and got out to enter the compound.
I was still trying to collect my thoughts on what I will say as soon as I see her. ‚Hey how's it going?' nah
‚Sup Wanda' damn it no what am I a teenage girl?
Get it together Stark. I walked in and heard muffed voices from the common area. I peeked through and saw Rogers sitting there with Bucky and Sam.